As some of you may know, Will posted a topic in the triumphs forum on SAS about us :D I'm so happy that he wants everyone to know we're together :D It also helps me trust him alot more too. Cause with me if someone isn't being public about me being their girlfriend my trust in them is like zero. Not to say I trust him 100%, trusting anyone 100% would be foolish. Things between us have been pretty good lately though :)
Anyway as I said in my last blog entry that I was gonna make my own guild for me and Will and I did :) I joined on all of my toons lol. But its just a guild for banking so we have the shared bank space and it makes it easier to chat in game when we're not grouped. Because just whispering can be risky at times lol since with whispers it can be kinda easy to mistell it to the wrong person if you aren't very careful. And trust me some of the stuff I say to him I would not want to accidentally send to anybody else ;) LOL. Anyway I already purchased 2 bank tabs for our guild. I used up 1 whole 1 all on my own and some of tab 2 too already. Might finally be able to delete 1 or 2 of my 3 bank toons now since we have this guild. Been adding stuff from each toon and trying to slowly get it organized. Before I would have scrolls and stuff scattered across all 3 bank toons, now I'm mostly getting stuff like that into stacks of 20 and then putting them on one toon until I decide to use.
Getting sigs for the bank guild though....ugh. Despite finding a crap load of unguilded people around it was extremely difficult. I had Will sign of course, then I tried to have him sign on another toon and it wouldn't let him :( So retarded, if we wanna make a guild with just us 2 we should so be able to, I see no good reason why it has to force us to go out and seek 8 other people to sign our charter. Would've had my 2 wow friends sign on their unguilded alts but neither was on at the time and I really really wanted to get the guild made right away lol. Anyway to get the first few sigs I offered people 5 gold to sign. Got 6 sigs that way. Unfortunately 2 of them removed their sigs before I had enough to turn in the charter. Fucking assholes. The one rogue even said in party (we grouped with him briefly) lol before he left and removed his sig. People like that should be fucking shot. God I hate people. Except Will of course :) Anyway after that I wasn't gonna pay anyone else, though did pay the last signer 1 gold :(. I just decided if people are gonna be jerks I'll have to be rude. And I pretty much just shoved the charter in every unguilded persons face that I saw until I had all the rest of the sigs I needed. Took a while because most declined to sign grr. Anyway I don't wanna say here what the guilds name is but I picked a good one. I still need to pick us out a guild tabard too :D
Another annoying thing was about half the people stayed in the guild and kept asking for help. Will got kinda carried away with helping them and it annoyed me cause he was supposed to be doing stuff with me lol, so I booted everyone else out of the guild. Felt a lil bad about it, but I paid half of them anyway and it seemed like that would've been a constant case of lowbies asking for help. Besides didn't wanna make a real guild anyway, just wanted a shared bank and such for Will and I.
In other WOW news I discovered something about the recruit a friend thing. Well ok actually Will did lol. I feel so dumb for not knowing this lol but he can grant levels to a toon of mine thats under his level. He can grant me 1 level for every 2 levels he gains. :D So without much thought I just had him level my pally up. Leveled it from 13 to 29 in a matter of minutes :D Too bad the gear didn't level with it LOL. Not entirely sure pally is a class I wanna play either, but already have a druid, lock, rogue, priest, deathknight all over level 30 and the only other class I think I'd enjoy any would be hunter. I tend not to like classes that can only dps, unless they have pets or demons :P. This is great because while I'm leveling my rogue with him my pally will also get free levels from it lol. Just wish he'd joined wow right after his trial ended so we'd have more of this and more time with the triple xp.
Also lock and rogue are level 34 and 35 now. I'm a little ahead still and probably will continue to be cause I bought some boa stuff that gives my rogue 20% xp gain. Haven't had too much time to level lately because of his darn work and school :( I'm surprised at how much I'm enjoying leveling with him, always thought leveling another toon, even with someone I knew would be boring beyond belief, but its actually very fun with him. A part of me wishes he didn't work or go to school so we could spend even more time together, but I guess then he probably wouldn't be able to afford to visit me again so guess its good that he does lol.
Got my loremaster achievement too finally. Turns out they added a new quest and that plus 1 quest I had already completed and still had to turn in were all I needed to do to finish the achivment. :D Now to figure out what achievement to work on next for my druid. Am thinking either sporegger or kureni rep achievements but not sure yet. And still haven't gotten brewmaster and my meta achievement yet but should tomorrow :D
Anyway unto non wow stuff lol. Enjoying more season premieres this week :) Desperate Housewives and Brothers and Sisters were both on last night, both awesome. Also watched the season premiere of Ghost Whisperer on Friday. Can't believe they skipped 5 years into the future. Ugh so annoying when shows do stuff like that, first Desperate Housewives last season now Ghost Whisperer, hope its not gonna be happening with other shows I like too.
Also watched a new show a couple days ago called Flash Forward. Was awesome, I think it will become the new Lost. The opening scene definitely seemed very lostish and so does the mystery in it. Can't wait for the next episode. Just too bad I have to download it off bittorrent since Survivor is on at the same time. Blah. Why are all the best shows always on Thursdays? Anyway I wonder who the guy at the end was (the guy moving while everyone else was flashing forward) I'm sure they'll wait a long long time to tell us lol.
In sad news..one of my aunts has the shingles. I thought it was some olden thing that was only around in the 1800s but guess I was wrong. Apparently she has it on the inside too and is in alot of pain, hopefully she'll be ok. I haven't seen her in years though but my grandma sees her and my uncle (my moms brother) regularly. Think I've mentioned before but my family isn't close at all. Anyway thats all for now,
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
World of Warcraft, Will, TV, etc
Since wows down and I'm bored figured I'd write an entry now. Hit 7500 achievment points in wow finally :D Will be at 7600 too very soon as I still have most of the brewfest ones left to do. I've been doing all the holiday achivments so I will be getting my violet proto drake once I finish the brewfest ones :D. Hope I have enough tickets leftover to get the pink elkk mount too. Pink Elk>Violet Proto Drake imo actually. According to what I read though you need to refund the brewfest garb after you get the dalaran achievement, otherwise it isn't possible to have enough tickets to both buy everything you need for the achievement and buy the mount. I didn't have enough tickets yet to buy the garb so I haven't tried it yet but people swear it works. Just hope after maintenance they don't put anything in the game to change it. Cause I really wants my pink elk lol. So glad I at least joined brew of the month club last year, because the quest item to join it is probably non refundable and its 200 tokens.
Another achievement I'm close to getting is the loremaster one. Only part I have left for it is kalimodor. I have only 2 quests left there to do. Know where they are too(hopefully they both count...have found that a few quests don't give credit towards the achievement :(). Have to say though the kalimodor part sure was alot more difficult and annoying to do then the others, they should really lower the requirement for it, at least for alliance, by 50-100 quests.
Am happy that most of my favorite shows are starting their new seasons this month :D Can't wait to watch them. Already watched Big Bang Theory (was hoping Penny and Leonard would start dating not become friends with benefits!), Fringe and Survivor. Fringe was awesome as always, think its getting even better. Survivor usually is just a show I watch to pass them time, but this season is surprising me by actually being pretty good. Its mainly this 1 guy whos such a jerk thats making it so entertaining. Hopefully he stays for a while but doesn't win the money.
Also things between me and Will are going ok. Something he said makes me worry he might be thinking of breaking up with me though :( Ugh. Really really hope he doesn't :( We had some other arguments too, but I don't feel I should be going into details, especially since I know he wouldn't want me to. In better news, he says he's gonna visit me again :) In Novemeber though, wish it was sooner lol, but I'm greatful he at least gave a date. I still don't feel 100% secure in this relationship though...but I feel more secure then I ever have with anyone else.
His lock and my rogue are both level 30 now. So far we've only quested together a few times, due to his work and school and my sleeping schedule not always being on par with his. Did 2 instances so far, got run through both. He doesn't like being run though because it takes away the challenge, but its nearly impossible to find a group our level for these instances :( Almost had an all level 24-34 group for stocks the other day, but tank said brb relogging and never came back, so had to go whisper random tank classes to try to find 1, took 10 or so whispers for me to get someone who would come, only not on the toon I whispered them on, they offered to run us through. Was very nice of them and I of course said yes. So they ran us through, had to run us through twice do the other members of the group being impatient and starting the instance before we were all inside. I swear most people in this game are either jerks or morons or both. Did they seriously think they could duo the instance? Sure some trash yea, but bosses and the harder pulls? Idiots.
Also I'm making my own guild. Just a bank guild though lol so me and Will have extra and shared space. Haven't decided on a name yet. Thinking of something funny though. Don't know if my druid will stay in it permanently but my rogue and other toons will for sure as I don't plan to ever raid with them.
Anyway hopefully I'll get to quest with Will tonight :) But he might want to study (he's been neglecting his school work lately lol)) or I might be sleeping :( I woke up at like 3am :( Grrr need to force myself to stay up a bit longer so I can get on par with his schedule.
Another achievement I'm close to getting is the loremaster one. Only part I have left for it is kalimodor. I have only 2 quests left there to do. Know where they are too(hopefully they both count...have found that a few quests don't give credit towards the achievement :(). Have to say though the kalimodor part sure was alot more difficult and annoying to do then the others, they should really lower the requirement for it, at least for alliance, by 50-100 quests.
Am happy that most of my favorite shows are starting their new seasons this month :D Can't wait to watch them. Already watched Big Bang Theory (was hoping Penny and Leonard would start dating not become friends with benefits!), Fringe and Survivor. Fringe was awesome as always, think its getting even better. Survivor usually is just a show I watch to pass them time, but this season is surprising me by actually being pretty good. Its mainly this 1 guy whos such a jerk thats making it so entertaining. Hopefully he stays for a while but doesn't win the money.
Also things between me and Will are going ok. Something he said makes me worry he might be thinking of breaking up with me though :( Ugh. Really really hope he doesn't :( We had some other arguments too, but I don't feel I should be going into details, especially since I know he wouldn't want me to. In better news, he says he's gonna visit me again :) In Novemeber though, wish it was sooner lol, but I'm greatful he at least gave a date. I still don't feel 100% secure in this relationship though...but I feel more secure then I ever have with anyone else.
His lock and my rogue are both level 30 now. So far we've only quested together a few times, due to his work and school and my sleeping schedule not always being on par with his. Did 2 instances so far, got run through both. He doesn't like being run though because it takes away the challenge, but its nearly impossible to find a group our level for these instances :( Almost had an all level 24-34 group for stocks the other day, but tank said brb relogging and never came back, so had to go whisper random tank classes to try to find 1, took 10 or so whispers for me to get someone who would come, only not on the toon I whispered them on, they offered to run us through. Was very nice of them and I of course said yes. So they ran us through, had to run us through twice do the other members of the group being impatient and starting the instance before we were all inside. I swear most people in this game are either jerks or morons or both. Did they seriously think they could duo the instance? Sure some trash yea, but bosses and the harder pulls? Idiots.
Also I'm making my own guild. Just a bank guild though lol so me and Will have extra and shared space. Haven't decided on a name yet. Thinking of something funny though. Don't know if my druid will stay in it permanently but my rogue and other toons will for sure as I don't plan to ever raid with them.
Anyway hopefully I'll get to quest with Will tonight :) But he might want to study (he's been neglecting his school work lately lol)) or I might be sleeping :( I woke up at like 3am :( Grrr need to force myself to stay up a bit longer so I can get on par with his schedule.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
5000 question survey my answers part 4
301. List 5 things you have not experienced that you would like to experience before you die.
In no particular order
A Have sex (but only if I get married)
B Vist Lilydale, NY with Will http://www.lilydaleassembly.com/lily-dale-attractions/lakeside-assembly-hall
C Visit disneyland or disneyworld :D
D Get married
E Having people that screwed me over envy me. :D
302. Will you try to accomplish any of these things within the next year?
Within the next year no? Within the next 5, yes. Within the next year probably will only try to visit Lilydale.
303. What do you feel controlled by?
My emotions and my social anxiety and my poor sense of direction :(
304. If Jesus appeared to you and told you that the moon was made of green cheese would you believe him?
No, I'd think either 1. someone slipped some drugs into my food or 2. Some ghost/demon is fucking with me.
305. What is one thing you are sure of?
That 99% of people suck.
306. At what part of the day do you feel the most alert?
Varies. Usually after I first wake up I guess.
307. Have you ever played in a band?
Nope. Have no talent like that :(
308. Have you ever stared into the ocean thinking 'early creatures crawled outta that'?
Nope.
309. If not, what do you think of when you are staring into the ocean?
Have never even seen the ocean in person :( I guess I'd be thinking how big and pretty it is.
