Saturday, November 21, 2009

Best 4 Days Of My Life :)

Wills visit went awesome :) Really enjoyed all the time we spent together. Did alot of things ;) We saw 2 movies, played ouija board, drove around some, walked around hyde park some, took some pics and even tried (not very successfully) to read each others palms with the instructions he got out of some books (ok book since the one book sucked) he borrowed from his local library before the visit.

We were worried he wouldn't be able to make the visit at first :( But thankfully he was able to. :) His car was having problems and he had to take it in to the mechanics. Luckily they worked on it on the same day he took it in (which was day before our visit) and it was ready in time. What pisses me off though is his parents have a van and another car and said they wouldn't let him borrow either (he had asked because he was worried his car would not be fixed in time).

He arrived late Wednesday (the 11th) around 5, it would've been earlier but he didn't get his car back until late the night before and had to put the stuff in it, etc, he still managed to forget his cooler though lol. Plus he really procrastinated on the packing lol. Anyway first day we hung out at the hotel ;) (hey don't look at me that way I'm still a virgin) and saw a movie. Also he had bought me a few boxes of yummy hamburger helper from a grocery store near him. :) Cheddar cheese melt. They stopped selling it near me so I asked him to check near him and he was sweet enough to get some on his way here :)

Movie we saw was Fourth Kind. It was alright. Was about alien abduction in a small town in Alaska, it claimed to be a documentary and was even claiming some of the footage was from actual alien abductees. But I researched it some online and it says theres no actual evidence of it ever happening. Movie also seemed to not have a very clear cut story line till more then halfway through it. Was still a decent movie but I was very disappointed, would love to see another movie about an actual alien abduction like Fire In The Sky. Now that was a good movie and based on a true story too, still remains one of my all time favorite movies along side the Chucky doll movies, Frequency, The Butterfly Effect and The Homeward Bound movies heh. I should watch it online together with Will sometimes, I bet he'd like it and I wouldn't mind seeing it again either. :)

2nd day, Thursday we mostly hung around my house and the hotel and went for a drive and played some ouija. Speaking of ouija pretty much just got gibberish everytime when we did it on this visit, like last visit only worse. Though did get a ghost claiming to be Furby again. At least this time it went to "No" when I asked if she blamed me for her death.

We also went to the local grocery store to check for hamburger helper in case my mom was lying about them not selling it anymore lol. Shes telling the truth cause we saw boxes of other types of hamburger helper but not the cheddar cheese melt one. I also bought a ton of magazines there which I had to have Will help pay for cause I didn't have enough money(paid him back when I got home). Bought like 7 or 8 true story magazines that cost almost 30 dollars. Don't feel bad about spending so much though because I hadn't gotten any in weeks or even months and my mom spends more then that on cigarettes. Also tried to win a Stewie (from Family Guy duh) doll out of the stuffed animal machines lol. Spent like 10 dollars of my money on that damn machine and a few dollars of Will's too. Had no luck winning it which sucked :( There were 2 Stewie dolls but both against the sides of the machine though which makes them even more difficult to get so I didn't use all my tries on them, also tried to win some christmasy stuffed animals. Would've been nice to win 1 to give to Will but had no luck :( Sucks cause I used to actually be pretty good at those things and would always win something after spending a few bucks, guess I lost my touch or they somehow made them more difficult grr.

Ordered pizza and cheese fries for dinner from the pizza place near me. He wishes he had pizza places that good near him. They have just about every kind of pizza there you can imagine and you can even chose your own toppings. We normally get the 3 cheese cheeseburger 1 http://www.justpizzausa.com/menu.asp Is delicious, my only complaint is they don't seem to put much sauce on it (in fact last few times I couldn't even taste sauce on it). Will loves it anyway though. :) After dinner we went back to the hotel and cuddled some while watching Survivor and Fringe :) Neither show that he watches but he said they were good. Also drove around some and played ouija some more.

And he watched me play wow some too on Thursday and I impressed him with my mad skills at soloing heroic sethekk halls. Actually maybe impressed isn't the right word since I died on the trash while doing it lol but I blame him for distracting me :P And did kill the boss. He didn't drop the mount though :(

Have only just started to run heroic sethekk daily about 2 weeks ago since I now need just 1 more mount for the 100 mount achievement. Thanks to Will talking about mounts a few weeks ago I found out I actually forgot to buy some (ok alot) of the racial ones so I went and bought all the ones I was missing hoping it'd get me to 100, only got me to 99 though :( Hope I'm not missing another rep mount or something else I could easily get, that would really suck.

Also he saw me nude! ........Was just a baby pic though lol. Can't believe I forgot about that pic being in there. Was showing him pics of me when I was a baby and child and some from late teens and early 20s) Think I bored him a bit lol. Now hes gotta bring some baby pics of his on next visit. :)

Friday was a very eventful day and we did a bunch of stuff. We hung out around my house some playing ouija cause my mom wasn't home and then I cooked a meal for Will and me. I made Chicken nuggets and onion rings :) He must've liked it cause he ate alot :) I'm glad he likes my cooking...though I didn't really do anything but put frozen nuggets and onion rings in the oven lol. Maybe next time I'll try to make something more complicated. Feel bad for not making more meals for him on visit.

Then we were gonna see the 4 something showing of the new movie 2012 but I wanted to get some pics of us so I bugged Will enough and he agreed to go to hyde park for some pics. he was glad he did in the end though :) Might post them on my blog later. Unfortunately most of the ones where he looks good I look crappy or vice versa lol. But theres a few good ones of both us I think. Was even fun walking around there with him. Glad the weather wasn't too hot or cold.

We went to 2012 around 8 or so. The theater was packed, either because it was release day or because it was Friday night or because it was such a good movie or all of the above. I almost considered asking Will to leave with me because it was so crowded and I was worried about running into someone I used to know. But then I would've been disappointed and angry with myself since those tickets cost Will 20 dollars plus I did really want to see the movie. Actually for a brief second thought I saw Jerry but thankfully was a false alarm, was just someone that looked alot like him.

Anyway we had trouble finding seats at first because it was so crowded. First we found 2 seats and tried to sit down but someone said they were saving the seats. Felt a bit annoyed because especially in such a packed theater their friends or whoever they were saving the seats for should've been there. Luckily there was some other seats we found that were also good but if those "saved" seats had been the last good seats left I would've taken them anyway. I may have anxiety but I won't ever let myself go without anything because of someone elses selfishness. It may have started a fight but the usher was patrolling around anyway and you can't legally save seats for someone at the movies.

Anyway it took a while but we found 2 good seats in the middle of the theater. Unfortunately we had people next to us on both sides. The usher came in during the previews and told everyone they better not talk or have their cells ringing or they'd be kicked out so luckily everyone was pretty much quiet during the movie. Had to admit I was worried people would be noisy during it since there was so many people I figured someone was bound to ruin it. Didn't stop a few people from checking their text messages during the movie though I noticed. was a lil distracting/annoying to see the bright glare from it, I mean geez couldn't they wait?

Movie was really good and we even held hands during some of it :) Even liked the way movie ended. (Won't spoil it for anyone who wants to see). Wonder if something like that will ever come true in 2012. I was reading up on the mayans and supposedly they predicted alot of other stuff accurately though I can't remember what now but a show I watched on them on youtube named a bunch of stuff. But then again if they could predict stuff why didn't they predict their own demise? lol. Think I'll celebrate December 21, 2012 by watching this movie again and a bunch of other end of the world movies on that date.

We drove around some after the movie for fun at my suggestion since we wanted something to do and were kinda burnt out on ouija and palm reading. Drove for over an hour, maybe even over 2, left Niagara Falls and went way out in Amherst and North Tonawanda and stuff. Mostly stayed on the blvd so we didn't get lost but we turned down some side streets and stuff trying to find something creepy to get abducted by aliens on lol. Didn't get abducted but did come across this really creepy looking house that looked to me like it was haunted or something. Couldn't remember the name of the street or anything though but I'd been wanting to find it on google maps the past few days now. We remembered it was near a church and luckily Will remembered more then me because he remembered it was off Niagara Falls Blvd and how the street looked so he was able to find it on google maps when I couldn't. Was even more creeped out when we saw the google maps picture (go here if you wanna see) http://maps.google.com/maps?f=q&source=s_q&hl=en&geocode=&q=414+Old+Falls+Blvd&sll=43.347152,-79.120789&sspn=1.424074,2.419739&ie=UTF8&hq=&hnear=414+Old+Falls+Blvd,+North+Tonawanda,+Niagara,+New+York+14120&ll=43.051197,-78.832577&spn=0.001446,0.002363&t=h&z=19&layer=c&cbll=43.051102,-78.832574&panoid=ISVZawes2jo9fcVLe1mgiQ&cbp=12,277.28,,0,-0.42 because the house is burned in it and has boards on all the windows! When we drove by it it definitely wasn't burned or boarded up in fact in looked like someone lived in it because there was a light on. Wonder if maybe I'm right about the house being haunted and I somehow sensed it or at least sensed something bad had happened there. Also wonder how old these google satellite images are, some of the houses near it had Halloween decorations up but I doubt it was Halloween of this year. They should'nt be more then 3 years old though because google maps shows the store that was rebuilt over my old house in 2006. Though I guess some areas could be newer then others, wish it said dates they were from.

Also Friday was Wills first kiss and my first grown up kiss too :) Was good. Think I much prefer cuddling and stuff though. And we cuddled alot on the visit while watching tv. :D Really felt happy and loved :) Only bad thing is now I miss him even more since visit.

Saturday we spent a few hours together too before he left. Just hung out here since he had checked out of his motel. Sucked my mom had the day off but she went to do grocery shopping thankfully so me and Will got some last time alone to cuddle. We then went to target to get Will the wrath expac for wow. We were originally gonna go to walmart but I couldn't remember where it was and we couldn't find it, which I guess was a good thing because when I got back home my mom told me she ran into Jerry on the bus and thought he was headed to Walmart.

