My life is dull as usual but I just felt like writing some about this Michael Jackson fiasco on TV. Since the media is covering it 24/7 not that I care that much but I'm forced to watch it since my mom has the tv on. And those kids...they look nothing like him, though I think the youngest looks kinda like MJ after he became white lol. But yea those kids definitely don't have an ounce of african american in them. And I'm sure dna tests will be done on them and that the results will be all over the media. I feel bad for those kids actually. As if having MJ as a father wasn't bad enough, now it looks like either the mother that pretty much said she was just a vessel for MJ to have kids or the grandfather that beat MJ as a kid and seems to not care of his sons death will get them. And Joe Jackson has no class, he was plugging his record company in the interview, as well as his reply to how are you doing? "I'm great" who the hell says "I'm great" just a few mere days after their sons death??! He probably was great though...I mean he probably though he was due to inherit at least a couple mill. So funny that he got left out of the will. I believe in nurture over nature and MJ was definitely the way he was because of the beatings his father bestowed upon him as a child. Those kids should really go to some anonymous foster family who doesn't know who they are (though I realize that is probably impossible now due to media flashing their pics all over). Neither Debbie nor MJs parents are fit to raise them.
Anyway in other news like I said not much is going on with me lately but I did get my 2 piece 8.5 now in WOW, so I think now I'm gonna be mostly running stuff as balance as my balance gear needs lots of work and in my feral gear I already do over 3k dps.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
People Suck But As Long As I Have WOW I'm Happy
We did do all bosses in nax 25 that week :) Only we couldn't get kel down on Saturday so at my suggestion the raid leader made a raid for the next day and we got him then. 2 of the pally helms dropped. And our guild leader/raid leader who was supposed to be master looting the run forgot to put master loot on. So he told everyone who could use it to just need on it. The same person (a pally)won both helms. So they had people reroll for the 1 and told him to send a gm ticket in explaining what happened and asking them to give 1 of the helms to that person. I don't think a gm would correct something like that but hopefully they did. I still don't know if the gm did or not though hope they did.
We were gonna do first few bosses in uldaur 25 this week, but we didn't have enough people on. Have alot of people away this week. So we did black temple instead for the achievement, was nice to finally do that place was my first time ever in there.
I'm able to talk on ts much easier now. I even had an hour long conversation with someone from the guild 1-1 yesterday. Luckily they were pretty talkative cause a few times I didn't know what to say. We talked about wow of course, thats the 1 and only subject I seem to be able to have a conversation about. But I still haven't talked to anyone outside of guild on it. Not that I group outside of guild much anymore anyway, for some reason that other guild I was running with hasn't contacted me to run anything, except nax 10 last week which they kinda talked me into going on but then they got guildys on and said it would be best if I left if I wanted a full clear that week cause they didn't know if or when they would finish it. And they contacted me to run voa 10 man but I think that was just because I was in the lfg queue for it. Haven't contacted me to run uldar or OS or Nax or anything like they used to. Maybe they just assume I'll be running with guild from now on. Or maybe they think I suck now. Whatever. Its ok though I wasn't expecting things to last with them anyway, in and out of wow all my relationships tend to either fade away or burn out. I just hope that doesn't happen with my guild for a long time.
Actually I pugged nax 25 since guild isn't running it this week. I said like 1 word on the vent through the whole thing lol, other then that I been typing. The pug went better then most of my guild runs too heh. We even almost got the acrophobia achivment but missed timer by like 15 seconds. And best of all I finally got my tier 7.5 helm :D woot! :D
I got the world explorer title the other day, and also got 30 factions to exalted. Now to work on getting the loremaster title, can't believe I have the seeker title (title for completing 3000 quests) yet I haven't done enough old world quests for the loremaster title yet. I'm such an achievement junkie. Some people are alt aholics or raiders, or pvpers, before the achievement system I probably drifted between all of the above but now I'm definatly most focaused on getting the achievements done. I guess maybe because getting the achievements makes me feel like I'm accomplishing something? There are still over 50 people higher in achievement score on the realm though. But my goal is to eventually be number 1 on the realm, it probably won't happen though because theres alot of arena and raiding achievements I'll probably never be able to get so thats a loss of alot of potential points just there. But hey, its not like I have a life so I mine as well try lol.