310. Do you like the mental challenge of chess or other games?
Not chess so much because I suck at it and kinda forgot how to play. But games like scrabble and checkers, etc yea for sure :)
311. Do you ever think of where your atoms were before they were in you?
Nope lol.
312. Do you ever think about where your atoms will go after they have been in you?
No. Maybe now I will :( Ugh.
313. If you didn't know that people couldn't fly do you think that you could?
No but would think I could levitate. Until I tried to anyway lol.
314. Are you someone that others call when they're having a problem and want to talk about it?
Seem to have been whenever I've had close friends. Even with people that are just casual IM friends I seem to be too.
315. When it comes to literature, do you see beyond the writing and into the meaning intended by the author?
Not really. But I don't read much of any literature, it bores me.
316. Is there anything you can take apart completely, and then put back together, and have no left over parts?
Probably not :(
317. What are your feelings about the death penalty?
My feelings on the death penalty are it should only be done in cases where there is 100% certainty that the suspect is guilty. I think the death penalty is a good thing then and should be used on any murderers (except those that murder in self defense or for another good reason such as a cheating or abusive spouse or taking revenge on someone for something they did that was very bad). I also think the death penalty should be used on all child molesters and certain frauders (like men that fraud old women out of their life savings).
318. If there was a god and you could ask him/her one question what would it be?
What happens to us when we die?
319. Do you believe that life will be found on other planets?
I believe it already has and that the government has been keeping it secret.
320. What is something worth suffering for?
It depends on how much suffering but generally I don't think anything is worth suffering for. I guess if you really love somebody more then yourself then they would be worth suffering for. Thats about it.
321. If you could put an extra eye on your body anywhere you wanted, where would you put it?
Back of my neck so I could see who was behind me :D Would say back of head but I'd need a permanent bald spot there, so neck instead since this way i can just move some hair out of the way. Would have to find a way to hide it to where no one could see the eye though. Maybe some custom made sunglasses for my neck lol.
322. Are you in touch with the earth and nature?
Not really.
323. Would you rather live simply or extravagantly?
Simple house and clothes but with extravagant food, and to be able to travel whereever I want :D
324. Have you ever been camping?
Nope. Can't say I have much of a desire to either.
325. Is your heart open when you meet someone new?
I'm not really single so no lol. But when I was no, not really. People need to prove themselves to me first and be what I'm looking for.
326. Are you able to have conversations with and become friends with people who are not like you and are interested in different things than you are?
Depends but if they're too different no and I don't have a desire to either.
327. Are strangers more beautiful or frightening to you?
Frightening for sure! People suck.
328. What stops you from doing everything you want to do?
Social anxiety and a lack of knowledge about the world :(
329. Can you think of three adjective that do not apply to you at all?
Trusting
Slutty
Boring
330. How do you feel about Jeremy Jaynes, who got a nine year prison sentence for spamming people with junk email (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jeremy_Jaynes)?
I never heard of him before. I think 9 years is a bit much though just for sending spam. A few months in jail and a fine should've been it for him.
331. Do you know who the current premier of China is?
No idea.
332. Are you very active?
No not at all lol. Have no desire to be either.
333. Is there a city that reminds you of the landscape of your brain?
No. Can't say there is lol.
334. Have you ever loved someone who has loved you back?
I don't think so :( Hopefully 1 day. ;)
335. Is it really being 'in love with' someone if the other person doesn't love you?
No. You only love them then. But that doesn't stop people from saying it.
336. Do you believe that there is someone perfect for everyone or that people just fall in love with who ever they are with at the time?
I think everyone has several "soulmates" that they meet in each life and in some lifes these soulmates can be lovers. I believe they're mostly but not entirely perfect for each other. Some people though never meet any of their soulmates, or their soulmates are all friends or family member's, so those people either stay single or just fall in love with whoever comes along.
337. Do you know secret things?
I think I might heh.
338. Have you ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't have?
Yea my last ex. What an ass.
339. How do you overcome your fears?
I don't, because they exist for good reason. I just avoid them.
340. What can you do better than anyone you know?
Be a good person.
341. Would you benefit from a wilder existence?
No, would hate it.
342. Does it seem to you like the range of socially acceptable behavior is getting smaller or larger?
Larger for sure. Don't feel I need to even explain this one. You'd have to be a fool to think its getting smaller.
343. Have you ever fired a gun?
Nope.
344. Are people becoming more afraid of each other?
Kinda because nowadays everyone is scared of their kids being kidnapped and stuff like that.
345. If you had to choose the percentage of freedom vs. safety what ratio would you decide on (ex: 100% free 0% safe)?
Not sure. 80% free and 20% safe maybe.
346. Does safety stifle you?
No
347. Who or what needs to be stopped?
Child molesters, frauders, liars, cheaters, abusers, etc.
348. Are human beings becoming more domesticated?
I think its kinda the opposite at times LOL.
349. Do you follow the lives of the British Royal Family?
Nope not at all. My mom kinda does though.
350. How did the death of Pope John Paul II (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pope_John_Paul_II) affect you?
It really didn't.
351. Have you ever lost something and never found it?
Some pictures that were important to me :(
352. Do you listen to any talk radio shows?
Nope. Used to listen to Art Bell Coast to Coast though. Awesome show :)
353. Who do you trust more, your friends or your parents?
Umm neither?
354. Would you ever date someone outside of your race or religion?
Am not single lol but if I was.... Religion, maybe it depends on what religion, probably not though, I'm not religious at all but wouldn't wanna date someone that would try to convert me to theirs. Race, probably not, I don't really find men of other races all that attractive.
355. Which of the 7 deadly sins in the worst (gluttony, greed, pride, lust, envy, wrath, sloth)?
Lust because its what causes most of the problems in the world (over population, cheating, etc).
356. Which one are you most guilty of?
Sloth for sure lol
357. Are you afraid to be alone with yourself?
No why would I be?
Do you try to avoid thinking?
Only about certain things.
358. Would you venture to tell someone you loved him or her if they didn't say it first?
Probably not.
359. What are you the most sensitive about?
My weight and my mouth. :(
360. What can you talk about for hours?
World of warcraft :)
361. Do you talk about yourself, other people, or ideas the most?
Probably myself I guess but not sure.
362. Do you believe that spell casting can work?
Yes, but think you really have to 1. Believe and 2. Know what you're doing.
363. Are you a fan of The Legend of Zelda games?
Nope.
364. What old movie would you go see if it were re-released in the movie theaters?
None that I can think of. Maybe the first Chuckie movie if I had someone to go with ;)
365. Is there a celebrity that you would be too starstruck to talk to if you met them?
I would be too starstruck to talk to any celebrities period.
366. Have you ever left a mean unsigned note?
Yea lol, online.
367. Do you think it's cheesy to paste things you didn't write into your diary?
Not really but depends what.
368. What are three things that you try not to think about?
1. My mom dying
2. My bf leaving me
3. How I would support myself financially on my own with only my SSI.
369. Is casual sex acceptable for you?
No and it shouldn't be to anybody.
370. What form of sexual protection do you use?
Abstinence. More people should use it.
371. What is expected of you that you feel is unnatural or not right?
To get a job (don't feel society should expect people like me and who've had a life like or worse then mine to work)
To have an education (same as above, I dropped out of school cause of bullying)
To not want revenge (wanting revenge is right and very natural)
372. Do you sometimes place your own expectations on other people?
Sometimes I guess.
373. Do you sometimes act overeager to make friends when you are around strangers?
No, never. Don't care enough to.
374. Do you take everything that is said literally?
Sometimes, depends on what.
375. Do you take most things others say seriously?
Depends on what they're saying lol. I guess so generally though, if they're being serious.
376. Do you have a quick wit?
Yup. Quick and better then most peoples too :)
377. Do you believe in the need for political correctness?
Depends
378. Do you have strong opinions and beliefs?
Yes, very, especially on certain things.
379. If yes, can you still hang out with and be friends with people who disagree with you?
Probably not. On the things I feel strongly about I don't believe someone can think differently then me on them and still be a good person.
380. Are you uptight?
Only when I have good reason to be.
381. Do you sometimes do risky things?
Nope never.
382. Could just about anyone hold your interest in a conversation for at least ten minutes?
Probably not lol. Most people suck so much at conversation that they can't even keep me interested that long.
383. Are you self-conscious?
Yes very :(
384. What would be your ideal destination for a Saturday afternoon?
Home :) Unless someone has a really fun/entertaining thing planned ;)
385. Does anyone have a video tape of you doing something embarrassing?
Not to my knowledge, I hope no one does :(
386. What is Kevin Smith’s(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kevin_Smith) best movie?
Not a fan of his and haven't seen any of those movies. I'll pick Chasing Amy though since its the only 1 that sounds good.
387. Where do you like to go on Friday or Saturday nights?
Nowhere :P I like to stay home and play WOW :)
388. Do you like your friends to act the same way all the time or do you accept their moods and changes?
I accept their moods and changes but would rather they stay the same.
389. Do you often feel like other people are judging you?
All the time pretty much :(
390. What do you think other people judge you to be like?
Probably anti-social, psychotic. lol. Screw them though, I'm only those ways around people I dislike :P
391. Are you quick to judge others?
Sometimes. Depends on who and what for.
392. When you have a fight with someone do you want to talk about it right away or calm down first and then talk?
Right away, otherwise I'll feel crappy until its resolved.
393. Some say love is a river (according to the old song). What do you say love is?
Like Pat Benetar, I'd say love is a battlefield.
394. What is the worst fault a person can have?
Worst for themselves? Probably being too trusting, because it will only lead them to get hurt.
395. Do you have it?
Nope thankfully :)
396. Which do you think has more impact on a person’s character, genetics or environment?
Environment by far.
397. Who was your first best friend?
A girl that lived across and down the street from me growing up. We met when we were 7 and remained best friends for 5 years.
398. If you are not best friends anymore, what came between you?
Middle school. She decided to ditch me because I wasn't part of the cool crowd. Hate her to this day because of it.
399. Who have you read a biography about?
Marilyn Manson. I read most of his auto biography book. Also read Mike Edwards (of Jesus Jones). Have probably read others but drawing a blank as to whose.
400. What would your own autobiography be called?
I'd call it "Revenge of the mistreated".
In no particular order
A Have sex (but only if I get married)
B Vist Lilydale, NY with Will http://www.lilydaleassembly.com/lily-dale-attractions/lakeside-assembly-hall
C Visit disneyland or disneyworld :D
D Get married
E Having people that screwed me over envy me. :D
302. Will you try to accomplish any of these things within the next year?
Within the next year no? Within the next 5, yes. Within the next year probably will only try to visit Lilydale.
303. What do you feel controlled by?
My emotions and my social anxiety and my poor sense of direction :(
304. If Jesus appeared to you and told you that the moon was made of green cheese would you believe him?
No, I'd think either 1. someone slipped some drugs into my food or 2. Some ghost/demon is fucking with me.
305. What is one thing you are sure of?
That 99% of people suck.
306. At what part of the day do you feel the most alert?
Varies. Usually after I first wake up I guess.
307. Have you ever played in a band?
Nope. Have no talent like that :(
308. Have you ever stared into the ocean thinking 'early creatures crawled outta that'?
Nope.
309. If not, what do you think of when you are staring into the ocean?
Have never even seen the ocean in person :( I guess I'd be thinking how big and pretty it is.
310. Do you like the mental challenge of chess or other games?
Not chess so much because I suck at it and kinda forgot how to play. But games like scrabble and checkers, etc yea for sure :)
311. Do you ever think of where your atoms were before they were in you?
Nope lol.
312. Do you ever think about where your atoms will go after they have been in you?
No. Maybe now I will :( Ugh.
313. If you didn't know that people couldn't fly do you think that you could?
No but would think I could levitate. Until I tried to anyway lol.
314. Are you someone that others call when they're having a problem and want to talk about it?
Seem to have been whenever I've had close friends. Even with people that are just casual IM friends I seem to be too.
315. When it comes to literature, do you see beyond the writing and into the meaning intended by the author?
Not really. But I don't read much of any literature, it bores me.
316. Is there anything you can take apart completely, and then put back together, and have no left over parts?
Probably not :(
317. What are your feelings about the death penalty?
My feelings on the death penalty are it should only be done in cases where there is 100% certainty that the suspect is guilty. I think the death penalty is a good thing then and should be used on any murderers (except those that murder in self defense or for another good reason such as a cheating or abusive spouse or taking revenge on someone for something they did that was very bad). I also think the death penalty should be used on all child molesters and certain frauders (like men that fraud old women out of their life savings).
318. If there was a god and you could ask him/her one question what would it be?
What happens to us when we die?
319. Do you believe that life will be found on other planets?
I believe it already has and that the government has been keeping it secret.