After target he dropped me off and we hugged a bunch before he headed home. Watched him drive away and was happy we had the visit but very sad he was leaving. We've talked some about him possibly visiting again in December or early January but we don't know if it will happen. For one he would need to stay here since he would have to take a bus here since it will be too cold and possibly icy and dangerous to drive in and I can't seem to get a straight answer from my mom (grrr hate her) as to whether or not he can stay here. Also think money might be an issue since I'm sure he just spent alot on his last visit :( But glad we had this visit was an awesome time and I'd say some of the best days of my life, especially Friday which now ranks as best day of my life :)

Sunday, November 8, 2009

5000 question survey my answers part 5

401. Some say that high school is the best time of your life. Was that true for you?

Hell no. It wasn't the worst though, that would be middle school. But it certainly wasn't the best.

402. What do you find yourself encouraging others to try?

World of Warcraft :D Cause its funner then just about anything else :)

403. Which is better: Mel Brooks or Woody Allen?

Mel Brooks. Better movies and because Woody Allen is a lousy person.

404. When was the last time you were up all night?

A few days ago. lol

405. __ is life. The rest is just details. Fill in the blank.

Learning.

406. Are people too complex and different to be categorized?

Depends on the person. Some are, some aren't.

407. Is it good to have pride in your own race or does that separate people from each other because it makes them think of everyone else as 'outsiders'?

I think having pride in something you had nothing to do with is retarded so no I don't think its good. And yes I do think having pride in it seperates people and makes them think of others as outsiders.

408. What fictional story would you like to live through?

Peter Pan :D If I was Wendy I'd never leave there :D

409. Are cats or dogs smarter?

Cats. Dogs may do tricks and all and come more often when called, but cats are smart enough to only listen when they feel like it :) You can teach a cat tricks though too if you reward them I've found out. Dogs are just so dumb they do tricks even without rewards. Plus falling for the stick trick= dumb.

410. Have you ever guessed someone's password and broken into their diary?

No lol but I've guessed the answers to their secret password question on their email and gotten in that way lol :D

411. What teacher, if any, has effected you the most in your life?

In a negative way or a positive way?

Sadly for me it would be my 6th grade english teacher who I got kicked out of school for "assaulting" (it was really self defense as she tried to hold me down and force me to stay after school for being late). That definitely changed the course of my life over the next few years and possibly the rest of my life.

In a positive way it would be my 5th grade teacher who taught me at the christian school I attended for 2 years, she gave me some faith that their are teachers out there who are nice and know how to teach as well. Oddly enough the teacher I had the year before her was one of the worst teachers I (and probably everyone in her class) ever had.

412. Are you more easily bored or excited?

Not sure, I'm not excited too easily I don't think, but I'm usually able to prevent myself from getting bored. Guess I'll say excited.

413. What's the bravest or most daring thing you have ever done?

Any time I ever told someone how I felt about them. Most didn't feel the same way, but the most important one did :D

414. "What's the point of robbery when nothing is worth taking?" (- Adam Ant)

Whats the point of paying when you can rob and get it for free? :D

415. If your man or woman served you breakfast in bed as a treat what would you want?

I wouldn't want breakfest in bed. 1. I don't like to eat food prepared by others (even my SO) 2. I don't like to eat in bed period. and 3. I have never ever been hungry that soon after waking up.

416. What do you do only when you are upset?

Tell people off, lol.

417. What's the oddest CD in your collection?

An old Marilyn Manson one. Haven't played it in years though.

418. What's the best diary name you ever saw?

I always think mine are the best names :P

419. What would your friends be surprised to learn about you?

Probably nothing lol. Though bet learning that I finally got a real life boyfriend probably surprised them.

420. Who owes you an apology?

Way way too many people to list :(

421. Who deserves an apology from you?

Nobody that I can think of.

422. How would you like to treat your kids differently from the way your parents treated you?

I don't want kids. But if I did I'd make sure I was able to provide better for them and If they acted out I would fix what was causing them to act out not lie to myself and them by saying it was a chemical imbalance and forcing them on meds.

423. Which do you like best: 60's, 70's or 80's fashion?

Well not 70s. Bell bottoms and the hippe style and those weird hairdos, ugh. Not too familiar with 60s styles so not sure, but think I'll say 80s. I actually like the big hair lol.

424. What is the worst pick up line ever used on you?

In real life I don't think I've ever had 1 used on me. Online? "wanna cyber?" Umm no thanks.

425. Of the following, which word best describes you: inventive, kinetic (energetic), light-hearted, mature

Mature, though they all kinda do except for kinetic.

426. Do you own a record player?

Do you use it?

Nope lol I'm not in the dark ages.

427. How easily do you make friends?

Offline have never made 1 without them approaching me first or someone introducing them to me. Online a bit easier but still find it hard, usually never hear from people again after the first few convos or they end up being a jerk and I block them.

428. What is the difference between having character and being a character?

Having character means you're unique, fun, etc, mostly good things. Being a character means mostly bad things.

429. Are there any animals you flat out refuse to touch?

All of them. Except cats.

430. Do you care about your weight?

Yes, but not enough to ever give up my fav foods or exercises more.

431. Did you/will you go to the prom?

Didn't go, dropped out of high school long before prom.

432. Have you ever wanted to date twins?

Nope. I'm a 1 man kind of girl. And also I wanna be the most important person in my SO's life. If they have a twin I don't think that would be possible.

433. What one thing would you change about high school if you could?

Stricter punishments for bullies.

434. If you came with a warning label, what would it say?

Warning: Do not piss off, will seek mega revenge.

435. Are you artistic and creative?

Artistic, no, don't have the skill :( Creative yes, I always have good ideas and stuff :D

436. What were you (probably) doing on this date last year?

Probably either playing wow or talking on MSN with someone.

437. What are you obsessed with?

Will :D And World of Warcraft.

438. What was the last compliment you received?

Think it was when Will said my hair looked pretty.

439. Do you have any brothers or sisters?

1 half sister whos 7 and a half years older then me. We aren't close at all.

440. Who would you like to be alone with right now?

Will :D

441. Do you push people away when you really want them to come closer?

I push people away but not anyone I'd want to get close to :)

442. Is a prenuptial agreement necessary or does it take the romance and trust out of marriage?

Takes the romance and trust out I think. But I might think differently if I was a millionaire lol. Would be insulted/hurt if Will and I were engaged and he asked me to sign one. Probably would cause me to think he was keeping his options open and not serious about his commitment to me.

443. Do you lie your way out of things?

No, I hate liars.

444. Are you better at talking or listening?

Both I think. Depends though, in groups listening, 1-1 probably about the same.

445. What will only happen to you once in this lifetime?

Losing my virginity obviously lol.

446. Know of any conspiracy theories you think might be credible?

Underground bases with aliens in them might be I think. Wouldn't surprise me.

447. What are the most beautiful words that have ever been spoken to you?

"I love you" from my boyfriend William :D

448. If it were legal would you own a human slave (race unimportant)?

Maybe lol.

449. Have you ever read your own writing at a poetry reading?

No, never been to one, sounds boring.

450. What is one simple thing that gives you the happy shivers?

William :D

451. What do you do for exercise?

Nothing, my fingers get plenty of excersie though. Get your mind out of the gutter people I mean from typing!

452. Would you rather have a strict teacher with a sense of humor or a lenient teacher that doesn't teach?

Lenient I think.

453. If you ever have a baby what might you want to name it?

I don't want kids, but my favorite names for a girl are Madalyn, Hannah, Catalena and my favorite names for a boy are James, Brandon, David.

454. If you won free tickets to a concert from a radio show and had to choose between Inxs, Poison, Blondie and Moby, which would you choose?

Ugh. I guess Moby since I think those tickets would probably sell for the most.

455. Are you a good cook?

Yes :D I don't make super complicated meals though, but the things I do cook are good :)

456. Do you prefer when things come with no assembly required, even if they are a bit more expensive?

Yes, for sure.

457. Start a sentence with the words: what if

What if a nucleur bomb hits the world, what would happen?

458. Are you more spontaneous and unpredictable or loyal and routine?

Neither. I'm loyal but not routine. I can be spontaneous but not about everything. I can be predictable at times. I'm never ever routine though lol.

459. What is the highest number you can count to in your head?

Not sure and not gonna try. Probably in the millions if I wanted to bore myself to death.

460. How do you go about losing weight?

I don't lol.

461. Do you have street smarts?

I think so.

462. Do you have a lot of common sense?

Yup. Way more then most people :)

463. What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?

Cookies and Cream :D

464. What's your favorite movie that involves dancing?

I can't think of any movies I like that involve dancing, let alone have a favorite one.

465. Would you ever want to become a guest on a talk show? If yes what would the show's theme be?

Not really lol. If I did though it would definetly be a show on me getting even with my enemies or something like that lol.

466. Do you like the way you look naked?

No :(

467. Have you ever dissected an animal?

Nope thankfully. I don't think anyone should have to for any school work either.

468. Who do you know who is brilliant?

Me :)

469. Who do you know who is dull?

99% of humans.

470. Do you ever think about time travel?

Yup :D All the time. I believe it is possible and even that the goverment may either know how to do it or be keeping secret that we have had visitors from the future.

471. What is one interesting fact you know?

That pessimistic people tend to be more intelligent on average.

472. Do you talk to yourself?

Not outloud lol.

Do you talk to your pets?

I don't have any, but when I did yes.

473. Do you believe that humankind has a future in space (will we live there some day)?

Yes, I think in possibly another 200 years humans will start to colonize there.

474. Would you rather wear clothes that you don’t mind getting dirty or more delicate outfits?

Clothes that I don't mind getting dirty because they're much more comfortable.

475. How do you 'live life to the fullest'?

Do whatever makes you happy and don't let work or school get in the way.

476. Are you sloppy or a neat freak?

Sloppy :(

477. Would you rather have a trunk full of nickels or half a trunk full of dimes?

Half a trunk full of dimes. Even though its half a trunk of dimes and a whole trunk of nickels It would be more money because dimes are double the amount of nickels and only half the size.

478. What is the worst mistake you've ever made?

Giving my full trust to someone.

479. Are you in good health?

Not really but I wouldn't say I'm in poor health.

480. Are you patriotic?

Hell no.

Let's play fact or crap.

Is it a fact? Or is it crap?

481. The greenhouse effect is bad for your health.

False I think.

482. There are about as many molecules of air in one breath as there are hairs on your head.

False theres more molecules.