Got a new tv =) flatscreen, 32 inch I think. Takes some getting used to but I already like it better then our old 25 inch, and since its 1 of the newer tvs we didn't need to buy anything for when the signal switches over(or did it already switch over, I haven't watched tv in over a week.) Also got a new chair. Yay for moms income tax money lol.
I had a dream the other night about Furby I dreamt that she was reincarnated as a white kitten that meowed alot and that she was at the spca and people kept returning her because she was so noisy. I actually went to their website to check for white kittens too but their were none, I checked petfinder too and couldn't find any local ones. I know it was probably just a dream but I do believe in reincarnation and so can't help but wonder if its true. I still miss her to this day too, I miss all the cats I've had that are no longer with me :( But her most of all. I hope if she is reincarnated that she somehow finds her way to me. But my mom is such a bitch, she won't let me get another cat. :(
I found out my last ex is engaged now. Ugh. Unlike other people I defiantly don't want my ex to be happy. Why would I? We're exes for a reason, he treated me like crap when we were together. I defiantly don't want him back, but I don't want him to be happy, he doesn't deserve happiness. Hopefully she'll cheat on him like I suspect he was doing to me :D Actually it seems like most of the people who screwed me over in life are doing pretty well for themselves. So much for karma :( And no, I don't still talk to any of them, I hate them all. So you're probably wondering how I know they're doing well then. Well I google them and look them up on myspace and things like that. I can be quite the stalker :P I guess I'm one of those "crazy" people other people think are fucked in the head. Cause I not only do that, I do it quite often, like once a week per person I look for new info online on them, plus I like to get revenge on people when they hurt me and I'm also rather clingy when I like someone alot. I honestly don't understand why any of the above are bad things though. In a better society revenge would be seen as a good thing, a way of standing up for one self when somebody hurts you. And clingyness would be seen as a good thing too, after all if you love somebody why in the world wouldn't you want to spend the majority of your time with them? As for the stalking well if you were once close to someone I can't see why you should or would just forget them, even if you hate them now wouldn't you still want to know how they're doing? Its never made much sense to me why most people see all of the 3 above things the way they do, my views on them make so much more sense. I guess I just don't understand people. Anyway in spite of that I'm not at all sadded by it cause I'm long over him it just makes me angry because I know he's a horrible person.
We were gonna do first few bosses in uldaur 25 this week, but we didn't have enough people on. Have alot of people away this week. So we did black temple instead for the achievement, was nice to finally do that place was my first time ever in there.
I'm able to talk on ts much easier now. I even had an hour long conversation with someone from the guild 1-1 yesterday. Luckily they were pretty talkative cause a few times I didn't know what to say. We talked about wow of course, thats the 1 and only subject I seem to be able to have a conversation about. But I still haven't talked to anyone outside of guild on it. Not that I group outside of guild much anymore anyway, for some reason that other guild I was running with hasn't contacted me to run anything, except nax 10 last week which they kinda talked me into going on but then they got guildys on and said it would be best if I left if I wanted a full clear that week cause they didn't know if or when they would finish it. And they contacted me to run voa 10 man but I think that was just because I was in the lfg queue for it. Haven't contacted me to run uldar or OS or Nax or anything like they used to. Maybe they just assume I'll be running with guild from now on. Or maybe they think I suck now. Whatever. Its ok though I wasn't expecting things to last with them anyway, in and out of wow all my relationships tend to either fade away or burn out. I just hope that doesn't happen with my guild for a long time.