320. What is something worth suffering for?
It depends on how much suffering but generally I don't think anything is worth suffering for. I guess if you really love somebody more then yourself then they would be worth suffering for. Thats about it.
321. If you could put an extra eye on your body anywhere you wanted, where would you put it?
Back of my neck so I could see who was behind me :D Would say back of head but I'd need a permanent bald spot there, so neck instead since this way i can just move some hair out of the way. Would have to find a way to hide it to where no one could see the eye though. Maybe some custom made sunglasses for my neck lol.
322. Are you in touch with the earth and nature?
Not really.
323. Would you rather live simply or extravagantly?
Simple house and clothes but with extravagant food, and to be able to travel whereever I want :D
324. Have you ever been camping?
Nope. Can't say I have much of a desire to either.
325. Is your heart open when you meet someone new?
I'm not really single so no lol. But when I was no, not really. People need to prove themselves to me first and be what I'm looking for.
326. Are you able to have conversations with and become friends with people who are not like you and are interested in different things than you are?
Depends but if they're too different no and I don't have a desire to either.
327. Are strangers more beautiful or frightening to you?
Frightening for sure! People suck.
328. What stops you from doing everything you want to do?
Social anxiety and a lack of knowledge about the world :(
329. Can you think of three adjective that do not apply to you at all?
Trusting
Slutty
Boring
330. How do you feel about Jeremy Jaynes, who got a nine year prison sentence for spamming people with junk email (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jeremy_Jaynes)?
I never heard of him before. I think 9 years is a bit much though just for sending spam. A few months in jail and a fine should've been it for him.
331. Do you know who the current premier of China is?
No idea.
332. Are you very active?
No not at all lol. Have no desire to be either.
333. Is there a city that reminds you of the landscape of your brain?
No. Can't say there is lol.
334. Have you ever loved someone who has loved you back?
I don't think so :( Hopefully 1 day. ;)
335. Is it really being 'in love with' someone if the other person doesn't love you?
No. You only love them then. But that doesn't stop people from saying it.
336. Do you believe that there is someone perfect for everyone or that people just fall in love with who ever they are with at the time?
I think everyone has several "soulmates" that they meet in each life and in some lifes these soulmates can be lovers. I believe they're mostly but not entirely perfect for each other. Some people though never meet any of their soulmates, or their soulmates are all friends or family member's, so those people either stay single or just fall in love with whoever comes along.
337. Do you know secret things?
I think I might heh.
338. Have you ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't have?
Yea my last ex. What an ass.
339. How do you overcome your fears?
I don't, because they exist for good reason. I just avoid them.
340. What can you do better than anyone you know?
Be a good person.
341. Would you benefit from a wilder existence?
No, would hate it.
342. Does it seem to you like the range of socially acceptable behavior is getting smaller or larger?
Larger for sure. Don't feel I need to even explain this one. You'd have to be a fool to think its getting smaller.
343. Have you ever fired a gun?
Nope.
344. Are people becoming more afraid of each other?
Kinda because nowadays everyone is scared of their kids being kidnapped and stuff like that.
345. If you had to choose the percentage of freedom vs. safety what ratio would you decide on (ex: 100% free 0% safe)?
Not sure. 80% free and 20% safe maybe.
346. Does safety stifle you?
No
347. Who or what needs to be stopped?
Child molesters, frauders, liars, cheaters, abusers, etc.
348. Are human beings becoming more domesticated?
I think its kinda the opposite at times LOL.
349. Do you follow the lives of the British Royal Family?
Nope not at all. My mom kinda does though.
350. How did the death of Pope John Paul II (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pope_John_Paul_II) affect you?
It really didn't.
351. Have you ever lost something and never found it?
Some pictures that were important to me :(
352. Do you listen to any talk radio shows?
Nope. Used to listen to Art Bell Coast to Coast though. Awesome show :)
353. Who do you trust more, your friends or your parents?
Umm neither?
354. Would you ever date someone outside of your race or religion?
Am not single lol but if I was.... Religion, maybe it depends on what religion, probably not though, I'm not religious at all but wouldn't wanna date someone that would try to convert me to theirs. Race, probably not, I don't really find men of other races all that attractive.
355. Which of the 7 deadly sins in the worst (gluttony, greed, pride, lust, envy, wrath, sloth)?
Lust because its what causes most of the problems in the world (over population, cheating, etc).
356. Which one are you most guilty of?
Sloth for sure lol
357. Are you afraid to be alone with yourself?
No why would I be?
Do you try to avoid thinking?
Only about certain things.
358. Would you venture to tell someone you loved him or her if they didn't say it first?
Probably not.
359. What are you the most sensitive about?
My weight and my mouth. :(
360. What can you talk about for hours?
World of warcraft :)
361. Do you talk about yourself, other people, or ideas the most?
Probably myself I guess but not sure.
362. Do you believe that spell casting can work?
Yes, but think you really have to 1. Believe and 2. Know what you're doing.
363. Are you a fan of The Legend of Zelda games?
Nope.
364. What old movie would you go see if it were re-released in the movie theaters?
None that I can think of. Maybe the first Chuckie movie if I had someone to go with ;)
365. Is there a celebrity that you would be too starstruck to talk to if you met them?
I would be too starstruck to talk to any celebrities period.
366. Have you ever left a mean unsigned note?
Yea lol, online.
367. Do you think it's cheesy to paste things you didn't write into your diary?
Not really but depends what.
368. What are three things that you try not to think about?
1. My mom dying
2. My bf leaving me
3. How I would support myself financially on my own with only my SSI.
369. Is casual sex acceptable for you?
No and it shouldn't be to anybody.
370. What form of sexual protection do you use?
Abstinence. More people should use it.
371. What is expected of you that you feel is unnatural or not right?
To get a job (don't feel society should expect people like me and who've had a life like or worse then mine to work)
To have an education (same as above, I dropped out of school cause of bullying)
To not want revenge (wanting revenge is right and very natural)
372. Do you sometimes place your own expectations on other people?
Sometimes I guess.
373. Do you sometimes act overeager to make friends when you are around strangers?
No, never. Don't care enough to.
374. Do you take everything that is said literally?
Sometimes, depends on what.
375. Do you take most things others say seriously?
Depends on what they're saying lol. I guess so generally though, if they're being serious.
376. Do you have a quick wit?
Yup. Quick and better then most peoples too :)
377. Do you believe in the need for political correctness?
Depends
378. Do you have strong opinions and beliefs?
Yes, very, especially on certain things.
379. If yes, can you still hang out with and be friends with people who disagree with you?
Probably not. On the things I feel strongly about I don't believe someone can think differently then me on them and still be a good person.
380. Are you uptight?
Only when I have good reason to be.
381. Do you sometimes do risky things?
Nope never.
382. Could just about anyone hold your interest in a conversation for at least ten minutes?
Probably not lol. Most people suck so much at conversation that they can't even keep me interested that long.
383. Are you self-conscious?
Yes very :(
384. What would be your ideal destination for a Saturday afternoon?
Home :) Unless someone has a really fun/entertaining thing planned ;)
385. Does anyone have a video tape of you doing something embarrassing?
Not to my knowledge, I hope no one does :(
386. What is Kevin Smith’s(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kevin_Smith) best movie?
Not a fan of his and haven't seen any of those movies. I'll pick Chasing Amy though since its the only 1 that sounds good.
387. Where do you like to go on Friday or Saturday nights?
Nowhere :P I like to stay home and play WOW :)
388. Do you like your friends to act the same way all the time or do you accept their moods and changes?
I accept their moods and changes but would rather they stay the same.
389. Do you often feel like other people are judging you?
All the time pretty much :(
390. What do you think other people judge you to be like?
Probably anti-social, psychotic. lol. Screw them though, I'm only those ways around people I dislike :P
391. Are you quick to judge others?
Sometimes. Depends on who and what for.
392. When you have a fight with someone do you want to talk about it right away or calm down first and then talk?
Right away, otherwise I'll feel crappy until its resolved.
393. Some say love is a river (according to the old song). What do you say love is?
Like Pat Benetar, I'd say love is a battlefield.
394. What is the worst fault a person can have?
Worst for themselves? Probably being too trusting, because it will only lead them to get hurt.
395. Do you have it?
Nope thankfully :)
396. Which do you think has more impact on a person’s character, genetics or environment?
Environment by far.
397. Who was your first best friend?
A girl that lived across and down the street from me growing up. We met when we were 7 and remained best friends for 5 years.
398. If you are not best friends anymore, what came between you?
Middle school. She decided to ditch me because I wasn't part of the cool crowd. Hate her to this day because of it.
399. Who have you read a biography about?
Marilyn Manson. I read most of his auto biography book. Also read Mike Edwards (of Jesus Jones). Have probably read others but drawing a blank as to whose.
400. What would your own autobiography be called?
I'd call it "Revenge of the mistreated".
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Will Decided To Play WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
I have some awesome news :D Will decided to play Wow! He upgraded his trial account he had and paid for the first 2 months already :D I'm sooooo happy :D He wanted it to be a surprise for me too but the stupid wow site wasn't working right for him. Turns out if you go on the official wow site with firefox and no script on you get some really weird message/site that doesn't even look like the same website. He was all like "why isn't the wow site working"? lol. So when he asked that it kinda ruined the surprise because of course I asked why he was going on it :P
Anyway since he paid for 2 months already with a 60 day game card I already have my awesome zherva mount :D Not to mention I get a free month of play from it :) Since he paid for 2 full months and also has a month free from the purchase he will at least be on the game until sometime in December :D I think December 10th though not exactly sure. Hope he resubscribes after that :) Wonder what level he will get to by then. I'm thinking level 70 or close to it, but probably level 80 if he doesn't control himself more lol.
Anyway I have a level 23 rogue I rolled years ago and quickly lost interest in playing. So I've been playing that a lil bit with him, he's level 21 now so they aren't too far apart level wise. Kinda wish my rogue was human or something else though lol. Ugh can't believe I rolled a dwarf. Well at least she has a cute face and hairstyle lol. Kinda like me in real life...though I'm not THAT short! Anyway I'll eventually need a higher level rogue for my druid to get the insane achievement so this helps my main too. :) Probably only get it to 60 or so though. Have no desire to have an 80 rogue, they're the worst class imo. Do wanna get my lock to 80 with him though. Lock is level 71 though, wonder if he'd mind doing 60-70 by himself too much lol.
Also hopefully he'll be able to control himself from playing too much. Seems to not be doing so good so far :P But I think thats to be expected since he just came back to the game. He has sooo much homework and stuff he needs to catch up on and hasn't because of wow lol. He's so addicted :D Guess thats both good and bad though, just hope he doesn't flunk any classes because of it :(
Anyway in other wow news, I'm still guildless. Think I'll stay this way for a while, makes it easier to have time to level my rogue with WIll and work on older achievements for my druid. Though am sad to see that it seems harder to find pugs for uldaur then I thought it would be. Found 1 uldaur 10 pug in the 3 weeks I've been guildess and 1 uldaur 25 group. The 10 group I don't think I got any achievements in :( The 25 one I got a few. Including achievement for doing the bosses in 1 of the areas there lol guess everyone knew who the noob was. I was also lowest dps there...and I was averaging 4k on bosses. That was really a pro guild alt run. Forgot the name of the guild too lol :( Wonder if I should've tried to join it. Meh. Probably wouldn't have accepted me anyway and I hate rejection so didn't bother, plus I do kinda wanna be guildless for a while even if I find a guild good enough for me. Will write more later maybe about non wow stuff if I'm bored. Later.
Anyway since he paid for 2 months already with a 60 day game card I already have my awesome zherva mount :D Not to mention I get a free month of play from it :) Since he paid for 2 full months and also has a month free from the purchase he will at least be on the game until sometime in December :D I think December 10th though not exactly sure. Hope he resubscribes after that :) Wonder what level he will get to by then. I'm thinking level 70 or close to it, but probably level 80 if he doesn't control himself more lol.
Anyway I have a level 23 rogue I rolled years ago and quickly lost interest in playing. So I've been playing that a lil bit with him, he's level 21 now so they aren't too far apart level wise. Kinda wish my rogue was human or something else though lol. Ugh can't believe I rolled a dwarf. Well at least she has a cute face and hairstyle lol. Kinda like me in real life...though I'm not THAT short! Anyway I'll eventually need a higher level rogue for my druid to get the insane achievement so this helps my main too. :) Probably only get it to 60 or so though. Have no desire to have an 80 rogue, they're the worst class imo. Do wanna get my lock to 80 with him though. Lock is level 71 though, wonder if he'd mind doing 60-70 by himself too much lol.