483. The Miss America pageant started out as a contest in which people decorated wheel chairs and one chair was judged the prettiest.

Actually think this one is true, think I remember hearing about it before.

484. To remove a tattoo a physician can place a small balloon under the skin, which is inflated so that the tattooed skin gradually stretches. Then they cut the stretched skin away.

False I think.

485. Cock fighting is a sexual sport.

True I think? Never heard of it lol.

486. It is the warmest time of the day during the hour that the sun is the highest in the sky.

False.

487. Certain scientists specialize in studying cow farts.

False, I hope.

488. The brilliant colors (reds, oranges, yellows) across the sky that we get from sunsets are caused mainly by pollution.

False.

489. In Grimm's original fairy tale, Rapunzel is pregnant.

False I think lol. Don't think it'd have been such a popular story ages ago if she was.

490. Dracula was the first movie about a vampire.

True I think.

491. The inventors of Corn Flakes, the Kellogg brothers, ran a school for delinquent youth.

Not sure, true?

492. "Kemo Sabe" means "soggy shrub" in Navajo.

Sounds too weird to make up so I'll guess true.

493. Sir Thomas Crapper invented the toilet.

LOL. Gonna guess false.

494. The Earl of Sandwich invented the Sandwich.

True I think.

495. Some Chinese alchemists were trying to invent an immortality medicine and accidentally invented gunpowder instead.

Probably true lol.

496. The human body is made of about 99% water.

False lol.

497. Bubble gum contains rubber.

Ewww false I hope.

498 This survey to the zero power = 0.

Isn't anything to the zero power = 0?

499. Most lipstick contains fish scales.

Ewww. Probably true though LOL

500. There are 86401 seconds in day.

False I think its less then that.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Wills Upcoming Visit :D Wow Friends and Pumpkinhead!

Well so much for writing here again sooner lol. Anyway things have been going pretty good for me lately :) Will and I are going to see each other again on the 11th :D He's staying until the 14th :). I'm so excited :D 2 half days together and 2 full ones :) (Was only 1 full 1 last time). We're gonna play the Ouija board and maybe some other board games, kiss/cuddle (blush), and maybe drive around looking at Christmas decorations and going to see a movie. For the movie we're thinking of the new one coming out, Fourth Kind. Since we both like aliens/paranormal it seems a good choice :) Just worried my local theater won't be playing it in time. I remember years ago they were always a few weeks slow on getting the newest releases :( I guess if they aren't we can probably watch District 9 or Paranormal Activity. Would suggest going to Buffalo but he's already gonna be driving 4 or 5 hours to come here so don't wanna ask him to drive that much more.

Speaking of movies we watched Pumpkinhead together on day of the dead (the day after Halloween). We watched it on a movie site while chatting online heh. It was pretty good, not one of the best movies I've seen though, I wish it had ended differently too. Was my idea to watch a scary movie online together :) Thinking we might make a habit of this watching stuff online together :)

Our recruit a friend thing ended :( But his lock and my rogue both hit 60 before it did :) We're level 63 now actually. Turns out when you hit 60 you stop getting the triple xp anyway and can't be summoned anymore (I really should've read the faq on recruit a friend more lol). Odd thing with the summons thing is sometimes it worked when we were 60 and sometimes it didn't. Seemed to work mostly in inns. Since we stopped getting triple xp a few days before recruit a friend ended we decided to play other toons. He had a level 10 druid and a level 8 priest so I made a hunter and he granted my hunter levels with both toons until I was same level as his druid :) Got those toons up to level 19 in a couple hours of play time :) Hunter seems a fun class but I'd much rather play my rogue with him, or my druid when he gets up to 80 :D

And he got the burning crusade xpac so we can level to 70 together...told him he didn't need to though and that he could've just bought wrath, cause when I switched computers and reinstalled wow all I needed was wrath. But thinking now I may be wrong and that doing that might only work for accounts that already had downloaded the xpac before. Because everything online says you need wrath so it makes me wonder. Anyway he'll need to get wrath, and hopefully he will soon. Will be even more awesome when hes 80 and can play with my druid :D

Just wish he'd play more :( We don't even play together everyday but he thinks we play together alot, he says we play together an average of 3-4 hours a day, but I know thats totally off. He said he calculated it from his /played in wow. But thing is he played alot without me too so I'm not sure how he could calculate it. Anyway I know for sure we don't play that much on average, we barely play every other day, even weekend days we don't always get 3-4 in :( He thinks anything above 2 hours is good though :( I disagree. I think 2 is good for weekdays but think it should be more like 5-6 on weekend days. Guess we just have very different ideas on what is alot. We've argued quite a bit about it actually. :( Also he said before that he'd try to play more wow with me but it seems totally like he went back on his word about that because he later said he meant 2 hours a day and I replied something like thats what you said weeks before you said the playing more thing and he said something like well I didn't always do 2 hours then and will now. Another thing is he seems to stay on wow longer the times he goes on without me :(

Anyway while I'm on the subject of wow, one of my wow friends, Rich got hacked :( I was wondering why I hadn't seen him on in a couple days, he came on last night, I asked him where he'd been and told him armory wouldn't bring up his toons. He said "yea, I got hacked" He said the hacker took all his stuff and de'd it and used his emblems to buy epic gems and stuff. Took him a few days to get it all back (he got hacked on Wednesday morning and just got account back last night). Whoever hacked him also paid for server transfers for both his toons to another realm. He thought that was funny since he said whoever did it spent money on it. What I don't get though is why they didn't change the email (he said he got an email about his toons being transferred and thats how he found out, orginally when he got hacked he thought the person deleted them since he couldn't find them on armory) if they changed the billing info (which I'm assuming they did if they paid for the transfers) Really confusing, I'll have to ask him about it later. Hopefully he isn't lying about getting hacked for some reason. Anyway he got all his stuff back, plus some abyss crystals and such from when his gear was disenchanted, guess they reinstated his gear and let him keep the crystals. He thinks hes missing some gold though which sucks.

Anyway I just recently am starting to get interested in getting back into raiding on my druid. But I think after my recent try I'll just give up and try again in a few weeks or months. It was an uldaur 25 run that I joined already in progress because 1 of my wow friends asked me to come. Wish I hadn't, we wiped alot, not only that but the run had 10 guildys in in and 1 of them was lead, the douche decided all runed orbs would go to their guild bank. Most guilds do that, I don't really agree with it in any case...but when you have non guildys in the run, especially 10 of them you should fucking let everyone roll. Assholes. Anyway I force dc'd shortly after that when they wiped again. Do worry some that I made the friend who asked me to come mad by doing that but meh. Maybe I can say sorry and make up some excuse to him.

Ugh speaking of wow friends...1 of mine, the one I mentioned before that suggested maybe meeting 1 day since he moved to Ohio never ever ever helps me and it pisses me off. I've run him through stuff before but he never does the same. Its been like this for years pretty much and I'm just about fed up with it. Don't think hes a very good friend at all. He always says he doesn't have much time or is logging soon, or has had a bad day and just wants to bg to relax. Yet he'll help his fucking guild whenever they ask. A guild whos leader is a good wow friend of his and who was very rude to me before when I was in that guild :( Pisses me off so much. Have actually considering ending the friendship over him not helping would think if he was a good friend he wouldn't only not be in that guild but would help me too sometimes like I've helped him. Don't really remember even many instances of him helping me even. Remember 2 though both over a year ago. 1 he got pissed at me when I asked him to run me and some others through an instance because the others took too long to get there (he really has no patiance at all, even less then me lol). Another one was for my locks epic mount quest at 60 and he actually suggested I give him money for it :( Could almost understand that in a way because he paid money for the items himself weeks before for his own lock quest, but he had them regardless of me so it wasn't something a friend should've done. I wouldn't have suggested he pay if the situation had been revered :( Also remember the time a year or so ago where he borrowed 2000 gold from me to buy epic flight and took months to pay it back :( Anyway the day I asked him to run me through the instance he was online for hours on end in battlegrounds. Would've only taken 20-30 minutes to run me through the instance and he wouldn't make time. Some friend.

Did eventually find someone to run me through, one of my old guild leaders who I still talk to lol, she was very nice about it too and got some others to help too to speed it up. Thats about the only guild leader I've had in wow that I don't hate lol. But that guild doesn't exist anymore they merged with another one. Anyway I like my achievements and they weren't progressed very far so I quit partly over that and partly because 1 of the officers was a total ass to me.

Anyway as for achievements...I've gotten a few lately :) Less then I used to but I have alot of the non raid ones now and haven't been raiding much to get the raid ones. I got sporegger and kureni rep achievements as well as the diplomat achievement/title :)Also finally did Sunwell and got my outland raider achievement :D Been waiting months to find a group to get that, no one ever does it. Also killed all the rares in outland for bloody rare achievement lol. That one took about a week but was fun. Got alot of crappy level 60ish blues and some good ones from killing the rares, so some nice gear for my rogue and Will's lock and some shards for me to de :)

Anyway might write again sooner but don't hold your breaths lol. Might do next part of that longest personality quiz if I'm bored. Otherwise my next blog entry will probably be about Will's upcoming visit. So excited :D

Friday, October 9, 2009

In Love :D

Haven't written in longer then usual, wish I could get back into writing here more frequently but with fall tv season starting and Will and WOW and now him playing wow with me there just isn't as much time. Which is fine cause I'd rather be with him or play wow or do both :D then write here :P

Will and I have been.....well we've been all over the place lately lol. Some days we argue a ton other days we get along great. Theres alot more good things then bad things about the relationship though :) We have really good convos about the paranormal, and I like that he accepts me not working or going to school and doesn't bug me about it, also like I mentioned before he is planning to visit again in November, we'll probably play the ouija board again then and do more fun stuff (no sex though!, I'm waiting until marriage still...also love that he accepts that.

Anyway he got his drivers licence passport thingy so he can go into Canada now :D Will be much faster (cuts ride in half about) for him driving this way. Don't know if I'll be able to go to Canada with him though since I don't have 1 and the non drivers licence id I had expired years ago :( Might go next week to get it updated. Though may not even bother, I don't think he cares too much about seeing Canada, only seeing me :D We're having some trouble finding a weekend thats good for the visit though :( But I think weekend of November 14th will be what we settle with.