Actually I pugged nax 25 since guild isn't running it this week. I said like 1 word on the vent through the whole thing lol, other then that I been typing. The pug went better then most of my guild runs too heh. We even almost got the acrophobia achivment but missed timer by like 15 seconds. And best of all I finally got my tier 7.5 helm :D woot! :D
I got the world explorer title the other day, and also got 30 factions to exalted. Now to work on getting the loremaster title, can't believe I have the seeker title (title for completing 3000 quests) yet I haven't done enough old world quests for the loremaster title yet. I'm such an achievement junkie. Some people are alt aholics or raiders, or pvpers, before the achievement system I probably drifted between all of the above but now I'm definatly most focaused on getting the achievements done. I guess maybe because getting the achievements makes me feel like I'm accomplishing something? There are still over 50 people higher in achievement score on the realm though. But my goal is to eventually be number 1 on the realm, it probably won't happen though because theres alot of arena and raiding achievements I'll probably never be able to get so thats a loss of alot of potential points just there. But hey, its not like I have a life so I mine as well try lol.
Got a new tv =) flatscreen, 32 inch I think. Takes some getting used to but I already like it better then our old 25 inch, and since its 1 of the newer tvs we didn't need to buy anything for when the signal switches over(or did it already switch over, I haven't watched tv in over a week.) Also got a new chair. Yay for moms income tax money lol.
I had a dream the other night about Furby I dreamt that she was reincarnated as a white kitten that meowed alot and that she was at the spca and people kept returning her because she was so noisy. I actually went to their website to check for white kittens too but their were none, I checked petfinder too and couldn't find any local ones. I know it was probably just a dream but I do believe in reincarnation and so can't help but wonder if its true. I still miss her to this day too, I miss all the cats I've had that are no longer with me :( But her most of all. I hope if she is reincarnated that she somehow finds her way to me. But my mom is such a bitch, she won't let me get another cat. :(
I found out my last ex is engaged now. Ugh. Unlike other people I defiantly don't want my ex to be happy. Why would I? We're exes for a reason, he treated me like crap when we were together. I defiantly don't want him back, but I don't want him to be happy, he doesn't deserve happiness. Hopefully she'll cheat on him like I suspect he was doing to me :D Actually it seems like most of the people who screwed me over in life are doing pretty well for themselves. So much for karma :( And no, I don't still talk to any of them, I hate them all. So you're probably wondering how I know they're doing well then. Well I google them and look them up on myspace and things like that. I can be quite the stalker :P I guess I'm one of those "crazy" people other people think are fucked in the head. Cause I not only do that, I do it quite often, like once a week per person I look for new info online on them, plus I like to get revenge on people when they hurt me and I'm also rather clingy when I like someone alot. I honestly don't understand why any of the above are bad things though. In a better society revenge would be seen as a good thing, a way of standing up for one self when somebody hurts you. And clingyness would be seen as a good thing too, after all if you love somebody why in the world wouldn't you want to spend the majority of your time with them? As for the stalking well if you were once close to someone I can't see why you should or would just forget them, even if you hate them now wouldn't you still want to know how they're doing? Its never made much sense to me why most people see all of the 3 above things the way they do, my views on them make so much more sense. I guess I just don't understand people. Anyway in spite of that I'm not at all sadded by it cause I'm long over him it just makes me angry because I know he's a horrible person.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Anxiety breakthrough :D
I talked on vent for the first time ever! I'm so proud of myself. I know it doesn't sound like much to most people, but for me who has really bad social anxiety its a major accomplishment. I'm quiet on it most of the time though, but I don't think thats necessarily a bad thing, better then people that talk over each other (and we get that some in this guild). I must sound young though because someone asked me how old I am(in whisper). I hate the way my voice sounds. The day after I first talked on it I actually spent all night worrying about how I sounded and if what I said was stupid or whatnot. But still I'm glad I did...I feel like its a huge accomplishment for me, and I know it will get easier to talk on it as time goes by. And last night I actually had a hour or so long conversation with some guildys even after the raid ended. Wow. I never thought I'd be able to do that.
In less happy news, my net was out for like 5 hours the other night. I called and they had a prerecording up saying it was scheduled maintenance. I was like wtf. I mean really...if the internet is gonna be out and they know it, why no damn warning in advance. I missed doing all my 25 dailys in wow that day because of that bullcrap.