Also hopefully he'll be able to control himself from playing too much. Seems to not be doing so good so far :P But I think thats to be expected since he just came back to the game. He has sooo much homework and stuff he needs to catch up on and hasn't because of wow lol. He's so addicted :D Guess thats both good and bad though, just hope he doesn't flunk any classes because of it :(
Anyway in other wow news, I'm still guildless. Think I'll stay this way for a while, makes it easier to have time to level my rogue with WIll and work on older achievements for my druid. Though am sad to see that it seems harder to find pugs for uldaur then I thought it would be. Found 1 uldaur 10 pug in the 3 weeks I've been guildess and 1 uldaur 25 group. The 10 group I don't think I got any achievements in :( The 25 one I got a few. Including achievement for doing the bosses in 1 of the areas there lol guess everyone knew who the noob was. I was also lowest dps there...and I was averaging 4k on bosses. That was really a pro guild alt run. Forgot the name of the guild too lol :( Wonder if I should've tried to join it. Meh. Probably wouldn't have accepted me anyway and I hate rejection so didn't bother, plus I do kinda wanna be guildless for a while even if I find a guild good enough for me. Will write more later maybe about non wow stuff if I'm bored. Later.
Friday, September 11, 2009
5000 Question Survey My Answers Part 3
201. Put these creatures in order from what you would least like to be reincarnated as (1), to what you would most like to be reincarnated as (10) assuming reincarnation ended up existing AND you were given a choice.
caterpillar, house dog, wild dog, vulture, male human, female human, oak tree, rock, manta ray, dolphin
Ok I'm pretty sure I wouldn't wanna be a rock cause rocks don't really "die" and I'd be stuck as it forever lol so thats first:
rock, oak tree, caterpillar, wild dog, mantra ray, dolphin, vulture, house dog, male human, female human
202. What do you feel unworthy of?
Nothing really.
203. Would you rather be remembered for having done something for humanity or being a really nice person?
For doing something for humanity. Though not sure what.
204. Which do you value more: science or intuition?
My own Intuition.
205. Your best friend and your significant other are in the hospital at the same time with the same ailment. Who do you visit first?
My best friend would be my significant other so this is rather easy. But even if they weren't for some reason (can't imagine why that would be, your mate should always be your best friend), I would visit my significant other.
206. Does the universe revolve around human beings?
No, of course not. Theres probably millions of other intelligent life out there. I don't even believe earth revolves around human beings. Just look at all the jungles, deserts and bodies of waters out there for example, you won't find any (or many) humans there.
207. If you are no longer a virgin, do you wish you still were?
I am still a virgin and happy about that. Its tough at times but I want to make sure the person I give my virginity to is the person I will marry.
208. Who is your favorite poet of those who are alive right now?
Don't have one...I never read poetry.
209. What is your favorite song from the 90's?
Jesus Jones- International Bright Young Thing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Wa_nTuWAHE
210. If you were in alphabet soup what letter would you be?
P. Since all the cool words and names begin with P and I like the sound. Plus I can be all like I'm PP! lol. Ok maybe not. Also Z is a cool letter but I'm not that flexible so I couldn't be Z.
211. Do you believe in fairies, ghosts, aliens, angels, dwarves, elves, etc.?
Yes to ghosts, aliens, dwarfs and angels, not sure about fairies or elves though would like the think they exist somewhere.
212. What makes you want to be someone’s friend?
Being an open, honest person. Being introverted/shy and not having many friends of their own and being a nonsmoker. Having most or at least some of the same interests as me.
213. Do you troll around the Internet harassing people anonymously for fun?
No.
214. Have you ever seen the movie A Man Who Fell to Earth?
Nope, sounds interesting though, I'll have to check it out cause it sounds like a movie I'd really like. :)
215. What is your favorite line from a movie?
"Life Is like a Box of Chocolates... You Never Know What You're Gonna Get!"
Very true too. And no I don't think all chocolates are good lol.
216. What's your favorite video game?
Super Mario RPG. That game was awesome :D I like alot of the older mario games. Wish they still made them like that. Nowadays games are so much shorter and easier to beat. Maybe its just because I've gotten older but I really don't think so.
217. Have you ever taken something that wasn't yours?
Candy from a store. But I was under the influence of friends and only 10!
218. What is one phrase people say that irritates you?
Theres alot of them lol. So here's a list:
"It's better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all"
"If you don't love yourself nobody else will."
"The best revenge is living a good life."
"Revenge only hurts yourself."
"You can do anything if you put your mind to it."
"Whats the worst that can happen?"
"You don't have to be shy."
Of the above I'd say ""You can do anything if you put your mind to it." is probably the worst, not by much though as they're all pretty bad.
219. You allow strangers to read your diary, but would you let your parents read it?
No. My mom and I aren't exactly friends and I don't really want her knowing my innermost thoughts. Strangers or some friends though I don't mind reading this lol.
220. Hot steamy bubble bath or quick in and out shower?
Shower, unless someone was with me ;)
221. Are you allergic to anything?
Yes. Some makeups make my skin puff up :( And have a slight allergy to plastic, its alot better now though but it used to be so bad that whenever I held a bottle of pop or a plastic bag my hands would puff up and become stiff. But my biggest allergy is I'm allergic to penicillin. :(
222. What is your favorite Terminator movie?
Never seen any of them actually.
223. What is your favorite fast food?
I'm not a fan of fast food. Guess if I had to pick though cheese fries. Would much rather make my own though.
224. What would someone have to do to get you to never speak to him or her again?
Lie to me about something big or mislead me in some way. Thats how my relationships with people usually end. They lie and I cut them off and get my revenge.
225. Would (or have) you ever whip someone or be whipped by someone in bed?
No and no. I wanna be whipped 1 day though, put over someones knee and spanked like a bad girl :D And whipping someone sounds a little fun too :D
226. Have you ever said 'I hate everyone' and really meant it literally?
Yup, many times, though not lately.
227. Why do some people want to get more money than they could ever spend?
Because people are greedy bastards and because they like to show off. I guess also maybe to feel secure.
228. Have you ever won a carnival fish?
Yea, many many years ago.
229. Did it live more than a week?
No. It died the next night. I think 1 of my cats got their paws into the bowl. They all looked so guilty. If not that they stared him so much he got a heart attack.
230. What's the best sounding accent a person can have?
I prefer no accent actually as they're hard for me to understand. But I do think british and aussie accents are both very sexy.
231. What's the most boring thing you've ever read?
Can't remember. Probably some boring thing for history class in high school.
232. Do you prefer buttons or touch screens?
Doesn't matter to me, I guess buttons though because I worry touch screen might bug.
233. Do you think there is a lot of similarity between the Harry Potter books and the Lord of the Rings series?
Having never read the books or seen the movies I couldn't tell you.
234. Would you consider yourself to be naive?
Not really but maybe a little about certain things.
235. Which of your friends is most likely to go to jail?
William cause he's done criminal stuffs before :D
236. What is the smallest amount of money that could be in a public toilet that would make you reach in and grab it?
This depends. Is the toilet flushed or unflushed? If flushed I'd do it for as little as 10 dollars. If unflushed....ugh ummm probably 100 dollars, then I'd go wash both the money and my hands about 10 times.
237. Would you ever wear real fur?
No way. Those poor animals :(
238. Arachnophobia or Eight Legged Freaks?
Arachnophobia bugs freak me out!
239. What are your feelings about police officers?
Meh. Not a big fan of them but whatever. Sheriffs on the other hand.... ;)
240. what is your favorite line from a song?
don't waste your time asking me
'cause i feel fine
all the times i've been through this before made me
damn good at this
- Damn Good At This- Jesus Jones (its a bside)
241. Is fifty dollars a lot of money?
Depends on the age of the person. For an adult no, probably not even for a teenager. For a child though yes.
242. Do you like the band Front 242 (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Front_242)?
Not too familiar with them, think I heard some of their songs before though, don't remember them as being good or bad so they probably were just average to me.
243. Would you rather have fame, money, or self-satisfaction?
Money. Have no desire for fame and self satisfaction can be kinda bought with money.
244. What's your middle name?
Lyn
245. What is the absolute limit, the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars?
Kill a complete stranger heh. But for me who is a huge misanthropist it doesn't sound that crazy. I'm sure to most people it does though.
246. Are you good, evil or neutral?
I'm good despite my answer on the question above lol. I'm nicer then 99% of people and I never lie or mislead people.
247. Should ebonics (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ebonics) be considered a language?
Hell no.
248. What color is your bedroom?
The floors are brown (no carpet) and the walls are whitish color. I don't really care that its dull because I'm only in there when I'm sleeping.
What color would you like it to be?
Cornflower blue http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cornflower_blue like my old room. but like I said I don't care that much.
249. When are you planning to move to a new home?
Whenever I get married LOL.
250. If you added up the cost of everything in the room with you, approximately what would it come out to be?
Ugh. Let me think. I'm sure I'll be way off though. Ok after adding stuff together I came to an estimate of 6000 dollars lol.
251. Do you blow your nose in public?
If I have to LOL. Usually never need to.
252. Do you want to follow in your parent's footsteps?
Ummm no thanks.
253. What is the coolest web site you know of?
www.emailfinder.com all the better to stalk you with my dear bahahaha.
254. Which cartoon would you most like to see turned into a movie?
The Smurfs hehe
255. Of the following, which word best describes you: enthusiastic,
fair minded, generous, helpful
Fair-minded :)
256. Can you eat with chopsticks?
Never tried.
257. Could you tell real money from counterfeit?
Probably not.
258. What do you think about school uniforms?
Mostly good as long as they're the same for boys and girls. Will put a stop to anyone being teased about their clothes for sure. Then again kids would probably find something else to bully about and it takes away individuality, so Im not 100% decided on it.
259. What ancient civilization would you most like to visit?
Mayan. Would like to ask them why the calendar stops in 2012 lol.
260. What would make a great new Crayola color?
Hmm isn't every color already a crayola color. They have so many of those crayons. I guess I'll say deep sky blue since they don't have that, they have sky blue but deep sky blue is slightly brighter :)
261. If an art project is created with the intent of getting rich and famous, does that cast doubt over its significance as a work of art?
A little bit I guess.
262. If you became president, whom would you invite to sing at your inauguration?
The Killers :D
263. Who is the greatest philosopher of your country?
I can't even name 1, let alone say who is the greatest one.
264. If all the nations in the world are in debt, where did all the money go?
Secret underground projects like perhaps underground bases...
265. Is it as easy to make you happy now as it was when you were a child?
Nope, not even close.
266. Who knows more...you, or your parents?
Me mostly. My mom knows more about a few things then me though.
267. What instrument would you like to be famous for playing?
Drums. Easiest to learn and you can sit down while playing lol.
268. Children fill its lungs completely with air. Adults breathe in a more shallow way, not filling their lungs completely. Why the change?
I didn't even know this so I can't fathom why. I guess because adults have bigger lungs?
269. Would you have sex with a stranger for one million dollars?
Probably not. Definitely not now since I'm not single.
270. Are you completely in control of your body?
No hehehe ;)
Are you completely in control of your mind?
I hope so.
271. Which is more romantic: an expensive, glittering bouquet OR flowers that were hand picked as they grew beside the parkway?
How about expensive glittering bouquet that was hand picked from the flower shop :D
272. Do you know yourself well enough to understand why you feel the way you do?
Yes :)
273. Which do you do more often: let movies, songs and books put your feelings into words for you or put your feelings into words by yourself?
Put my feelings into words.
274. Do you believe celebrities when they are endorsing a product?
Usually no.
275. What kind of movies do you wish were made more often?
Movies about true paranormal things that happened.
276. Does fashion matter to you?
Hell no, I couldn't care less whats in style. I'll wear what I like regardless of if its fashionable or not.
277. Should politicians be held to the same legal standards as everyone else?
Of course.
278. What do you get in trouble for the most?
Not following "authority" figures instructions because I think they're stupid.
279. Should parents spank their kids?
I don't know but I don't think spanking would have much effect on them unless they're like 3 or 4. Better to take away their computer or tv privileges
280. What is your worst daily habit?
I like all my habits lol. I guess it would be my laziness though dunno if that can be considered as a habit.
281. If you had your choice which one TV show would you have canceled?
Well its not a tv show LOL but I'd cancel all football, at least from being shown on the major networks. Football is sooooo boring and the crap always runs over, so I'd be doing everyone a huge favor, they could still show it on the sports channels for people that like that crap lol.
282. Do you like the taste of sweet or salt?
I much prefer salty foods over sweet.
283. Are you very precise about what words you use to describe your feelings and thoughts?
I try to be I guess.
284. What do you feel the most guilty about?
Nothing I can think of.
285. Do you meditate?
Nope. Even the idea bores me. I'll admit it could be good to though, have heard of people doing self hypnosis and stuff from self meditation.