Have some really awesome news too... we said we loved each other for the first time :D I knows its kinda soon but I really feel like I do and like he means he means it, sometimes I worry he doesn't though :( I hope we're together forever.

We're still playing wow together :D We're now both level 40. I know should be higher by now since its been almost 2 weeks lol :( but he isn't able or willing to play every day :( Also we took a few days to work on profession gathering/farming and leveling up professions. My rogue is an enchanter/inscription and his lock is tailoring/herbalism, so together our profs fit :D.

I seem to be....not losing interest in my druid really but caring a little less about making it the absolute best on the realm. I'm still into and working on achievements but I'm not interested in getting back into raiding yet even casually. I've done the occasionally pug though when I've felt like it or when Rich or another wow friend has asked me, but it hasn't been a regular thing. Did do onyxia 10 for the first time this week. Wiped a few times but seemed simple enough to me. Other then that and a handful of uldaurs and the weekly voas haven't raided anything in a month or so. Also have been skipping champion dailys lately sometimes and even the heroic daily. I figure my gears good enough anyway and I think I have all the mounts from the tourny now, can just buy the pets off the AH when I decide I want them bad enough.

Did get my last kill in wintergrasp that I needed for the wintergrasp ranger achievement though the other day, gave me the wintergrasp master achievement finally :) That was nice. Also got barons mount after a few days of farming nonstop for it :D Looks so cool, has a skully on the side too :D And finally got my achievement for getting exalted with argent dawn lol. Also got my my marine murloc pet which I got from buying the podcast of blizz con online :D Hes so cool, not my favorite pet but close. Also got the brew of the year achievement, kinda cheated to get it, sent in gm ticket saying my membership expired (I didn't realize it was a 1 year thing and they never sent me my October brew last year) and to my surprise they gave it to me. Was really happy about that, not that I really needed the achievement, but I'm kinda ocd with stuff like that lol, and seeing it 11/12 in progress on my achievement page all year would've drove me nuts. But I think best of all my achievements lately is the "a brew-fast mount" one I got. Got it cause the kodo dropped from brewfest boss and I rolled a 97 and won it :D. Love having a kodo mount since I'm alliance. Also finally got the 25 tabard achievement, can't believe I never bothered before to simply go to the tabard vender and buy them, sometimes I wonder if I have the right to call myself an achievement whore lol.

Speaking of tabards, I finally chose our guild tabard :D A gold kitty on a blue background :) Not the one with the eyes closed, the other one. One I picked is cute yet looks tough too :) Think it took me like an hour to pick it out lol, maybe longer. Didn't realize I can change it if I want lol.

Went to the dentist a few days ago. No cavities yay :D I'm kinda shocked lol since I don't always brush after eating and never floss. Dentist noticed my lack of flossing too, I was embarrassed :( Thinking I may wanna get my bottom wisdom tooth out (the only 1 I still have left as I had the top ones removed by the crappy dentist I had before this 1 and my other bottom one has never and will never grow in according the crappy orthodontist I had. Anyway surgery sucks but sometimes that tooth...well it doesn't hurt but at times its annoying to have it there because its now so much bigger then my other teeth, Anyway they referred me to an oral surgeon for if I do decide I for sure want it removed, they said dentists aren't supposed to remove them. Explains why I still have a scar in my mouth from when my previous dentist removed my bottom ones :(

Well thats all for now... will try to write again sooner next time.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Will is awesome and playing WOW with him is awesome too :D

As some of you may know, Will posted a topic in the triumphs forum on SAS about us :D I'm so happy that he wants everyone to know we're together :D It also helps me trust him alot more too. Cause with me if someone isn't being public about me being their girlfriend my trust in them is like zero. Not to say I trust him 100%, trusting anyone 100% would be foolish. Things between us have been pretty good lately though :)

Anyway as I said in my last blog entry that I was gonna make my own guild for me and Will and I did :) I joined on all of my toons lol. But its just a guild for banking so we have the shared bank space and it makes it easier to chat in game when we're not grouped. Because just whispering can be risky at times lol since with whispers it can be kinda easy to mistell it to the wrong person if you aren't very careful. And trust me some of the stuff I say to him I would not want to accidentally send to anybody else ;) LOL. Anyway I already purchased 2 bank tabs for our guild. I used up 1 whole 1 all on my own and some of tab 2 too already. Might finally be able to delete 1 or 2 of my 3 bank toons now since we have this guild. Been adding stuff from each toon and trying to slowly get it organized. Before I would have scrolls and stuff scattered across all 3 bank toons, now I'm mostly getting stuff like that into stacks of 20 and then putting them on one toon until I decide to use.

Getting sigs for the bank guild though....ugh. Despite finding a crap load of unguilded people around it was extremely difficult. I had Will sign of course, then I tried to have him sign on another toon and it wouldn't let him :( So retarded, if we wanna make a guild with just us 2 we should so be able to, I see no good reason why it has to force us to go out and seek 8 other people to sign our charter. Would've had my 2 wow friends sign on their unguilded alts but neither was on at the time and I really really wanted to get the guild made right away lol. Anyway to get the first few sigs I offered people 5 gold to sign. Got 6 sigs that way. Unfortunately 2 of them removed their sigs before I had enough to turn in the charter. Fucking assholes. The one rogue even said in party (we grouped with him briefly) lol before he left and removed his sig. People like that should be fucking shot. God I hate people. Except Will of course :) Anyway after that I wasn't gonna pay anyone else, though did pay the last signer 1 gold :(. I just decided if people are gonna be jerks I'll have to be rude. And I pretty much just shoved the charter in every unguilded persons face that I saw until I had all the rest of the sigs I needed. Took a while because most declined to sign grr. Anyway I don't wanna say here what the guilds name is but I picked a good one. I still need to pick us out a guild tabard too :D

Another annoying thing was about half the people stayed in the guild and kept asking for help. Will got kinda carried away with helping them and it annoyed me cause he was supposed to be doing stuff with me lol, so I booted everyone else out of the guild. Felt a lil bad about it, but I paid half of them anyway and it seemed like that would've been a constant case of lowbies asking for help. Besides didn't wanna make a real guild anyway, just wanted a shared bank and such for Will and I.

In other WOW news I discovered something about the recruit a friend thing. Well ok actually Will did lol. I feel so dumb for not knowing this lol but he can grant levels to a toon of mine thats under his level. He can grant me 1 level for every 2 levels he gains. :D So without much thought I just had him level my pally up. Leveled it from 13 to 29 in a matter of minutes :D Too bad the gear didn't level with it LOL. Not entirely sure pally is a class I wanna play either, but already have a druid, lock, rogue, priest, deathknight all over level 30 and the only other class I think I'd enjoy any would be hunter. I tend not to like classes that can only dps, unless they have pets or demons :P. This is great because while I'm leveling my rogue with him my pally will also get free levels from it lol. Just wish he'd joined wow right after his trial ended so we'd have more of this and more time with the triple xp.

Also lock and rogue are level 34 and 35 now. I'm a little ahead still and probably will continue to be cause I bought some boa stuff that gives my rogue 20% xp gain. Haven't had too much time to level lately because of his darn work and school :( I'm surprised at how much I'm enjoying leveling with him, always thought leveling another toon, even with someone I knew would be boring beyond belief, but its actually very fun with him. A part of me wishes he didn't work or go to school so we could spend even more time together, but I guess then he probably wouldn't be able to afford to visit me again so guess its good that he does lol.

Got my loremaster achievement too finally. Turns out they added a new quest and that plus 1 quest I had already completed and still had to turn in were all I needed to do to finish the achivment. :D Now to figure out what achievement to work on next for my druid. Am thinking either sporegger or kureni rep achievements but not sure yet. And still haven't gotten brewmaster and my meta achievement yet but should tomorrow :D

Anyway unto non wow stuff lol. Enjoying more season premieres this week :) Desperate Housewives and Brothers and Sisters were both on last night, both awesome. Also watched the season premiere of Ghost Whisperer on Friday. Can't believe they skipped 5 years into the future. Ugh so annoying when shows do stuff like that, first Desperate Housewives last season now Ghost Whisperer, hope its not gonna be happening with other shows I like too.

Also watched a new show a couple days ago called Flash Forward. Was awesome, I think it will become the new Lost. The opening scene definitely seemed very lostish and so does the mystery in it. Can't wait for the next episode. Just too bad I have to download it off bittorrent since Survivor is on at the same time. Blah. Why are all the best shows always on Thursdays? Anyway I wonder who the guy at the end was (the guy moving while everyone else was flashing forward) I'm sure they'll wait a long long time to tell us lol.

In sad news..one of my aunts has the shingles. I thought it was some olden thing that was only around in the 1800s but guess I was wrong. Apparently she has it on the inside too and is in alot of pain, hopefully she'll be ok. I haven't seen her in years though but my grandma sees her and my uncle (my moms brother) regularly. Think I've mentioned before but my family isn't close at all. Anyway thats all for now,

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

World of Warcraft, Will, TV, etc

Since wows down and I'm bored figured I'd write an entry now. Hit 7500 achievment points in wow finally :D Will be at 7600 too very soon as I still have most of the brewfest ones left to do. I've been doing all the holiday achivments so I will be getting my violet proto drake once I finish the brewfest ones :D. Hope I have enough tickets leftover to get the pink elkk mount too. Pink Elk>Violet Proto Drake imo actually. According to what I read though you need to refund the brewfest garb after you get the dalaran achievement, otherwise it isn't possible to have enough tickets to both buy everything you need for the achievement and buy the mount. I didn't have enough tickets yet to buy the garb so I haven't tried it yet but people swear it works. Just hope after maintenance they don't put anything in the game to change it. Cause I really wants my pink elk lol. So glad I at least joined brew of the month club last year, because the quest item to join it is probably non refundable and its 200 tokens.

Another achievement I'm close to getting is the loremaster one. Only part I have left for it is kalimodor. I have only 2 quests left there to do. Know where they are too(hopefully they both count...have found that a few quests don't give credit towards the achievement :(). Have to say though the kalimodor part sure was alot more difficult and annoying to do then the others, they should really lower the requirement for it, at least for alliance, by 50-100 quests.