The other night we came so close to getting the spore loser achievement on 10 man. But as always someone ruined it. This time it was the offtank (who is a great guy, but his player skills not so great). He used his army of the dead near the end! Ugh. What part of no aoe can't these people understand, the gm only said it about 10 times "no aoe don't kill the spores".
I know I complain alot about my guild, I guess I tend to focus more on the negative then the positive. But really its not so bad, actually I'd say this is the best guild I've ever been in (not that thats saying much lol) but yea, its a pretty good guild. They're all pretty nice and fair to me, and thats whats really important. It shouldn't bug me so much that some people in it aren't very good at the game, but it does. Anyway I got like 4 new pieces of gear this week. So I needed some enchantments on them obviously...well my guild was awesome cause I didn't have to spend a cent on the enchants or mats...guild bank and guildys provided it all for me :) I'm really grateful for that...though I feel a little guilty now because I used up quite a good portion of the enchanting mats in bank. They're also the only guild I've ever felt comfortable enough to talk on vent with. Or only people rather. I never even felt comfortable enough to talk to Rich on vent, and I really really liked him.
Also I think we may just clear the rest of nax 25 tonight (keeping my fingers crossed!) we did better then ever last night and went further in 1 night then we ever had before. Good thing I suggested doing construct wing and the first boss of dk wing after spider wing that night, otherwise we would've done both easy wings that night instead and thats how we usually do it and then the next night we spend hours wiping on the last boss in construct and bosses in dk wing (especially the first boss in dk). So now tonight we got 1 easy wing left and the bosses in the dk wing (cept for the first 1). Our dps was also better then ever tonight and for the first time ever I wasn't num 1 on the meter at the end of the night. They think we can get to KT tonight for the first time ever on 25 man as a guild and I hope they're right. Can't wait to see. Gonna go eat my yummy dinner of meatloaf and baked potatos then it should be just about time for the raid. Hope we get KT tonight!
In less happy news, my net was out for like 5 hours the other night. I called and they had a prerecording up saying it was scheduled maintenance. I was like wtf. I mean really...if the internet is gonna be out and they know it, why no damn warning in advance. I missed doing all my 25 dailys in wow that day because of that bullcrap.
The other night we came so close to getting the spore loser achievement on 10 man. But as always someone ruined it. This time it was the offtank (who is a great guy, but his player skills not so great). He used his army of the dead near the end! Ugh. What part of no aoe can't these people understand, the gm only said it about 10 times "no aoe don't kill the spores".
I know I complain alot about my guild, I guess I tend to focus more on the negative then the positive. But really its not so bad, actually I'd say this is the best guild I've ever been in (not that thats saying much lol) but yea, its a pretty good guild. They're all pretty nice and fair to me, and thats whats really important. It shouldn't bug me so much that some people in it aren't very good at the game, but it does. Anyway I got like 4 new pieces of gear this week. So I needed some enchantments on them obviously...well my guild was awesome cause I didn't have to spend a cent on the enchants or mats...guild bank and guildys provided it all for me :) I'm really grateful for that...though I feel a little guilty now because I used up quite a good portion of the enchanting mats in bank. They're also the only guild I've ever felt comfortable enough to talk on vent with. Or only people rather. I never even felt comfortable enough to talk to Rich on vent, and I really really liked him.
Also I think we may just clear the rest of nax 25 tonight (keeping my fingers crossed!) we did better then ever last night and went further in 1 night then we ever had before. Good thing I suggested doing construct wing and the first boss of dk wing after spider wing that night, otherwise we would've done both easy wings that night instead and thats how we usually do it and then the next night we spend hours wiping on the last boss in construct and bosses in dk wing (especially the first boss in dk). So now tonight we got 1 easy wing left and the bosses in the dk wing (cept for the first 1). Our dps was also better then ever tonight and for the first time ever I wasn't num 1 on the meter at the end of the night. They think we can get to KT tonight for the first time ever on 25 man as a guild and I hope they're right. Can't wait to see. Gonna go eat my yummy dinner of meatloaf and baked potatos then it should be just about time for the raid. Hope we get KT tonight!
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