286. Can dreams be visions, or do you feel they are always random images?
I believe quite strongly that some dreams can be visions.
287. Do you try to write/say what you are feeling in a true and simple way?
Yes. It annoys me when people use big words and such for something that could be explained much simpler, makes them look like they're trying to be smart too hard, and usually failing at it too.
288. The thief _______ that everyone steals.
What verb would you fill in the blank with?
Thinks. It also explains why the theriff steals. The thief thinks that everyone steals.
289. What's the most incredible experience you ever had?
Playing the ouija board with Will hehe. Was fun, spooky and exciting. Even though part of it was upsetting for me.
290. Are you ever afraid to write/say/think how you feel?
Yes :( Not afraid much about thinking how I feel though lol.
291. Do you write/say/think it anyway or become intimidated and try to avoid it?
Depends. Usually I say or write it anyway.
292. What is one thing you can't do?
Travel alone. My sense of direction is horrible.
293. Do you like movies starring Charleton Heston (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charleton_Heston)?
Guess they're ok, haven't watched many of them though.
294. Are you gentle?
No lol.
295. When do you feel the most raw and vulnerable?
When I let someone know I really like them.
296. Are you trying to find yourself?
Always thought this was a dumb phrase. But anyway no, I know who I am lol.
297. Where are you looking?
Nowhere....
298. Are you sometimes afraid of being honest because you are afraid of hurting people's feelings?
Sometimes yea :/
299. What would make you a stronger person?
Learning how to do more things for myself, like writing checks to pay the rent and stuff.
300. What book would you like to read sometime soon?
The book I bought recently Testimony by Anita Shreve because it cost me 15 dollars lol.
caterpillar, house dog, wild dog, vulture, male human, female human, oak tree, rock, manta ray, dolphin
Ok I'm pretty sure I wouldn't wanna be a rock cause rocks don't really "die" and I'd be stuck as it forever lol so thats first:
rock, oak tree, caterpillar, wild dog, mantra ray, dolphin, vulture, house dog, male human, female human
202. What do you feel unworthy of?
Nothing really.
203. Would you rather be remembered for having done something for humanity or being a really nice person?
For doing something for humanity. Though not sure what.
204. Which do you value more: science or intuition?
My own Intuition.
205. Your best friend and your significant other are in the hospital at the same time with the same ailment. Who do you visit first?
My best friend would be my significant other so this is rather easy. But even if they weren't for some reason (can't imagine why that would be, your mate should always be your best friend), I would visit my significant other.
206. Does the universe revolve around human beings?
No, of course not. Theres probably millions of other intelligent life out there. I don't even believe earth revolves around human beings. Just look at all the jungles, deserts and bodies of waters out there for example, you won't find any (or many) humans there.
207. If you are no longer a virgin, do you wish you still were?
I am still a virgin and happy about that. Its tough at times but I want to make sure the person I give my virginity to is the person I will marry.
208. Who is your favorite poet of those who are alive right now?
Don't have one...I never read poetry.
209. What is your favorite song from the 90's?
Jesus Jones- International Bright Young Thing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Wa_nTuWAHE
210. If you were in alphabet soup what letter would you be?
P. Since all the cool words and names begin with P and I like the sound. Plus I can be all like I'm PP! lol. Ok maybe not. Also Z is a cool letter but I'm not that flexible so I couldn't be Z.
211. Do you believe in fairies, ghosts, aliens, angels, dwarves, elves, etc.?
Yes to ghosts, aliens, dwarfs and angels, not sure about fairies or elves though would like the think they exist somewhere.
212. What makes you want to be someone’s friend?
Being an open, honest person. Being introverted/shy and not having many friends of their own and being a nonsmoker. Having most or at least some of the same interests as me.
213. Do you troll around the Internet harassing people anonymously for fun?
No.
214. Have you ever seen the movie A Man Who Fell to Earth?
Nope, sounds interesting though, I'll have to check it out cause it sounds like a movie I'd really like. :)
215. What is your favorite line from a movie?
"Life Is like a Box of Chocolates... You Never Know What You're Gonna Get!"
Very true too. And no I don't think all chocolates are good lol.
216. What's your favorite video game?
Super Mario RPG. That game was awesome :D I like alot of the older mario games. Wish they still made them like that. Nowadays games are so much shorter and easier to beat. Maybe its just because I've gotten older but I really don't think so.
217. Have you ever taken something that wasn't yours?
Candy from a store. But I was under the influence of friends and only 10!
218. What is one phrase people say that irritates you?
Theres alot of them lol. So here's a list:
"It's better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all"
"If you don't love yourself nobody else will."
"The best revenge is living a good life."
"Revenge only hurts yourself."
"You can do anything if you put your mind to it."
"Whats the worst that can happen?"
"You don't have to be shy."
Of the above I'd say ""You can do anything if you put your mind to it." is probably the worst, not by much though as they're all pretty bad.
219. You allow strangers to read your diary, but would you let your parents read it?
No. My mom and I aren't exactly friends and I don't really want her knowing my innermost thoughts. Strangers or some friends though I don't mind reading this lol.
220. Hot steamy bubble bath or quick in and out shower?
Shower, unless someone was with me ;)
221. Are you allergic to anything?
Yes. Some makeups make my skin puff up :( And have a slight allergy to plastic, its alot better now though but it used to be so bad that whenever I held a bottle of pop or a plastic bag my hands would puff up and become stiff. But my biggest allergy is I'm allergic to penicillin. :(
222. What is your favorite Terminator movie?
Never seen any of them actually.
223. What is your favorite fast food?
I'm not a fan of fast food. Guess if I had to pick though cheese fries. Would much rather make my own though.
224. What would someone have to do to get you to never speak to him or her again?
Lie to me about something big or mislead me in some way. Thats how my relationships with people usually end. They lie and I cut them off and get my revenge.
225. Would (or have) you ever whip someone or be whipped by someone in bed?
No and no. I wanna be whipped 1 day though, put over someones knee and spanked like a bad girl :D And whipping someone sounds a little fun too :D
226. Have you ever said 'I hate everyone' and really meant it literally?
Yup, many times, though not lately.
227. Why do some people want to get more money than they could ever spend?
Because people are greedy bastards and because they like to show off. I guess also maybe to feel secure.
228. Have you ever won a carnival fish?
Yea, many many years ago.
229. Did it live more than a week?
No. It died the next night. I think 1 of my cats got their paws into the bowl. They all looked so guilty. If not that they stared him so much he got a heart attack.
230. What's the best sounding accent a person can have?
I prefer no accent actually as they're hard for me to understand. But I do think british and aussie accents are both very sexy.
231. What's the most boring thing you've ever read?
Can't remember. Probably some boring thing for history class in high school.
232. Do you prefer buttons or touch screens?
Doesn't matter to me, I guess buttons though because I worry touch screen might bug.
233. Do you think there is a lot of similarity between the Harry Potter books and the Lord of the Rings series?
Having never read the books or seen the movies I couldn't tell you.
234. Would you consider yourself to be naive?
Not really but maybe a little about certain things.
235. Which of your friends is most likely to go to jail?
William cause he's done criminal stuffs before :D
236. What is the smallest amount of money that could be in a public toilet that would make you reach in and grab it?
This depends. Is the toilet flushed or unflushed? If flushed I'd do it for as little as 10 dollars. If unflushed....ugh ummm probably 100 dollars, then I'd go wash both the money and my hands about 10 times.
237. Would you ever wear real fur?
No way. Those poor animals :(
238. Arachnophobia or Eight Legged Freaks?
Arachnophobia bugs freak me out!
239. What are your feelings about police officers?
Meh. Not a big fan of them but whatever. Sheriffs on the other hand.... ;)
240. what is your favorite line from a song?
don't waste your time asking me
'cause i feel fine
all the times i've been through this before made me
damn good at this
- Damn Good At This- Jesus Jones (its a bside)
241. Is fifty dollars a lot of money?
Depends on the age of the person. For an adult no, probably not even for a teenager. For a child though yes.
242. Do you like the band Front 242 (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Front_242)?
Not too familiar with them, think I heard some of their songs before though, don't remember them as being good or bad so they probably were just average to me.
243. Would you rather have fame, money, or self-satisfaction?
Money. Have no desire for fame and self satisfaction can be kinda bought with money.
244. What's your middle name?
Lyn
245. What is the absolute limit, the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars?
Kill a complete stranger heh. But for me who is a huge misanthropist it doesn't sound that crazy. I'm sure to most people it does though.
246. Are you good, evil or neutral?
I'm good despite my answer on the question above lol. I'm nicer then 99% of people and I never lie or mislead people.
247. Should ebonics (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ebonics) be considered a language?
Hell no.
248. What color is your bedroom?
The floors are brown (no carpet) and the walls are whitish color. I don't really care that its dull because I'm only in there when I'm sleeping.
What color would you like it to be?
Cornflower blue http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cornflower_blue like my old room. but like I said I don't care that much.
249. When are you planning to move to a new home?
Whenever I get married LOL.
250. If you added up the cost of everything in the room with you, approximately what would it come out to be?
Ugh. Let me think. I'm sure I'll be way off though. Ok after adding stuff together I came to an estimate of 6000 dollars lol.
251. Do you blow your nose in public?
If I have to LOL. Usually never need to.
252. Do you want to follow in your parent's footsteps?
Ummm no thanks.
253. What is the coolest web site you know of?
www.emailfinder.com all the better to stalk you with my dear bahahaha.
254. Which cartoon would you most like to see turned into a movie?
The Smurfs hehe
255. Of the following, which word best describes you: enthusiastic,
fair minded, generous, helpful
Fair-minded :)
256. Can you eat with chopsticks?
Never tried.
257. Could you tell real money from counterfeit?
Probably not.
258. What do you think about school uniforms?
Mostly good as long as they're the same for boys and girls. Will put a stop to anyone being teased about their clothes for sure. Then again kids would probably find something else to bully about and it takes away individuality, so Im not 100% decided on it.
259. What ancient civilization would you most like to visit?
Mayan. Would like to ask them why the calendar stops in 2012 lol.
260. What would make a great new Crayola color?
Hmm isn't every color already a crayola color. They have so many of those crayons. I guess I'll say deep sky blue since they don't have that, they have sky blue but deep sky blue is slightly brighter :)
261. If an art project is created with the intent of getting rich and famous, does that cast doubt over its significance as a work of art?
A little bit I guess.
262. If you became president, whom would you invite to sing at your inauguration?
The Killers :D
263. Who is the greatest philosopher of your country?
I can't even name 1, let alone say who is the greatest one.
264. If all the nations in the world are in debt, where did all the money go?
Secret underground projects like perhaps underground bases...
265. Is it as easy to make you happy now as it was when you were a child?
Nope, not even close.
266. Who knows more...you, or your parents?
Me mostly. My mom knows more about a few things then me though.
267. What instrument would you like to be famous for playing?
Drums. Easiest to learn and you can sit down while playing lol.
268. Children fill its lungs completely with air. Adults breathe in a more shallow way, not filling their lungs completely. Why the change?
I didn't even know this so I can't fathom why. I guess because adults have bigger lungs?
269. Would you have sex with a stranger for one million dollars?
Probably not. Definitely not now since I'm not single.
270. Are you completely in control of your body?
No hehehe ;)
Are you completely in control of your mind?
I hope so.
271. Which is more romantic: an expensive, glittering bouquet OR flowers that were hand picked as they grew beside the parkway?
How about expensive glittering bouquet that was hand picked from the flower shop :D
272. Do you know yourself well enough to understand why you feel the way you do?
Yes :)
273. Which do you do more often: let movies, songs and books put your feelings into words for you or put your feelings into words by yourself?
Put my feelings into words.
274. Do you believe celebrities when they are endorsing a product?
Usually no.
275. What kind of movies do you wish were made more often?
Movies about true paranormal things that happened.
276. Does fashion matter to you?
Hell no, I couldn't care less whats in style. I'll wear what I like regardless of if its fashionable or not.
277. Should politicians be held to the same legal standards as everyone else?
Of course.
278. What do you get in trouble for the most?
Not following "authority" figures instructions because I think they're stupid.
279. Should parents spank their kids?
I don't know but I don't think spanking would have much effect on them unless they're like 3 or 4. Better to take away their computer or tv privileges
280. What is your worst daily habit?
I like all my habits lol. I guess it would be my laziness though dunno if that can be considered as a habit.
281. If you had your choice which one TV show would you have canceled?
Well its not a tv show LOL but I'd cancel all football, at least from being shown on the major networks. Football is sooooo boring and the crap always runs over, so I'd be doing everyone a huge favor, they could still show it on the sports channels for people that like that crap lol.
282. Do you like the taste of sweet or salt?
I much prefer salty foods over sweet.