Am happy that most of my favorite shows are starting their new seasons this month :D Can't wait to watch them. Already watched Big Bang Theory (was hoping Penny and Leonard would start dating not become friends with benefits!), Fringe and Survivor. Fringe was awesome as always, think its getting even better. Survivor usually is just a show I watch to pass them time, but this season is surprising me by actually being pretty good. Its mainly this 1 guy whos such a jerk thats making it so entertaining. Hopefully he stays for a while but doesn't win the money.

Also things between me and Will are going ok. Something he said makes me worry he might be thinking of breaking up with me though :( Ugh. Really really hope he doesn't :( We had some other arguments too, but I don't feel I should be going into details, especially since I know he wouldn't want me to. In better news, he says he's gonna visit me again :) In Novemeber though, wish it was sooner lol, but I'm greatful he at least gave a date. I still don't feel 100% secure in this relationship though...but I feel more secure then I ever have with anyone else.

His lock and my rogue are both level 30 now. So far we've only quested together a few times, due to his work and school and my sleeping schedule not always being on par with his. Did 2 instances so far, got run through both. He doesn't like being run though because it takes away the challenge, but its nearly impossible to find a group our level for these instances :( Almost had an all level 24-34 group for stocks the other day, but tank said brb relogging and never came back, so had to go whisper random tank classes to try to find 1, took 10 or so whispers for me to get someone who would come, only not on the toon I whispered them on, they offered to run us through. Was very nice of them and I of course said yes. So they ran us through, had to run us through twice do the other members of the group being impatient and starting the instance before we were all inside. I swear most people in this game are either jerks or morons or both. Did they seriously think they could duo the instance? Sure some trash yea, but bosses and the harder pulls? Idiots.

Also I'm making my own guild. Just a bank guild though lol so me and Will have extra and shared space. Haven't decided on a name yet. Thinking of something funny though. Don't know if my druid will stay in it permanently but my rogue and other toons will for sure as I don't plan to ever raid with them.

Anyway hopefully I'll get to quest with Will tonight :) But he might want to study (he's been neglecting his school work lately lol)) or I might be sleeping :( I woke up at like 3am :( Grrr need to force myself to stay up a bit longer so I can get on par with his schedule.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

5000 question survey my answers part 4

301. List 5 things you have not experienced that you would like to experience before you die.

In no particular order

A Have sex (but only if I get married)

B Vist Lilydale, NY with Will http://www.lilydaleassembly.com/lily-dale-attractions/lakeside-assembly-hall

C Visit disneyland or disneyworld :D

D Get married

E Having people that screwed me over envy me. :D

302. Will you try to accomplish any of these things within the next year?

Within the next year no? Within the next 5, yes. Within the next year probably will only try to visit Lilydale.

303. What do you feel controlled by?

My emotions and my social anxiety and my poor sense of direction :(

304. If Jesus appeared to you and told you that the moon was made of green cheese would you believe him?

No, I'd think either 1. someone slipped some drugs into my food or 2. Some ghost/demon is fucking with me.

305. What is one thing you are sure of?

That 99% of people suck.

306. At what part of the day do you feel the most alert?

Varies. Usually after I first wake up I guess.

307. Have you ever played in a band?

Nope. Have no talent like that :(

308. Have you ever stared into the ocean thinking 'early creatures crawled outta that'?

Nope.

309. If not, what do you think of when you are staring into the ocean?

Have never even seen the ocean in person :( I guess I'd be thinking how big and pretty it is.

310. Do you like the mental challenge of chess or other games?

Not chess so much because I suck at it and kinda forgot how to play. But games like scrabble and checkers, etc yea for sure :)

311. Do you ever think of where your atoms were before they were in you?

Nope lol.

312. Do you ever think about where your atoms will go after they have been in you?

No. Maybe now I will :( Ugh.

313. If you didn't know that people couldn't fly do you think that you could?

No but would think I could levitate. Until I tried to anyway lol.

314. Are you someone that others call when they're having a problem and want to talk about it?

Seem to have been whenever I've had close friends. Even with people that are just casual IM friends I seem to be too.

315. When it comes to literature, do you see beyond the writing and into the meaning intended by the author?

Not really. But I don't read much of any literature, it bores me.

316. Is there anything you can take apart completely, and then put back together, and have no left over parts?

Probably not :(

317. What are your feelings about the death penalty?

My feelings on the death penalty are it should only be done in cases where there is 100% certainty that the suspect is guilty. I think the death penalty is a good thing then and should be used on any murderers (except those that murder in self defense or for another good reason such as a cheating or abusive spouse or taking revenge on someone for something they did that was very bad). I also think the death penalty should be used on all child molesters and certain frauders (like men that fraud old women out of their life savings).

318. If there was a god and you could ask him/her one question what would it be?

What happens to us when we die?

319. Do you believe that life will be found on other planets?

I believe it already has and that the government has been keeping it secret.

320. What is something worth suffering for?

It depends on how much suffering but generally I don't think anything is worth suffering for. I guess if you really love somebody more then yourself then they would be worth suffering for. Thats about it.

321. If you could put an extra eye on your body anywhere you wanted, where would you put it?

Back of my neck so I could see who was behind me :D Would say back of head but I'd need a permanent bald spot there, so neck instead since this way i can just move some hair out of the way. Would have to find a way to hide it to where no one could see the eye though. Maybe some custom made sunglasses for my neck lol.

322. Are you in touch with the earth and nature?

Not really.

323. Would you rather live simply or extravagantly?

Simple house and clothes but with extravagant food, and to be able to travel whereever I want :D

324. Have you ever been camping?

Nope. Can't say I have much of a desire to either.

325. Is your heart open when you meet someone new?

I'm not really single so no lol. But when I was no, not really. People need to prove themselves to me first and be what I'm looking for.

326. Are you able to have conversations with and become friends with people who are not like you and are interested in different things than you are?

Depends but if they're too different no and I don't have a desire to either.

327. Are strangers more beautiful or frightening to you?

Frightening for sure! People suck.

328. What stops you from doing everything you want to do?

Social anxiety and a lack of knowledge about the world :(

329. Can you think of three adjective that do not apply to you at all?

Trusting

Slutty

Boring

330. How do you feel about Jeremy Jaynes, who got a nine year prison sentence for spamming people with junk email (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jeremy_Jaynes)?

I never heard of him before. I think 9 years is a bit much though just for sending spam. A few months in jail and a fine should've been it for him.

331. Do you know who the current premier of China is?

No idea.

332. Are you very active?

No not at all lol. Have no desire to be either.

333. Is there a city that reminds you of the landscape of your brain?

No. Can't say there is lol.

334. Have you ever loved someone who has loved you back?

I don't think so :( Hopefully 1 day. ;)

335. Is it really being 'in love with' someone if the other person doesn't love you?

No. You only love them then. But that doesn't stop people from saying it.

336. Do you believe that there is someone perfect for everyone or that people just fall in love with who ever they are with at the time?

I think everyone has several "soulmates" that they meet in each life and in some lifes these soulmates can be lovers. I believe they're mostly but not entirely perfect for each other. Some people though never meet any of their soulmates, or their soulmates are all friends or family member's, so those people either stay single or just fall in love with whoever comes along.

337. Do you know secret things?

I think I might heh.

338. Have you ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't have?

Yea my last ex. What an ass.

339. How do you overcome your fears?

I don't, because they exist for good reason. I just avoid them.

340. What can you do better than anyone you know?

Be a good person.

341. Would you benefit from a wilder existence?

No, would hate it.

342. Does it seem to you like the range of socially acceptable behavior is getting smaller or larger?

Larger for sure. Don't feel I need to even explain this one. You'd have to be a fool to think its getting smaller.

343. Have you ever fired a gun?

Nope.

344. Are people becoming more afraid of each other?

Kinda because nowadays everyone is scared of their kids being kidnapped and stuff like that.

345. If you had to choose the percentage of freedom vs. safety what ratio would you decide on (ex: 100% free 0% safe)?

Not sure. 80% free and 20% safe maybe.

346. Does safety stifle you?

No

347. Who or what needs to be stopped?

Child molesters, frauders, liars, cheaters, abusers, etc.

348. Are human beings becoming more domesticated?

I think its kinda the opposite at times LOL.

349. Do you follow the lives of the British Royal Family?

Nope not at all. My mom kinda does though.

350. How did the death of Pope John Paul II (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pope_John_Paul_II) affect you?

It really didn't.

351. Have you ever lost something and never found it?

Some pictures that were important to me :(

352. Do you listen to any talk radio shows?

Nope. Used to listen to Art Bell Coast to Coast though. Awesome show :)

353. Who do you trust more, your friends or your parents?

Umm neither?

354. Would you ever date someone outside of your race or religion?

Am not single lol but if I was.... Religion, maybe it depends on what religion, probably not though, I'm not religious at all but wouldn't wanna date someone that would try to convert me to theirs. Race, probably not, I don't really find men of other races all that attractive.

355. Which of the 7 deadly sins in the worst (gluttony, greed, pride, lust, envy, wrath, sloth)?

Lust because its what causes most of the problems in the world (over population, cheating, etc).

356. Which one are you most guilty of?

Sloth for sure lol

357. Are you afraid to be alone with yourself?

No why would I be?

Do you try to avoid thinking?

Only about certain things.

358. Would you venture to tell someone you loved him or her if they didn't say it first?

Probably not.

359. What are you the most sensitive about?

My weight and my mouth. :(

360. What can you talk about for hours?

World of warcraft :)

361. Do you talk about yourself, other people, or ideas the most?

Probably myself I guess but not sure.

362. Do you believe that spell casting can work?

Yes, but think you really have to 1. Believe and 2. Know what you're doing.

363. Are you a fan of The Legend of Zelda games?

Nope.

364. What old movie would you go see if it were re-released in the movie theaters?

None that I can think of. Maybe the first Chuckie movie if I had someone to go with ;)

365. Is there a celebrity that you would be too starstruck to talk to if you met them?

I would be too starstruck to talk to any celebrities period.

366. Have you ever left a mean unsigned note?

Yea lol, online.

367. Do you think it's cheesy to paste things you didn't write into your diary?

Not really but depends what.

