Well so much for writing here again sooner lol. Anyway things have been going pretty good for me lately :) Will and I are going to see each other again on the 11th :D He's staying until the 14th :). I'm so excited :D 2 half days together and 2 full ones :) (Was only 1 full 1 last time). We're gonna play the Ouija board and maybe some other board games, kiss/cuddle (blush), and maybe drive around looking at Christmas decorations and going to see a movie. For the movie we're thinking of the new one coming out, Fourth Kind. Since we both like aliens/paranormal it seems a good choice :) Just worried my local theater won't be playing it in time. I remember years ago they were always a few weeks slow on getting the newest releases :( I guess if they aren't we can probably watch District 9 or Paranormal Activity. Would suggest going to Buffalo but he's already gonna be driving 4 or 5 hours to come here so don't wanna ask him to drive that much more.
Speaking of movies we watched Pumpkinhead together on day of the dead (the day after Halloween). We watched it on a movie site while chatting online heh. It was pretty good, not one of the best movies I've seen though, I wish it had ended differently too. Was my idea to watch a scary movie online together :) Thinking we might make a habit of this watching stuff online together :)
Our recruit a friend thing ended :( But his lock and my rogue both hit 60 before it did :) We're level 63 now actually. Turns out when you hit 60 you stop getting the triple xp anyway and can't be summoned anymore (I really should've read the faq on recruit a friend more lol). Odd thing with the summons thing is sometimes it worked when we were 60 and sometimes it didn't. Seemed to work mostly in inns. Since we stopped getting triple xp a few days before recruit a friend ended we decided to play other toons. He had a level 10 druid and a level 8 priest so I made a hunter and he granted my hunter levels with both toons until I was same level as his druid :) Got those toons up to level 19 in a couple hours of play time :) Hunter seems a fun class but I'd much rather play my rogue with him, or my druid when he gets up to 80 :D
And he got the burning crusade xpac so we can level to 70 together...told him he didn't need to though and that he could've just bought wrath, cause when I switched computers and reinstalled wow all I needed was wrath. But thinking now I may be wrong and that doing that might only work for accounts that already had downloaded the xpac before. Because everything online says you need wrath so it makes me wonder. Anyway he'll need to get wrath, and hopefully he will soon. Will be even more awesome when hes 80 and can play with my druid :D
Just wish he'd play more :( We don't even play together everyday but he thinks we play together alot, he says we play together an average of 3-4 hours a day, but I know thats totally off. He said he calculated it from his /played in wow. But thing is he played alot without me too so I'm not sure how he could calculate it. Anyway I know for sure we don't play that much on average, we barely play every other day, even weekend days we don't always get 3-4 in :( He thinks anything above 2 hours is good though :( I disagree. I think 2 is good for weekdays but think it should be more like 5-6 on weekend days. Guess we just have very different ideas on what is alot. We've argued quite a bit about it actually. :( Also he said before that he'd try to play more wow with me but it seems totally like he went back on his word about that because he later said he meant 2 hours a day and I replied something like thats what you said weeks before you said the playing more thing and he said something like well I didn't always do 2 hours then and will now. Another thing is he seems to stay on wow longer the times he goes on without me :(
Anyway while I'm on the subject of wow, one of my wow friends, Rich got hacked :( I was wondering why I hadn't seen him on in a couple days, he came on last night, I asked him where he'd been and told him armory wouldn't bring up his toons. He said "yea, I got hacked" He said the hacker took all his stuff and de'd it and used his emblems to buy epic gems and stuff. Took him a few days to get it all back (he got hacked on Wednesday morning and just got account back last night). Whoever hacked him also paid for server transfers for both his toons to another realm. He thought that was funny since he said whoever did it spent money on it. What I don't get though is why they didn't change the email (he said he got an email about his toons being transferred and thats how he found out, orginally when he got hacked he thought the person deleted them since he couldn't find them on armory) if they changed the billing info (which I'm assuming they did if they paid for the transfers) Really confusing, I'll have to ask him about it later. Hopefully he isn't lying about getting hacked for some reason. Anyway he got all his stuff back, plus some abyss crystals and such from when his gear was disenchanted, guess they reinstated his gear and let him keep the crystals. He thinks hes missing some gold though which sucks.