283. Are you very precise about what words you use to describe your feelings and thoughts?
I try to be I guess.
284. What do you feel the most guilty about?
Nothing I can think of.
285. Do you meditate?
Nope. Even the idea bores me. I'll admit it could be good to though, have heard of people doing self hypnosis and stuff from self meditation.
286. Can dreams be visions, or do you feel they are always random images?
I believe quite strongly that some dreams can be visions.
287. Do you try to write/say what you are feeling in a true and simple way?
Yes. It annoys me when people use big words and such for something that could be explained much simpler, makes them look like they're trying to be smart too hard, and usually failing at it too.
288. The thief _______ that everyone steals.
What verb would you fill in the blank with?
Thinks. It also explains why the theriff steals. The thief thinks that everyone steals.
289. What's the most incredible experience you ever had?
Playing the ouija board with Will hehe. Was fun, spooky and exciting. Even though part of it was upsetting for me.
290. Are you ever afraid to write/say/think how you feel?
Yes :( Not afraid much about thinking how I feel though lol.
291. Do you write/say/think it anyway or become intimidated and try to avoid it?
Depends. Usually I say or write it anyway.
292. What is one thing you can't do?
Travel alone. My sense of direction is horrible.
293. Do you like movies starring Charleton Heston (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charleton_Heston)?
Guess they're ok, haven't watched many of them though.
294. Are you gentle?
No lol.
295. When do you feel the most raw and vulnerable?
When I let someone know I really like them.
296. Are you trying to find yourself?
Always thought this was a dumb phrase. But anyway no, I know who I am lol.
297. Where are you looking?
Nowhere....
298. Are you sometimes afraid of being honest because you are afraid of hurting people's feelings?
Sometimes yea :/
299. What would make you a stronger person?
Learning how to do more things for myself, like writing checks to pay the rent and stuff.
300. What book would you like to read sometime soon?
The book I bought recently Testimony by Anita Shreve because it cost me 15 dollars lol.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
World Of Warcraft Stuff and more
Well I said I'd make another blog post about wow and why I quit my guild so here goes lol. First I'll get into 1 non wow thing which is about the ouija board and something I forgot to mention before. The night after we played I had something scary/spooky happen when I was in my bed. I've had sleep paralysis before but this seemed different because I was able to move. It felt like something was on my back holding me down. I kicked my leg off the bed and it stopped. Didn't feel like I kicked anything though. Scared the crap out of me. Luckily though nothing like that has happened since, though have had a feeling of being watched lately. It certainly hasn't scared me off of wanting to try the ouija board again.
As for my guild, as I mentioned I quit it last week. What happened was I didn't feel like attending any raids that week, I wanted a bit of a break from raiding, partially because of Wills visit that was coming up. I was online I think it was Wednesday night in game, afk though but checking every so often, was doing some stuff like clean house or make food, forgot what exactly. Anyway I had told the guild leader hours ago that I didn't feel like raiding tonight and most likely wouldn't raid any this week. He said "np". And that was it. Then hours later I'm on wow but semi afk like I said. And all of a sudden when I get back I see the girl in my guild (the rogue bitch who I think I've mentioned before in some of my posts) say over and over in guild chat to me "P you there???" she said it like 3 or 4 times. Then before I could say anything I see "P has been demoted." The guild leader demoted me all the way back to rank 1 or whatever rank its called when u first join the guild. The guild leader who just a few hours ago had told me "np" when I said I wouldn't be raiding tonight. After I saw that I was about to guild quit right then and there but I decided to wait until less people were on.
Did a run for 10 man voa with some guildies a few hours later before quitting. Had the guildy that asked me to come tell me I needed to step up my dps or be replaced. I was like WTF. I wasn't in the top 10 but I was doing 3.2k dps. They were only doing 3k. So wtf crap was that them telling me to do more when I was slightly higher then them on the damage done chart. 3.k is fine for voa too, I was just looking bad doing it since the majority of the other dps was 4.5k+.
Anyway I quit guild the next morning. They were all just a bunch of jerks who thought they were leet sauce yet they couldn't even clear 10 man uldaur anyway. Usually I feel super sad and even cry after quitting a guild, this time I felt nothing but relief. Makes me feel like I definitely made the right decision, I'll miss no one from that guild except the officer that invited me. And if hes a true friend we'll still group together at times. Though I haven't heard any from him since I quit :( Sigh. I hate people some...no just about all the time.
Its nearly a week later now and I'm still guildless. Haven't had nearly as many people try to recruit me as I thought would either. Only 4 or 5 guilds total. Guess I've been in most of the guilds on the server by now lol :( Hope when and if (big IF here) I do decide I wanna join another guild that I'm able to find a good one. Worried their aren't any though, at least not on my server, because if there was I think I would've found it by now. Guilds are just like people I guess, 99.9% of them suck. Either the people in them are noobs and either can't or won't try the harder stuff such as achievements like trying to kill patch without killing any spores, or the people are super hardcore (or rather think they are hardcore)and expect you to attend 90% of raids or some crap.
Just wish I could find a guild that both 1. Doesn't require you to attend a certain number of raids and 2. Is good enough to try for and eventually succeed at doing the achievements. Why is it so hard to find both :( Easy to find a guild that fits 1 but impossible to find a guild that fits both. And after much experience with guilds I can pretty much say with certainty that I can't be happy in a guild that doesn't fit both, at least not for long.
Anyway onto other things. Will and I are doing ok I guess. We certainly seem to argue alot though :( Am worried that eventually he will get sick of all the arguments and dump me :( Last argument was because he had said yesterday that he might not be online much today because he had real life things to do. I slept all day and didn't come on till super late and when I got on he said he had to go soon. Found out he hadn't done most of the things he said he would. It really upset me because I thought the reason he'd been procrastinating on stuff so much was because he was so into chatting with me that he didn't wanna log off. Turns out he's just a really big procrastinator. I also got rather jealous that he'd been chatting with another girl online, mostly since I thought she might've been why he stayed on, it really upset me.
At first I was worried that he might be talking to her as much or almost as much as me, that totally wouldn't be cool with me if he was. I know most people will probably disagree with me (which is why none of you fools will ever have a relationship that lasts forever) but I think that if you're in a relationship you should spend more time with the one you're in a relationship with then anyone else, in face I don't think you should even spend half the amount of time with someone else that you do with your significant other. Anyway I know now he doesn't spend that amount of time with anyone else but me, but he seemed kinda like he might be open to it so I squashed those ideas :D I can be a bitch when I need to be hehe. All my ex's and other guys I've been interested in have always had female friends that they spent as much or almost as much time with as me and it made me feel absolutely horrible so I know I'm not gonna ever let him do the same. He could always lie though :( But don't think he would...he seems more honest then them I think. Then again don't I always think each person seems more honest then the last. Sigh. At least on the bright side by his visiting I can be sure that I mean something to him. Am pretty positive I was nothing more then phone/cyber sex and someone to pass the time with to my previous online ex's.
Well, thats all for now. I'm gonna try to get part 3 of the 5000 question survey done later :D Wonder if anyone ever actually finished it lol.
As for my guild, as I mentioned I quit it last week. What happened was I didn't feel like attending any raids that week, I wanted a bit of a break from raiding, partially because of Wills visit that was coming up. I was online I think it was Wednesday night in game, afk though but checking every so often, was doing some stuff like clean house or make food, forgot what exactly. Anyway I had told the guild leader hours ago that I didn't feel like raiding tonight and most likely wouldn't raid any this week. He said "np". And that was it. Then hours later I'm on wow but semi afk like I said. And all of a sudden when I get back I see the girl in my guild (the rogue bitch who I think I've mentioned before in some of my posts) say over and over in guild chat to me "P you there???" she said it like 3 or 4 times. Then before I could say anything I see "P has been demoted." The guild leader demoted me all the way back to rank 1 or whatever rank its called when u first join the guild. The guild leader who just a few hours ago had told me "np" when I said I wouldn't be raiding tonight. After I saw that I was about to guild quit right then and there but I decided to wait until less people were on.
Did a run for 10 man voa with some guildies a few hours later before quitting. Had the guildy that asked me to come tell me I needed to step up my dps or be replaced. I was like WTF. I wasn't in the top 10 but I was doing 3.2k dps. They were only doing 3k. So wtf crap was that them telling me to do more when I was slightly higher then them on the damage done chart. 3.k is fine for voa too, I was just looking bad doing it since the majority of the other dps was 4.5k+.
Anyway I quit guild the next morning. They were all just a bunch of jerks who thought they were leet sauce yet they couldn't even clear 10 man uldaur anyway. Usually I feel super sad and even cry after quitting a guild, this time I felt nothing but relief. Makes me feel like I definitely made the right decision, I'll miss no one from that guild except the officer that invited me. And if hes a true friend we'll still group together at times. Though I haven't heard any from him since I quit :( Sigh. I hate people some...no just about all the time.
Its nearly a week later now and I'm still guildless. Haven't had nearly as many people try to recruit me as I thought would either. Only 4 or 5 guilds total. Guess I've been in most of the guilds on the server by now lol :( Hope when and if (big IF here) I do decide I wanna join another guild that I'm able to find a good one. Worried their aren't any though, at least not on my server, because if there was I think I would've found it by now. Guilds are just like people I guess, 99.9% of them suck. Either the people in them are noobs and either can't or won't try the harder stuff such as achievements like trying to kill patch without killing any spores, or the people are super hardcore (or rather think they are hardcore)and expect you to attend 90% of raids or some crap.
Just wish I could find a guild that both 1. Doesn't require you to attend a certain number of raids and 2. Is good enough to try for and eventually succeed at doing the achievements. Why is it so hard to find both :( Easy to find a guild that fits 1 but impossible to find a guild that fits both. And after much experience with guilds I can pretty much say with certainty that I can't be happy in a guild that doesn't fit both, at least not for long.
Anyway onto other things. Will and I are doing ok I guess. We certainly seem to argue alot though :( Am worried that eventually he will get sick of all the arguments and dump me :( Last argument was because he had said yesterday that he might not be online much today because he had real life things to do. I slept all day and didn't come on till super late and when I got on he said he had to go soon. Found out he hadn't done most of the things he said he would. It really upset me because I thought the reason he'd been procrastinating on stuff so much was because he was so into chatting with me that he didn't wanna log off. Turns out he's just a really big procrastinator. I also got rather jealous that he'd been chatting with another girl online, mostly since I thought she might've been why he stayed on, it really upset me.
At first I was worried that he might be talking to her as much or almost as much as me, that totally wouldn't be cool with me if he was. I know most people will probably disagree with me (which is why none of you fools will ever have a relationship that lasts forever) but I think that if you're in a relationship you should spend more time with the one you're in a relationship with then anyone else, in face I don't think you should even spend half the amount of time with someone else that you do with your significant other. Anyway I know now he doesn't spend that amount of time with anyone else but me, but he seemed kinda like he might be open to it so I squashed those ideas :D I can be a bitch when I need to be hehe. All my ex's and other guys I've been interested in have always had female friends that they spent as much or almost as much time with as me and it made me feel absolutely horrible so I know I'm not gonna ever let him do the same. He could always lie though :( But don't think he would...he seems more honest then them I think. Then again don't I always think each person seems more honest then the last. Sigh. At least on the bright side by his visiting I can be sure that I mean something to him. Am pretty positive I was nothing more then phone/cyber sex and someone to pass the time with to my previous online ex's.
Well, thats all for now. I'm gonna try to get part 3 of the 5000 question survey done later :D Wonder if anyone ever actually finished it lol.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Ouija Board Session
As promised, here is the ouija board session me and Will did. Most of what we got was gibberish :( The first few we got actually just went to "yes" when we asked if anyone was here then went right to bye. Maybe we scared off some of them with all our laughter and talking to each other, or we confused or annoyed them with it.
Anyway after a few of those type of sessions we asked to talk to a spirit that knows the future and I asked it what year would william die lol. It went to 2030. Then he asked "How will I die?" And it spelled out Bycycya. He thinks it meant Bay City which is where he lives and I thought it meant by a bicycle. Then he asked it "What year will Stephanie die?" and it went to 2049. Then I asked it how will I die and it gave a gibberish answer of Mawamnlay. Whatever that is. I tried to google it and closest word that seems to exist is Mawalay which looks to be a common word in some forgein language. Not sure of what language. After that it went to goodbye. Also had 1 of the gibberish ghosts go to "force" when he were laughing and saying how dumb this ghost was and asked sarcastically if it was a smart ghost.
We wrote down the sessions after that. They all pretty much start off with us asking if anyone is there and the board/spirit answering yes so I'll leave that part out. Anything in parenthesis is me thinking/commenting lol. Here's the next one:
What year is it? (I thought to ask this because I read that asking spirits what year they died in can anger/upset them).