368. What are three things that you try not to think about?

1. My mom dying

2. My bf leaving me

3. How I would support myself financially on my own with only my SSI.

369. Is casual sex acceptable for you?

No and it shouldn't be to anybody.

370. What form of sexual protection do you use?

Abstinence. More people should use it.

371. What is expected of you that you feel is unnatural or not right?

To get a job (don't feel society should expect people like me and who've had a life like or worse then mine to work)

To have an education (same as above, I dropped out of school cause of bullying)

To not want revenge (wanting revenge is right and very natural)

372. Do you sometimes place your own expectations on other people?

Sometimes I guess.

373. Do you sometimes act overeager to make friends when you are around strangers?

No, never. Don't care enough to.

374. Do you take everything that is said literally?

Sometimes, depends on what.

375. Do you take most things others say seriously?

Depends on what they're saying lol. I guess so generally though, if they're being serious.

376. Do you have a quick wit?

Yup. Quick and better then most peoples too :)

377. Do you believe in the need for political correctness?

Depends

378. Do you have strong opinions and beliefs?

Yes, very, especially on certain things.

379. If yes, can you still hang out with and be friends with people who disagree with you?

Probably not. On the things I feel strongly about I don't believe someone can think differently then me on them and still be a good person.

380. Are you uptight?

Only when I have good reason to be.

381. Do you sometimes do risky things?

Nope never.

382. Could just about anyone hold your interest in a conversation for at least ten minutes?

Probably not lol. Most people suck so much at conversation that they can't even keep me interested that long.

383. Are you self-conscious?

Yes very :(

384. What would be your ideal destination for a Saturday afternoon?

Home :) Unless someone has a really fun/entertaining thing planned ;)

385. Does anyone have a video tape of you doing something embarrassing?

Not to my knowledge, I hope no one does :(

386. What is Kevin Smith’s(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kevin_Smith) best movie?

Not a fan of his and haven't seen any of those movies. I'll pick Chasing Amy though since its the only 1 that sounds good.

387. Where do you like to go on Friday or Saturday nights?

Nowhere :P I like to stay home and play WOW :)

388. Do you like your friends to act the same way all the time or do you accept their moods and changes?

I accept their moods and changes but would rather they stay the same.

389. Do you often feel like other people are judging you?

All the time pretty much :(

390. What do you think other people judge you to be like?

Probably anti-social, psychotic. lol. Screw them though, I'm only those ways around people I dislike :P

391. Are you quick to judge others?

Sometimes. Depends on who and what for.

392. When you have a fight with someone do you want to talk about it right away or calm down first and then talk?

Right away, otherwise I'll feel crappy until its resolved.

393. Some say love is a river (according to the old song). What do you say love is?

Like Pat Benetar, I'd say love is a battlefield.

394. What is the worst fault a person can have?

Worst for themselves? Probably being too trusting, because it will only lead them to get hurt.

395. Do you have it?

Nope thankfully :)

396. Which do you think has more impact on a person’s character, genetics or environment?

Environment by far.

397. Who was your first best friend?

A girl that lived across and down the street from me growing up. We met when we were 7 and remained best friends for 5 years.

398. If you are not best friends anymore, what came between you?

Middle school. She decided to ditch me because I wasn't part of the cool crowd. Hate her to this day because of it.

399. Who have you read a biography about?

Marilyn Manson. I read most of his auto biography book. Also read Mike Edwards (of Jesus Jones). Have probably read others but drawing a blank as to whose.

400. What would your own autobiography be called?

I'd call it "Revenge of the mistreated".

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Will Decided To Play WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

I have some awesome news :D Will decided to play Wow! He upgraded his trial account he had and paid for the first 2 months already :D I'm sooooo happy :D He wanted it to be a surprise for me too but the stupid wow site wasn't working right for him. Turns out if you go on the official wow site with firefox and no script on you get some really weird message/site that doesn't even look like the same website. He was all like "why isn't the wow site working"? lol. So when he asked that it kinda ruined the surprise because of course I asked why he was going on it :P

Anyway since he paid for 2 months already with a 60 day game card I already have my awesome zherva mount :D Not to mention I get a free month of play from it :) Since he paid for 2 full months and also has a month free from the purchase he will at least be on the game until sometime in December :D I think December 10th though not exactly sure. Hope he resubscribes after that :) Wonder what level he will get to by then. I'm thinking level 70 or close to it, but probably level 80 if he doesn't control himself more lol.

Anyway I have a level 23 rogue I rolled years ago and quickly lost interest in playing. So I've been playing that a lil bit with him, he's level 21 now so they aren't too far apart level wise. Kinda wish my rogue was human or something else though lol. Ugh can't believe I rolled a dwarf. Well at least she has a cute face and hairstyle lol. Kinda like me in real life...though I'm not THAT short! Anyway I'll eventually need a higher level rogue for my druid to get the insane achievement so this helps my main too. :) Probably only get it to 60 or so though. Have no desire to have an 80 rogue, they're the worst class imo. Do wanna get my lock to 80 with him though. Lock is level 71 though, wonder if he'd mind doing 60-70 by himself too much lol.

Also hopefully he'll be able to control himself from playing too much. Seems to not be doing so good so far :P But I think thats to be expected since he just came back to the game. He has sooo much homework and stuff he needs to catch up on and hasn't because of wow lol. He's so addicted :D Guess thats both good and bad though, just hope he doesn't flunk any classes because of it :(

Anyway in other wow news, I'm still guildless. Think I'll stay this way for a while, makes it easier to have time to level my rogue with WIll and work on older achievements for my druid. Though am sad to see that it seems harder to find pugs for uldaur then I thought it would be. Found 1 uldaur 10 pug in the 3 weeks I've been guildess and 1 uldaur 25 group. The 10 group I don't think I got any achievements in :( The 25 one I got a few. Including achievement for doing the bosses in 1 of the areas there lol guess everyone knew who the noob was. I was also lowest dps there...and I was averaging 4k on bosses. That was really a pro guild alt run. Forgot the name of the guild too lol :( Wonder if I should've tried to join it. Meh. Probably wouldn't have accepted me anyway and I hate rejection so didn't bother, plus I do kinda wanna be guildless for a while even if I find a guild good enough for me. Will write more later maybe about non wow stuff if I'm bored. Later.

Friday, September 11, 2009

5000 Question Survey My Answers Part 3

201. Put these creatures in order from what you would least like to be reincarnated as (1), to what you would most like to be reincarnated as (10) assuming reincarnation ended up existing AND you were given a choice.

caterpillar, house dog, wild dog, vulture, male human, female human, oak tree, rock, manta ray, dolphin

Ok I'm pretty sure I wouldn't wanna be a rock cause rocks don't really "die" and I'd be stuck as it forever lol so thats first:

rock, oak tree, caterpillar, wild dog, mantra ray, dolphin, vulture, house dog, male human, female human

202. What do you feel unworthy of?

Nothing really.

203. Would you rather be remembered for having done something for humanity or being a really nice person?

For doing something for humanity. Though not sure what.

204. Which do you value more: science or intuition?

My own Intuition.

205. Your best friend and your significant other are in the hospital at the same time with the same ailment. Who do you visit first?

My best friend would be my significant other so this is rather easy. But even if they weren't for some reason (can't imagine why that would be, your mate should always be your best friend), I would visit my significant other.

206. Does the universe revolve around human beings?

No, of course not. Theres probably millions of other intelligent life out there. I don't even believe earth revolves around human beings. Just look at all the jungles, deserts and bodies of waters out there for example, you won't find any (or many) humans there.

207. If you are no longer a virgin, do you wish you still were?

I am still a virgin and happy about that. Its tough at times but I want to make sure the person I give my virginity to is the person I will marry.

208. Who is your favorite poet of those who are alive right now?

Don't have one...I never read poetry.

209. What is your favorite song from the 90's?

Jesus Jones- International Bright Young Thing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Wa_nTuWAHE

210. If you were in alphabet soup what letter would you be?

P. Since all the cool words and names begin with P and I like the sound. Plus I can be all like I'm PP! lol. Ok maybe not. Also Z is a cool letter but I'm not that flexible so I couldn't be Z.

211. Do you believe in fairies, ghosts, aliens, angels, dwarves, elves, etc.?

Yes to ghosts, aliens, dwarfs and angels, not sure about fairies or elves though would like the think they exist somewhere.

212. What makes you want to be someone’s friend?

Being an open, honest person. Being introverted/shy and not having many friends of their own and being a nonsmoker. Having most or at least some of the same interests as me.

213. Do you troll around the Internet harassing people anonymously for fun?

No.

214. Have you ever seen the movie A Man Who Fell to Earth?

Nope, sounds interesting though, I'll have to check it out cause it sounds like a movie I'd really like. :)

215. What is your favorite line from a movie?

"Life Is like a Box of Chocolates... You Never Know What You're Gonna Get!"

Very true too. And no I don't think all chocolates are good lol.

216. What's your favorite video game?

Super Mario RPG. That game was awesome :D I like alot of the older mario games. Wish they still made them like that. Nowadays games are so much shorter and easier to beat. Maybe its just because I've gotten older but I really don't think so.

217. Have you ever taken something that wasn't yours?

Candy from a store. But I was under the influence of friends and only 10!

218. What is one phrase people say that irritates you?

Theres alot of them lol. So here's a list:

"It's better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all"

"If you don't love yourself nobody else will."

"The best revenge is living a good life."

"Revenge only hurts yourself."

"You can do anything if you put your mind to it."

"Whats the worst that can happen?"

"You don't have to be shy."

Of the above I'd say ""You can do anything if you put your mind to it." is probably the worst, not by much though as they're all pretty bad.

219. You allow strangers to read your diary, but would you let your parents read it?

No. My mom and I aren't exactly friends and I don't really want her knowing my innermost thoughts. Strangers or some friends though I don't mind reading this lol.

220. Hot steamy bubble bath or quick in and out shower?

Shower, unless someone was with me ;)

221. Are you allergic to anything?

Yes. Some makeups make my skin puff up :( And have a slight allergy to plastic, its alot better now though but it used to be so bad that whenever I held a bottle of pop or a plastic bag my hands would puff up and become stiff. But my biggest allergy is I'm allergic to penicillin. :(

222. What is your favorite Terminator movie?

Never seen any of them actually.

223. What is your favorite fast food?

I'm not a fan of fast food. Guess if I had to pick though cheese fries. Would much rather make my own though.

224. What would someone have to do to get you to never speak to him or her again?

Lie to me about something big or mislead me in some way. Thats how my relationships with people usually end. They lie and I cut them off and get my revenge.

225. Would (or have) you ever whip someone or be whipped by someone in bed?

No and no. I wanna be whipped 1 day though, put over someones knee and spanked like a bad girl :D And whipping someone sounds a little fun too :D

226. Have you ever said 'I hate everyone' and really meant it literally?

Yup, many times, though not lately.

227. Why do some people want to get more money than they could ever spend?

Because people are greedy bastards and because they like to show off. I guess also maybe to feel secure.

228. Have you ever won a carnival fish?

Yea, many many years ago.

229. Did it live more than a week?

No. It died the next night. I think 1 of my cats got their paws into the bowl. They all looked so guilty. If not that they stared him so much he got a heart attack.

230. What's the best sounding accent a person can have?

I prefer no accent actually as they're hard for me to understand. But I do think british and aussie accents are both very sexy.

231. What's the most boring thing you've ever read?

Can't remember. Probably some boring thing for history class in high school.

232. Do you prefer buttons or touch screens?

Doesn't matter to me, I guess buttons though because I worry touch screen might bug.

233. Do you think there is a lot of similarity between the Harry Potter books and the Lord of the Rings series?

Having never read the books or seen the movies I couldn't tell you.

234. Would you consider yourself to be naive?

Not really but maybe a little about certain things.

235. Which of your friends is most likely to go to jail?

William cause he's done criminal stuffs before :D

236. What is the smallest amount of money that could be in a public toilet that would make you reach in and grab it?

This depends. Is the toilet flushed or unflushed? If flushed I'd do it for as little as 10 dollars. If unflushed....ugh ummm probably 100 dollars, then I'd go wash both the money and my hands about 10 times.

237. Would you ever wear real fur?

No way. Those poor animals :(

238. Arachnophobia or Eight Legged Freaks?

Arachnophobia bugs freak me out!

239. What are your feelings about police officers?

Meh. Not a big fan of them but whatever. Sheriffs on the other hand.... ;)

240. what is your favorite line from a song?

don't waste your time asking me
'cause i feel fine
all the times i've been through this before made me
damn good at this

- Damn Good At This- Jesus Jones (its a bside)

241. Is fifty dollars a lot of money?

Depends on the age of the person. For an adult no, probably not even for a teenager. For a child though yes.

242. Do you like the band Front 242 (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Front_242)?

Not too familiar with them, think I heard some of their songs before though, don't remember them as being good or bad so they probably were just average to me.

243. Would you rather have fame, money, or self-satisfaction?

Money. Have no desire for fame and self satisfaction can be kinda bought with money.

244. What's your middle name?

Lyn

245. What is the absolute limit, the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars?

Kill a complete stranger heh. But for me who is a huge misanthropist it doesn't sound that crazy. I'm sure to most people it does though.

246. Are you good, evil or neutral?

I'm good despite my answer on the question above lol. I'm nicer then 99% of people and I never lie or mislead people.

247. Should ebonics (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ebonics) be considered a language?

Hell no.

248. What color is your bedroom?

The floors are brown (no carpet) and the walls are whitish color. I don't really care that its dull because I'm only in there when I'm sleeping.

What color would you like it to be?

Cornflower blue http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cornflower_blue like my old room. but like I said I don't care that much.

249. When are you planning to move to a new home?

Whenever I get married LOL.

250. If you added up the cost of everything in the room with you, approximately what would it come out to be?

Ugh. Let me think. I'm sure I'll be way off though. Ok after adding stuff together I came to an estimate of 6000 dollars lol.

251. Do you blow your nose in public?

If I have to LOL. Usually never need to.

252. Do you want to follow in your parent's footsteps?

Ummm no thanks.

253. What is the coolest web site you know of?

www.emailfinder.com all the better to stalk you with my dear bahahaha.

254. Which cartoon would you most like to see turned into a movie?

The Smurfs hehe

255. Of the following, which word best describes you: enthusiastic,

fair minded, generous, helpful

Fair-minded :)

256. Can you eat with chopsticks?

Never tried.

257. Could you tell real money from counterfeit?

Probably not.

258. What do you think about school uniforms?

Mostly good as long as they're the same for boys and girls. Will put a stop to anyone being teased about their clothes for sure. Then again kids would probably find something else to bully about and it takes away individuality, so Im not 100% decided on it.

259. What ancient civilization would you most like to visit?

Mayan. Would like to ask them why the calendar stops in 2012 lol.

260. What would make a great new Crayola color?

Hmm isn't every color already a crayola color. They have so many of those crayons. I guess I'll say deep sky blue since they don't have that, they have sky blue but deep sky blue is slightly brighter :)

261. If an art project is created with the intent of getting rich and famous, does that cast doubt over its significance as a work of art?

A little bit I guess.

262. If you became president, whom would you invite to sing at your inauguration?

The Killers :D

263. Who is the greatest philosopher of your country?

I can't even name 1, let alone say who is the greatest one.

264. If all the nations in the world are in debt, where did all the money go?

Secret underground projects like perhaps underground bases...

265. Is it as easy to make you happy now as it was when you were a child?

Nope, not even close.

266. Who knows more...you, or your parents?

Me mostly. My mom knows more about a few things then me though.

267. What instrument would you like to be famous for playing?

Drums. Easiest to learn and you can sit down while playing lol.

268. Children fill its lungs completely with air. Adults breathe in a more shallow way, not filling their lungs completely. Why the change?

I didn't even know this so I can't fathom why. I guess because adults have bigger lungs?

269. Would you have sex with a stranger for one million dollars?

Probably not. Definitely not now since I'm not single.

270. Are you completely in control of your body?

No hehehe ;)

Are you completely in control of your mind?

I hope so.

271. Which is more romantic: an expensive, glittering bouquet OR flowers that were hand picked as they grew beside the parkway?

How about expensive glittering bouquet that was hand picked from the flower shop :D

272. Do you know yourself well enough to understand why you feel the way you do?

Yes :)

273. Which do you do more often: let movies, songs and books put your feelings into words for you or put your feelings into words by yourself?

Put my feelings into words.

274. Do you believe celebrities when they are endorsing a product?

Usually no.

275. What kind of movies do you wish were made more often?

Movies about true paranormal things that happened.

276. Does fashion matter to you?

Hell no, I couldn't care less whats in style. I'll wear what I like regardless of if its fashionable or not.

277. Should politicians be held to the same legal standards as everyone else?

Of course.

278. What do you get in trouble for the most?

Not following "authority" figures instructions because I think they're stupid.

279. Should parents spank their kids?

I don't know but I don't think spanking would have much effect on them unless they're like 3 or 4. Better to take away their computer or tv privileges

280. What is your worst daily habit?

I like all my habits lol. I guess it would be my laziness though dunno if that can be considered as a habit.

281. If you had your choice which one TV show would you have canceled?

Well its not a tv show LOL but I'd cancel all football, at least from being shown on the major networks. Football is sooooo boring and the crap always runs over, so I'd be doing everyone a huge favor, they could still show it on the sports channels for people that like that crap lol.

282. Do you like the taste of sweet or salt?

I much prefer salty foods over sweet.

283. Are you very precise about what words you use to describe your feelings and thoughts?

I try to be I guess.

284. What do you feel the most guilty about?

Nothing I can think of.

285. Do you meditate?

Nope. Even the idea bores me. I'll admit it could be good to though, have heard of people doing self hypnosis and stuff from self meditation.

286. Can dreams be visions, or do you feel they are always random images?

I believe quite strongly that some dreams can be visions.

287. Do you try to write/say what you are feeling in a true and simple way?

Yes. It annoys me when people use big words and such for something that could be explained much simpler, makes them look like they're trying to be smart too hard, and usually failing at it too.

288. The thief _______ that everyone steals.

What verb would you fill in the blank with?

Thinks. It also explains why the theriff steals. The thief thinks that everyone steals.

289. What's the most incredible experience you ever had?

Playing the ouija board with Will hehe. Was fun, spooky and exciting. Even though part of it was upsetting for me.

290. Are you ever afraid to write/say/think how you feel?

Yes :( Not afraid much about thinking how I feel though lol.

291. Do you write/say/think it anyway or become intimidated and try to avoid it?

Depends. Usually I say or write it anyway.

292. What is one thing you can't do?

Travel alone. My sense of direction is horrible.

293. Do you like movies starring Charleton Heston (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charleton_Heston)?

Guess they're ok, haven't watched many of them though.

294. Are you gentle?

No lol.

295. When do you feel the most raw and vulnerable?

When I let someone know I really like them.

296. Are you trying to find yourself?

Always thought this was a dumb phrase. But anyway no, I know who I am lol.

297. Where are you looking?

Nowhere....

298. Are you sometimes afraid of being honest because you are afraid of hurting people's feelings?

Sometimes yea :/

299. What would make you a stronger person?

Learning how to do more things for myself, like writing checks to pay the rent and stuff.

300. What book would you like to read sometime soon?

The book I bought recently Testimony by Anita Shreve because it cost me 15 dollars lol.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

World Of Warcraft Stuff and more

Well I said I'd make another blog post about wow and why I quit my guild so here goes lol. First I'll get into 1 non wow thing which is about the ouija board and something I forgot to mention before. The night after we played I had something scary/spooky happen when I was in my bed. I've had sleep paralysis before but this seemed different because I was able to move. It felt like something was on my back holding me down. I kicked my leg off the bed and it stopped. Didn't feel like I kicked anything though. Scared the crap out of me. Luckily though nothing like that has happened since, though have had a feeling of being watched lately. It certainly hasn't scared me off of wanting to try the ouija board again.