Board: 24689240
Is that an earth year?
Board: No
Who are you?
Uoyamn
Is that your name?
Ptmp
Are you from the moon?
Otm
Are you sexually attracted to anyone in this room?
Board: No
Are you capable of being sexually attracted?
Board: Yes (wow talk about an ego bruiser!)
Do you find any humans sexually attractive?
Board: No (ok thats better lol)
How many eyes do you have?
Board: 5
How many arms do you have?
Board: 4
How many legs do you have?
Board: 0
How many mouths do you have?
Board: 1
How many ears do you have?
Board: 9
How many senses do you have?
Board: 4
What color skin do you have?
Board: Jomny
How many teeth do you have?
Board: Nz
Do you eat meat?
Board: Yes
Would you eat humans?
Board: No
Have any humans ever seen you?
Board: NY
In new york state?
Board: Yes
Do you like humans?
Board: No
Are we annoying you?
Board: Yes
Are you answering against your will?
Board: Yes
Are we causing you any harm?
Board: Yes
How are we causing you harm?
Board: Yoy amp joy
Is that english?
Board: No
Do you mean we're taking joy away from you?
Board: Yes
Do you have a choice in whether or not to talk to us?
Board: No
Would you like us to let you go?
Board: Goodbye
Next Session:
Are you human?
Board: No
Are you from the earth?
Board: Yes
Are you an animal?
Board: Yes
Were you someones pet?
Board: Yes
Me: Were you my pet?
Board: Yes
Were you a cat?
Board: Yes
What was your name?
Board: Uaw
Was that really your name?
Board: No
Was that the name I called you?
Board: Who asx
What color were you?
Board: lots
How old were you when you died?
Board: 4
Are you Furby?
Board: Shasket (more gibberish :;)
Were sending me those dreams?
Board: Yes
Are you going to be reincarnated soon?
Board: No
Why?
Board: Hoskb
Do you mean you don't want to be reincarnated?
Board: No
Me: Is it because you don't think I can have another cat now?
Board: Yes
Would you want to be reincarnated as someone elses cat?
Board: No
Me: Are you angry at me for not being able to have a cat right now?
Board: Yes (this upset me a little bit)
Are you lying?
Board: Maybe (in between yes and no so assumed maybe)
Will you ever reincarnate?
Board: Yes
Me: Will you reincarnate as my pet?
Board: No
Me: Will I know you?
Board: Yes
Will you be a relative of mine?
Board: Pid
Do you mean kid?
Board: Yes. Hels
One of Stephanies kids?
Board: Yes
How many years until you're born?
Board: 6
Do you have any brothers or sisters?
Board: No
Me: Is your father in the room? (lol poor Will)
Board: (it quickly and very forcefully went off the board)
Me: Have I had had any communication with your father?
Board: Yes
Me: Does your fathers name start with a W? (lol poor will, I really made him blush with these questions)
Board: Yes
Are you playing games with us?
Board: Yes
Don't you know that its mean to play with peoples emotions?
Board: Yes
Do you like to play with peoples emotions?
Board: Yes
Are you a demon?
Board: Yes
Was this a demon the whole time?
Board: No
Where is Furby?
Board: Gawn
Do you mean she left the room?
Board: Yes
Because she was mad?
Board: No
Did you force her to leave?
Board: Yes
Do you plan to leave after?
Board: No Yat
Do you want to harm us?
Board: Yat
Why harm us?
Board: No
Are you feeding off of our reactions?
Board: Ntw
What is your name?
Board: Ntnc
Is that your real name?
Board: No
I command you to leave.
Board: No
Do you want to harm Will?
Board: No
Harm Stephanie?
Board: Yes
What is it like in hell?
Board: Fxo
We then moved it to goodbye.
Next session:
May we please talk to a spirit that knows the future?
Board: Yes
What year will Stephanie's Mom die?
Board: 2691 (lol right, so I rephrased it)
How many years until my mom dies?
Board: 39
How many years until Will's dad dies?
Board: 48
How many years until Will's mom dies?
Board: 18
Me: Will I ever be homeless?
Board: No
Will Will ever be homeless?
Board: No
What month will Stephanie die?
Board: 1
What day will Stephanie die?
Board: 7
What year will Stephanie die?
Board: 2928
Do you mean 2028 or 2029?
Board: Yes Moy
What month will William die?
Board: 10
What day will William die?
Board: 30
What year will William die?
Board: 2020 (I'll admit I tried to push the second 2 there to 3, I wanted it to say the same year as it had before for him...however I wasn't trying to move it anywhere before)
How long will William and I be together?
Board: (It went off the board so I rephrased)
How many years will William and I know each other?
Board: 3 (Hope its way more then that :()
After this we closed board because he had to go soon.
Anyway after a few of those type of sessions we asked to talk to a spirit that knows the future and I asked it what year would william die lol. It went to 2030. Then he asked "How will I die?" And it spelled out Bycycya. He thinks it meant Bay City which is where he lives and I thought it meant by a bicycle. Then he asked it "What year will Stephanie die?" and it went to 2049. Then I asked it how will I die and it gave a gibberish answer of Mawamnlay. Whatever that is. I tried to google it and closest word that seems to exist is Mawalay which looks to be a common word in some forgein language. Not sure of what language. After that it went to goodbye. Also had 1 of the gibberish ghosts go to "force" when he were laughing and saying how dumb this ghost was and asked sarcastically if it was a smart ghost.
We wrote down the sessions after that. They all pretty much start off with us asking if anyone is there and the board/spirit answering yes so I'll leave that part out. Anything in parenthesis is me thinking/commenting lol. Here's the next one:
What year is it? (I thought to ask this because I read that asking spirits what year they died in can anger/upset them).
Board: 24689240
Is that an earth year?
Board: No
Who are you?
Uoyamn
Is that your name?
Ptmp
Are you from the moon?
Otm
Are you sexually attracted to anyone in this room?
Board: No
Are you capable of being sexually attracted?
Board: Yes (wow talk about an ego bruiser!)
Do you find any humans sexually attractive?
Board: No (ok thats better lol)
How many eyes do you have?
Board: 5
How many arms do you have?
Board: 4
How many legs do you have?
Board: 0
How many mouths do you have?
Board: 1
How many ears do you have?
Board: 9
How many senses do you have?
Board: 4
What color skin do you have?
Board: Jomny
How many teeth do you have?
Board: Nz
Do you eat meat?
Board: Yes
Would you eat humans?
Board: No
Have any humans ever seen you?
Board: NY
In new york state?
Board: Yes
Do you like humans?
Board: No
Are we annoying you?
Board: Yes
Are you answering against your will?
Board: Yes
Are we causing you any harm?
Board: Yes
How are we causing you harm?
Board: Yoy amp joy
Is that english?
Board: No
Do you mean we're taking joy away from you?
Board: Yes
Do you have a choice in whether or not to talk to us?
Board: No
Would you like us to let you go?
Board: Goodbye
Next Session:
Are you human?
Board: No
Are you from the earth?
Board: Yes
Are you an animal?
Board: Yes
Were you someones pet?
Board: Yes
Me: Were you my pet?
Board: Yes
Were you a cat?
Board: Yes
What was your name?
Board: Uaw
Was that really your name?
Board: No
Was that the name I called you?
Board: Who asx
What color were you?
Board: lots
How old were you when you died?
Board: 4
Are you Furby?
Board: Shasket (more gibberish :;)
Were sending me those dreams?
Board: Yes
Are you going to be reincarnated soon?
Board: No
Why?
Board: Hoskb
Do you mean you don't want to be reincarnated?
Board: No
Me: Is it because you don't think I can have another cat now?
Board: Yes
Would you want to be reincarnated as someone elses cat?
Board: No
Me: Are you angry at me for not being able to have a cat right now?
Board: Yes (this upset me a little bit)
Are you lying?
Board: Maybe (in between yes and no so assumed maybe)
Will you ever reincarnate?
Board: Yes
Me: Will you reincarnate as my pet?
Board: No
Me: Will I know you?
Board: Yes
Will you be a relative of mine?
Board: Pid
Do you mean kid?
Board: Yes. Hels
One of Stephanies kids?
Board: Yes
How many years until you're born?
Board: 6
Do you have any brothers or sisters?
Board: No
Me: Is your father in the room? (lol poor Will)
Board: (it quickly and very forcefully went off the board)
Me: Have I had had any communication with your father?
Board: Yes
Me: Does your fathers name start with a W? (lol poor will, I really made him blush with these questions)
Board: Yes
Are you playing games with us?
Board: Yes
Don't you know that its mean to play with peoples emotions?
Board: Yes
Do you like to play with peoples emotions?
Board: Yes
Are you a demon?
Board: Yes
Was this a demon the whole time?
Board: No
Where is Furby?
Board: Gawn
Do you mean she left the room?
Board: Yes
Because she was mad?
Board: No
Did you force her to leave?
Board: Yes
Do you plan to leave after?
Board: No Yat
Do you want to harm us?
Board: Yat
Why harm us?
Board: No
Are you feeding off of our reactions?
Board: Ntw
What is your name?
Board: Ntnc
Is that your real name?
Board: No
I command you to leave.
Board: No
Do you want to harm Will?
Board: No
Harm Stephanie?
Board: Yes
What is it like in hell?
Board: Fxo
We then moved it to goodbye.
Next session:
May we please talk to a spirit that knows the future?
Board: Yes
What year will Stephanie's Mom die?
Board: 2691 (lol right, so I rephrased it)
How many years until my mom dies?
Board: 39
How many years until Will's dad dies?
Board: 48
How many years until Will's mom dies?
Board: 18
Me: Will I ever be homeless?
Board: No
Will Will ever be homeless?
Board: No
What month will Stephanie die?
Board: 1
What day will Stephanie die?
Board: 7
What year will Stephanie die?
Board: 2928
Do you mean 2028 or 2029?
Board: Yes Moy
What month will William die?
Board: 10
What day will William die?
Board: 30
What year will William die?
Board: 2020 (I'll admit I tried to push the second 2 there to 3, I wanted it to say the same year as it had before for him...however I wasn't trying to move it anywhere before)
How long will William and I be together?
Board: (It went off the board so I rephrased)
How many years will William and I know each other?
Board: 3 (Hope its way more then that :()
After this we closed board because he had to go soon.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Will's Visit :)
Will's visit went pretty good :) But was over way too soon :( The first day (Friday) he didn't get to my house till around 5ish. He fails because when he got to the hotel he went to go out to eat first with his parents, and because they didn't have their passports so couldn't take the shorter route which would be through canada. :P Was hoping he'd arrive around 1 or 2 :( Anyway his parents drove him to my house, my mom wanted to meet them/him so she went out there with me to their car and said Hi I'm Stephanies mom blah blah. lol. His parents seemed pretty nice, well his mom at least, his dad seemed a bit standoffish and seemed maybe he didn't like me much. Bet he thinks I'm dumb too for not knowing my way around the city I've lived my whole life in.
Anyway after that they drove us to the falls. We got kinda lost lol. I felt kinda dumb that I couldn't help with directions because I've lived here my whole life. But I never really go anywhere. We split up from his parents once they parked but it seemed kinda like his dad followed us around some lol he kept seeming to find us. Anyway we wanted to go on the maid of the mist but we didn't really know where to go for it and by time we thought we figured it out it was too late for it.
We walked around the falls a ton, he took a few pictures and I had brought my digital camera along so so did I. He had his parents take a couple of us together too. He should've taken more pictures of the falls though, I guess he didn't see the point since he'll be coming back here sometime :P But still next time he comes the weather will probably be cold so yea he should've taken more pics. Hopefully his parents took alot more. Wish we could've gone over to the canadian side too but he didn't have his passport :(
Anyway we walked around the falls for like 3 or 4 hours. My legs were killing me and so were my feet! Especially since I was wearing my new sneakers. Speaking of my legs...I regret buying that one pair of jeans. They slid down on me too much and ended up rubbing against my thighs, now I have a bit of a rash there :( Ugh wish I could just for once find some jeans that fit perfectly. At least the ones I wore the next day weren't too bad. Anyway his parents wanted to stay a little longer at the falls, like maybe till the fireworks at 10 (on the canadian side they've been doing fireworks every friday at 10) but guess they decided against it because we left a little earlier then that. Not sure if canada is still doing the fireworks anymore because I don't recall hearing them at 10 either. Maybe they stopped since its September now. Before they left his parents went to the giftshop and got some stuff I think. William didn't go in and get anything though. Gah I should've insisted he get something! Well, maybe I can get him something from there sometime then :)
Anyway after we were done walking around the falls his parents dropped him off here and we hung out for a few more hours here. Unfortunately with my mom :( Kinda wish she would've gone back in her room at least lol. We had no alone time that whole day. Anyway the 3 of us watched a movie together. HG Wells The Time Machine. Was pretty good, not that I paid much attention to it. Anyway we probably could've played the ouija board that night but he didn't bring it with him :( He failed! Well, guess it was partially my fault since my mom had said she didn't want it in this house. But still, we don't need to listen to her. And had we played that night we would've then had time to go on the maid of the mist the next day. My mom brought us a pizza and some cheese fries back for dinner. 3 cheese hamburger pizza, he loved it despite them not putting any sauce on it. It was pretty good, but I wish they would've put sauce on it. In the menu it says they do yet whenever we order it theres never sauce on it. His parents picked him up around midnight and he went back to the hotel then.