As for my guild, as I mentioned I quit it last week. What happened was I didn't feel like attending any raids that week, I wanted a bit of a break from raiding, partially because of Wills visit that was coming up. I was online I think it was Wednesday night in game, afk though but checking every so often, was doing some stuff like clean house or make food, forgot what exactly. Anyway I had told the guild leader hours ago that I didn't feel like raiding tonight and most likely wouldn't raid any this week. He said "np". And that was it. Then hours later I'm on wow but semi afk like I said. And all of a sudden when I get back I see the girl in my guild (the rogue bitch who I think I've mentioned before in some of my posts) say over and over in guild chat to me "P you there???" she said it like 3 or 4 times. Then before I could say anything I see "P has been demoted." The guild leader demoted me all the way back to rank 1 or whatever rank its called when u first join the guild. The guild leader who just a few hours ago had told me "np" when I said I wouldn't be raiding tonight. After I saw that I was about to guild quit right then and there but I decided to wait until less people were on.

Did a run for 10 man voa with some guildies a few hours later before quitting. Had the guildy that asked me to come tell me I needed to step up my dps or be replaced. I was like WTF. I wasn't in the top 10 but I was doing 3.2k dps. They were only doing 3k. So wtf crap was that them telling me to do more when I was slightly higher then them on the damage done chart. 3.k is fine for voa too, I was just looking bad doing it since the majority of the other dps was 4.5k+.

Anyway I quit guild the next morning. They were all just a bunch of jerks who thought they were leet sauce yet they couldn't even clear 10 man uldaur anyway. Usually I feel super sad and even cry after quitting a guild, this time I felt nothing but relief. Makes me feel like I definitely made the right decision, I'll miss no one from that guild except the officer that invited me. And if hes a true friend we'll still group together at times. Though I haven't heard any from him since I quit :( Sigh. I hate people some...no just about all the time.

Its nearly a week later now and I'm still guildless. Haven't had nearly as many people try to recruit me as I thought would either. Only 4 or 5 guilds total. Guess I've been in most of the guilds on the server by now lol :( Hope when and if (big IF here) I do decide I wanna join another guild that I'm able to find a good one. Worried their aren't any though, at least not on my server, because if there was I think I would've found it by now. Guilds are just like people I guess, 99.9% of them suck. Either the people in them are noobs and either can't or won't try the harder stuff such as achievements like trying to kill patch without killing any spores, or the people are super hardcore (or rather think they are hardcore)and expect you to attend 90% of raids or some crap.

Just wish I could find a guild that both 1. Doesn't require you to attend a certain number of raids and 2. Is good enough to try for and eventually succeed at doing the achievements. Why is it so hard to find both :( Easy to find a guild that fits 1 but impossible to find a guild that fits both. And after much experience with guilds I can pretty much say with certainty that I can't be happy in a guild that doesn't fit both, at least not for long.

Anyway onto other things. Will and I are doing ok I guess. We certainly seem to argue alot though :( Am worried that eventually he will get sick of all the arguments and dump me :( Last argument was because he had said yesterday that he might not be online much today because he had real life things to do. I slept all day and didn't come on till super late and when I got on he said he had to go soon. Found out he hadn't done most of the things he said he would. It really upset me because I thought the reason he'd been procrastinating on stuff so much was because he was so into chatting with me that he didn't wanna log off. Turns out he's just a really big procrastinator. I also got rather jealous that he'd been chatting with another girl online, mostly since I thought she might've been why he stayed on, it really upset me.

At first I was worried that he might be talking to her as much or almost as much as me, that totally wouldn't be cool with me if he was. I know most people will probably disagree with me (which is why none of you fools will ever have a relationship that lasts forever) but I think that if you're in a relationship you should spend more time with the one you're in a relationship with then anyone else, in face I don't think you should even spend half the amount of time with someone else that you do with your significant other. Anyway I know now he doesn't spend that amount of time with anyone else but me, but he seemed kinda like he might be open to it so I squashed those ideas :D I can be a bitch when I need to be hehe. All my ex's and other guys I've been interested in have always had female friends that they spent as much or almost as much time with as me and it made me feel absolutely horrible so I know I'm not gonna ever let him do the same. He could always lie though :( But don't think he would...he seems more honest then them I think. Then again don't I always think each person seems more honest then the last. Sigh. At least on the bright side by his visiting I can be sure that I mean something to him. Am pretty positive I was nothing more then phone/cyber sex and someone to pass the time with to my previous online ex's.

Well, thats all for now. I'm gonna try to get part 3 of the 5000 question survey done later :D Wonder if anyone ever actually finished it lol.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Ouija Board Session

As promised, here is the ouija board session me and Will did. Most of what we got was gibberish :( The first few we got actually just went to "yes" when we asked if anyone was here then went right to bye. Maybe we scared off some of them with all our laughter and talking to each other, or we confused or annoyed them with it.

Anyway after a few of those type of sessions we asked to talk to a spirit that knows the future and I asked it what year would william die lol. It went to 2030. Then he asked "How will I die?" And it spelled out Bycycya. He thinks it meant Bay City which is where he lives and I thought it meant by a bicycle. Then he asked it "What year will Stephanie die?" and it went to 2049. Then I asked it how will I die and it gave a gibberish answer of Mawamnlay. Whatever that is. I tried to google it and closest word that seems to exist is Mawalay which looks to be a common word in some forgein language. Not sure of what language. After that it went to goodbye. Also had 1 of the gibberish ghosts go to "force" when he were laughing and saying how dumb this ghost was and asked sarcastically if it was a smart ghost.

We wrote down the sessions after that. They all pretty much start off with us asking if anyone is there and the board/spirit answering yes so I'll leave that part out. Anything in parenthesis is me thinking/commenting lol. Here's the next one:

What year is it? (I thought to ask this because I read that asking spirits what year they died in can anger/upset them).

Board: 24689240

Is that an earth year?

Board: No

Who are you?

Uoyamn

Is that your name?

Ptmp

Are you from the moon?

Otm

Are you sexually attracted to anyone in this room?

Board: No

Are you capable of being sexually attracted?

Board: Yes (wow talk about an ego bruiser!)

Do you find any humans sexually attractive?

Board: No (ok thats better lol)

How many eyes do you have?

Board: 5

How many arms do you have?

Board: 4

How many legs do you have?

Board: 0

How many mouths do you have?

Board: 1

How many ears do you have?

Board: 9

How many senses do you have?

Board: 4

What color skin do you have?

Board: Jomny

How many teeth do you have?

Board: Nz

Do you eat meat?

Board: Yes

Would you eat humans?

Board: No

Have any humans ever seen you?

Board: NY

In new york state?

Board: Yes

Do you like humans?

Board: No

Are we annoying you?

Board: Yes

Are you answering against your will?

Board: Yes

Are we causing you any harm?

Board: Yes

How are we causing you harm?

Board: Yoy amp joy

Is that english?

Board: No

Do you mean we're taking joy away from you?

Board: Yes

Do you have a choice in whether or not to talk to us?

Board: No

Would you like us to let you go?

Board: Goodbye

Next Session:

Are you human?

Board: No

Are you from the earth?

Board: Yes

Are you an animal?

Board: Yes

Were you someones pet?

Board: Yes

Me: Were you my pet?

Board: Yes

Were you a cat?

Board: Yes

What was your name?

Board: Uaw

Was that really your name?

Board: No

Was that the name I called you?

Board: Who asx

What color were you?

Board: lots

How old were you when you died?

Board: 4

Are you Furby?

Board: Shasket (more gibberish :;)

Were sending me those dreams?

Board: Yes

Are you going to be reincarnated soon?

Board: No

Why?

Board: Hoskb

Do you mean you don't want to be reincarnated?

Board: No

Me: Is it because you don't think I can have another cat now?

Board: Yes

Would you want to be reincarnated as someone elses cat?

Board: No

Me: Are you angry at me for not being able to have a cat right now?

Board: Yes (this upset me a little bit)

Are you lying?

Board: Maybe (in between yes and no so assumed maybe)

Will you ever reincarnate?

Board: Yes

Me: Will you reincarnate as my pet?

Board: No

Me: Will I know you?

Board: Yes

Will you be a relative of mine?

Board: Pid

Do you mean kid?

Board: Yes. Hels

One of Stephanies kids?

Board: Yes

How many years until you're born?

Board: 6

Do you have any brothers or sisters?

Board: No

Me: Is your father in the room? (lol poor Will)

Board: (it quickly and very forcefully went off the board)

Me: Have I had had any communication with your father?

Board: Yes

Me: Does your fathers name start with a W? (lol poor will, I really made him blush with these questions)

Board: Yes

Are you playing games with us?

Board: Yes

Don't you know that its mean to play with peoples emotions?

Board: Yes

Do you like to play with peoples emotions?

Board: Yes

Are you a demon?

Board: Yes

Was this a demon the whole time?

Board: No

Where is Furby?

Board: Gawn

Do you mean she left the room?

Board: Yes

Because she was mad?

Board: No

Did you force her to leave?

Board: Yes

Do you plan to leave after?

Board: No Yat

Do you want to harm us?

Board: Yat

Why harm us?

Board: No

Are you feeding off of our reactions?

Board: Ntw

What is your name?

Board: Ntnc

Is that your real name?

Board: No

I command you to leave.

Board: No

Do you want to harm Will?

Board: No

Harm Stephanie?

Board: Yes

What is it like in hell?

Board: Fxo

We then moved it to goodbye.

Next session:

May we please talk to a spirit that knows the future?

Board: Yes

What year will Stephanie's Mom die?

Board: 2691 (lol right, so I rephrased it)

How many years until my mom dies?

Board: 39

How many years until Will's dad dies?

Board: 48

How many years until Will's mom dies?

Board: 18

Me: Will I ever be homeless?

Board: No

Will Will ever be homeless?

Board: No

What month will Stephanie die?

Board: 1

What day will Stephanie die?

Board: 7

What year will Stephanie die?

Board: 2928

Do you mean 2028 or 2029?

Board: Yes Moy

What month will William die?

Board: 10

What day will William die?

Board: 30

What year will William die?

Board: 2020 (I'll admit I tried to push the second 2 there to 3, I wanted it to say the same year as it had before for him...however I wasn't trying to move it anywhere before)

How long will William and I be together?

Board: (It went off the board so I rephrased)

How many years will William and I know each other?

Board: 3 (Hope its way more then that :()

After this we closed board because he had to go soon.