He came over next day around 10:30am (wanted it to be earlier!) We were maybe gonna go on the maid of the mist but on the phone we decided not to because we still hadn't had a chance to play the ouija board and we really wanted to do that. He was leaving around 2 or 3ish so we would've only had time to do 1. Anyway we played for about 3 hours.
Wrote down some of our results. At first we had no luck at all. So we (well mostly him) visualized a bunch of energy flowing through the room or whatever. After that it worked. I was a little shocked but not too much, I'd always believed that if I ever played with 1 it would work. He on the other hand must've been very shocked, he played 1 by himself before and never had any results. That was his first time playing it with another person and my first time playing it ever. Anyway he wrote down most the sessions we did, we didn't write down the first few though. Got some interesting results but alot of gibberish too lol and our first few very quickly went to Bye. Had 1 tell us our dates of death when we asked, a demon, something from another planet that had numerous arms and ears, and a spirit that claimed to be a cat I had. I'll probably make another post later detailing more of our ouija board sessions. :)
Anyway before he had to go we made it go to "goodbye" and closed the board. He tried to visualize anything negative or that would mean us harm being forced out of the house. I kept laughing though so he couldn't really concentrate on it lol. I'm soo bad. Then he got up and we hugged and I walked him out side. His parents were already there, I awkwardly snuck in another hug with them while they watched lol. Then they drove away, I watched them drive away for a few minutes and felt sad already. He's so sweet he called me soon as I got in the house to make sure I got in ok :) <3
He posted some pics on the board from our meetup. They came out surprisingly well (his parents take good pics). I usually hate any pics of me but really like these ones. I'd look hot in them if I was skinnier lol. Will looks ok in them too but he didn't photograph as well as me in them lol, like his pics from before much better.
Anyway thats all for now I'll have to write the post about the ouija board sessions later as well as a post about wow cause I quit my guild and am now guildless lol.
Anyway after that they drove us to the falls. We got kinda lost lol. I felt kinda dumb that I couldn't help with directions because I've lived here my whole life. But I never really go anywhere. We split up from his parents once they parked but it seemed kinda like his dad followed us around some lol he kept seeming to find us. Anyway we wanted to go on the maid of the mist but we didn't really know where to go for it and by time we thought we figured it out it was too late for it.
We walked around the falls a ton, he took a few pictures and I had brought my digital camera along so so did I. He had his parents take a couple of us together too. He should've taken more pictures of the falls though, I guess he didn't see the point since he'll be coming back here sometime :P But still next time he comes the weather will probably be cold so yea he should've taken more pics. Hopefully his parents took alot more. Wish we could've gone over to the canadian side too but he didn't have his passport :(
Anyway we walked around the falls for like 3 or 4 hours. My legs were killing me and so were my feet! Especially since I was wearing my new sneakers. Speaking of my legs...I regret buying that one pair of jeans. They slid down on me too much and ended up rubbing against my thighs, now I have a bit of a rash there :( Ugh wish I could just for once find some jeans that fit perfectly. At least the ones I wore the next day weren't too bad. Anyway his parents wanted to stay a little longer at the falls, like maybe till the fireworks at 10 (on the canadian side they've been doing fireworks every friday at 10) but guess they decided against it because we left a little earlier then that. Not sure if canada is still doing the fireworks anymore because I don't recall hearing them at 10 either. Maybe they stopped since its September now. Before they left his parents went to the giftshop and got some stuff I think. William didn't go in and get anything though. Gah I should've insisted he get something! Well, maybe I can get him something from there sometime then :)
Anyway after we were done walking around the falls his parents dropped him off here and we hung out for a few more hours here. Unfortunately with my mom :( Kinda wish she would've gone back in her room at least lol. We had no alone time that whole day. Anyway the 3 of us watched a movie together. HG Wells The Time Machine. Was pretty good, not that I paid much attention to it. Anyway we probably could've played the ouija board that night but he didn't bring it with him :( He failed! Well, guess it was partially my fault since my mom had said she didn't want it in this house. But still, we don't need to listen to her. And had we played that night we would've then had time to go on the maid of the mist the next day. My mom brought us a pizza and some cheese fries back for dinner. 3 cheese hamburger pizza, he loved it despite them not putting any sauce on it. It was pretty good, but I wish they would've put sauce on it. In the menu it says they do yet whenever we order it theres never sauce on it. His parents picked him up around midnight and he went back to the hotel then.
He came over next day around 10:30am (wanted it to be earlier!) We were maybe gonna go on the maid of the mist but on the phone we decided not to because we still hadn't had a chance to play the ouija board and we really wanted to do that. He was leaving around 2 or 3ish so we would've only had time to do 1. Anyway we played for about 3 hours.
Wrote down some of our results. At first we had no luck at all. So we (well mostly him) visualized a bunch of energy flowing through the room or whatever. After that it worked. I was a little shocked but not too much, I'd always believed that if I ever played with 1 it would work. He on the other hand must've been very shocked, he played 1 by himself before and never had any results. That was his first time playing it with another person and my first time playing it ever. Anyway he wrote down most the sessions we did, we didn't write down the first few though. Got some interesting results but alot of gibberish too lol and our first few very quickly went to Bye. Had 1 tell us our dates of death when we asked, a demon, something from another planet that had numerous arms and ears, and a spirit that claimed to be a cat I had. I'll probably make another post later detailing more of our ouija board sessions. :)
Anyway before he had to go we made it go to "goodbye" and closed the board. He tried to visualize anything negative or that would mean us harm being forced out of the house. I kept laughing though so he couldn't really concentrate on it lol. I'm soo bad. Then he got up and we hugged and I walked him out side. His parents were already there, I awkwardly snuck in another hug with them while they watched lol. Then they drove away, I watched them drive away for a few minutes and felt sad already. He's so sweet he called me soon as I got in the house to make sure I got in ok :) <3
He posted some pics on the board from our meetup. They came out surprisingly well (his parents take good pics). I usually hate any pics of me but really like these ones. I'd look hot in them if I was skinnier lol. Will looks ok in them too but he didn't photograph as well as me in them lol, like his pics from before much better.
Anyway thats all for now I'll have to write the post about the ouija board sessions later as well as a post about wow cause I quit my guild and am now guildless lol.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Will's gonna visit this weekend!
So it looks like WIll and I will be meeting on labor day weekend after all. Turns out his parents thought it would be good to visit the falls for a day and a half. He's coming on Friday, they're leaving super early, around 6ish. And they're leaving the next day in the afternoon. Wish he was staying longer. The fastest way to get here is to drive through canada, its only 4 or 5 hours that way, but they don't have their passports so they'll be going the long way so they probably won't arrive until the afternoon.
Not sure what we'll do on the visit, probably won't have much privacy :/ Gonna play ouija board for sure I think, just not sure where. My mom hates them though so ugh where will we go to play it. His hotel room lol? But he's actually gonna be staying in amherst which is about 40 mins from me and not here because the rates are cheaper. Well whatever screw my mom, we'll play it here whether she likes it or not. Hopefully she'll have a long day at work that day too. Either his parents will take me back there to chill with him while they go off and do their own thing or they will drop him off here and come back. We haven't decided yet.
I'm so anxious about him visiting. Bet I won't be able to sleep at all the night before. But am also excited. Hope he likes offline me as much as he likes online me.
I think we should write a list of things to do and what questions to ask the ouija board.
Anyway in other news, I left the house yesterday for the first time in 10 months! Had to to go clothes shopping for friday and saturday, since I've gained so much weight in the past few years, most of it in the past year :/ All my jeans are now way too tight and I only had 2 pairs of stretchy pants that didn't look or fit that well (one was almost falling off me and extremely baggy). Hmm either it got bigger somehow or I lost weight since buying it 9 or 10 months ago. So anyway I bought 2 pairs of jeans. Would've gotten more but couldn't find anything that fit good. Apparently target doesn't carry jeans for shorter people. Pretty retarded because I'm 5'4 which isn't that the average height for most women anyway? Also got a few shirts, not that I needed them that much as most I had still fit me (think 90% of the weight I gained was in my hips/ass). Took some recent pics for Will and he still likes me, overweight and all :) He'd be a hypocrite not to though since he's overweight like me. Not that that stops most guys.
I got a new book to read too(I never really read books but it looked good, its Testimony by Anita Shreve). Don't know when I'll feel in the mood to read it. I got some peanut butter m&m's as well bought all 3 of their last ones they had there :D. And got some special magazine about Michael Jackson. Am hoping to be able to sell it for a profit in 10-20 years lol. My mom says it won't ever be worth anything but she don't know shit. Got new sneakers too, really needed those, hadn't gotten any in I think 3 years, if not longer.
Anyway had a bit of embarrassment when I went to go pay. Had never used my credit card before except for buying stuff online. So I didn't know how to put it through the scanner and I put it in the wrong way :( I wanted to die from the embarrassment. Why in the world didn't my mother demonstrate for me how to do it before we went out. I swear its like she enjoys watching me fail. A big part of the reason I'm so damn dependent on other people is because she won't help to teach me how to do anything on my own. If I ever do move out, I will most likely cut off all contact with her because I hate her for this and other things.
Anyway for a change, I'm not gonna write anything about that game you guys know I always play but I will say its been down all day for maintenance. :( My next blog entry might not be until after Will visits but we'll see.
Not sure what we'll do on the visit, probably won't have much privacy :/ Gonna play ouija board for sure I think, just not sure where. My mom hates them though so ugh where will we go to play it. His hotel room lol? But he's actually gonna be staying in amherst which is about 40 mins from me and not here because the rates are cheaper. Well whatever screw my mom, we'll play it here whether she likes it or not. Hopefully she'll have a long day at work that day too. Either his parents will take me back there to chill with him while they go off and do their own thing or they will drop him off here and come back. We haven't decided yet.
I'm so anxious about him visiting. Bet I won't be able to sleep at all the night before. But am also excited. Hope he likes offline me as much as he likes online me.
I think we should write a list of things to do and what questions to ask the ouija board.
Anyway in other news, I left the house yesterday for the first time in 10 months! Had to to go clothes shopping for friday and saturday, since I've gained so much weight in the past few years, most of it in the past year :/ All my jeans are now way too tight and I only had 2 pairs of stretchy pants that didn't look or fit that well (one was almost falling off me and extremely baggy). Hmm either it got bigger somehow or I lost weight since buying it 9 or 10 months ago. So anyway I bought 2 pairs of jeans. Would've gotten more but couldn't find anything that fit good. Apparently target doesn't carry jeans for shorter people. Pretty retarded because I'm 5'4 which isn't that the average height for most women anyway? Also got a few shirts, not that I needed them that much as most I had still fit me (think 90% of the weight I gained was in my hips/ass). Took some recent pics for Will and he still likes me, overweight and all :) He'd be a hypocrite not to though since he's overweight like me. Not that that stops most guys.
I got a new book to read too(I never really read books but it looked good, its Testimony by Anita Shreve). Don't know when I'll feel in the mood to read it. I got some peanut butter m&m's as well bought all 3 of their last ones they had there :D. And got some special magazine about Michael Jackson. Am hoping to be able to sell it for a profit in 10-20 years lol. My mom says it won't ever be worth anything but she don't know shit. Got new sneakers too, really needed those, hadn't gotten any in I think 3 years, if not longer.
Anyway had a bit of embarrassment when I went to go pay. Had never used my credit card before except for buying stuff online. So I didn't know how to put it through the scanner and I put it in the wrong way :( I wanted to die from the embarrassment. Why in the world didn't my mother demonstrate for me how to do it before we went out. I swear its like she enjoys watching me fail. A big part of the reason I'm so damn dependent on other people is because she won't help to teach me how to do anything on my own. If I ever do move out, I will most likely cut off all contact with her because I hate her for this and other things.
Anyway for a change, I'm not gonna write anything about that game you guys know I always play but I will say its been down all day for maintenance. :( My next blog entry might not be until after Will visits but we'll see.
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