Anyway I just recently am starting to get interested in getting back into raiding on my druid. But I think after my recent try I'll just give up and try again in a few weeks or months. It was an uldaur 25 run that I joined already in progress because 1 of my wow friends asked me to come. Wish I hadn't, we wiped alot, not only that but the run had 10 guildys in in and 1 of them was lead, the douche decided all runed orbs would go to their guild bank. Most guilds do that, I don't really agree with it in any case...but when you have non guildys in the run, especially 10 of them you should fucking let everyone roll. Assholes. Anyway I force dc'd shortly after that when they wiped again. Do worry some that I made the friend who asked me to come mad by doing that but meh. Maybe I can say sorry and make up some excuse to him.
Ugh speaking of wow friends...1 of mine, the one I mentioned before that suggested maybe meeting 1 day since he moved to Ohio never ever ever helps me and it pisses me off. I've run him through stuff before but he never does the same. Its been like this for years pretty much and I'm just about fed up with it. Don't think hes a very good friend at all. He always says he doesn't have much time or is logging soon, or has had a bad day and just wants to bg to relax. Yet he'll help his fucking guild whenever they ask. A guild whos leader is a good wow friend of his and who was very rude to me before when I was in that guild :( Pisses me off so much. Have actually considering ending the friendship over him not helping would think if he was a good friend he wouldn't only not be in that guild but would help me too sometimes like I've helped him. Don't really remember even many instances of him helping me even. Remember 2 though both over a year ago. 1 he got pissed at me when I asked him to run me and some others through an instance because the others took too long to get there (he really has no patiance at all, even less then me lol). Another one was for my locks epic mount quest at 60 and he actually suggested I give him money for it :( Could almost understand that in a way because he paid money for the items himself weeks before for his own lock quest, but he had them regardless of me so it wasn't something a friend should've done. I wouldn't have suggested he pay if the situation had been revered :( Also remember the time a year or so ago where he borrowed 2000 gold from me to buy epic flight and took months to pay it back :( Anyway the day I asked him to run me through the instance he was online for hours on end in battlegrounds. Would've only taken 20-30 minutes to run me through the instance and he wouldn't make time. Some friend.
Did eventually find someone to run me through, one of my old guild leaders who I still talk to lol, she was very nice about it too and got some others to help too to speed it up. Thats about the only guild leader I've had in wow that I don't hate lol. But that guild doesn't exist anymore they merged with another one. Anyway I like my achievements and they weren't progressed very far so I quit partly over that and partly because 1 of the officers was a total ass to me.
Anyway as for achievements...I've gotten a few lately :) Less then I used to but I have alot of the non raid ones now and haven't been raiding much to get the raid ones. I got sporegger and kureni rep achievements as well as the diplomat achievement/title :)Also finally did Sunwell and got my outland raider achievement :D Been waiting months to find a group to get that, no one ever does it. Also killed all the rares in outland for bloody rare achievement lol. That one took about a week but was fun. Got alot of crappy level 60ish blues and some good ones from killing the rares, so some nice gear for my rogue and Will's lock and some shards for me to de :)
Anyway might write again sooner but don't hold your breaths lol. Might do next part of that longest personality quiz if I'm bored. Otherwise my next blog entry will probably be about Will's upcoming visit. So excited :D
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
World Of Warcraft Stuff and more
Well I said I'd make another blog post about wow and why I quit my guild so here goes lol. First I'll get into 1 non wow thing which is about the ouija board and something I forgot to mention before. The night after we played I had something scary/spooky happen when I was in my bed. I've had sleep paralysis before but this seemed different because I was able to move. It felt like something was on my back holding me down. I kicked my leg off the bed and it stopped. Didn't feel like I kicked anything though. Scared the crap out of me. Luckily though nothing like that has happened since, though have had a feeling of being watched lately. It certainly hasn't scared me off of wanting to try the ouija board again.
As for my guild, as I mentioned I quit it last week. What happened was I didn't feel like attending any raids that week, I wanted a bit of a break from raiding, partially because of Wills visit that was coming up. I was online I think it was Wednesday night in game, afk though but checking every so often, was doing some stuff like clean house or make food, forgot what exactly. Anyway I had told the guild leader hours ago that I didn't feel like raiding tonight and most likely wouldn't raid any this week. He said "np". And that was it. Then hours later I'm on wow but semi afk like I said. And all of a sudden when I get back I see the girl in my guild (the rogue bitch who I think I've mentioned before in some of my posts) say over and over in guild chat to me "P you there???" she said it like 3 or 4 times. Then before I could say anything I see "P has been demoted." The guild leader demoted me all the way back to rank 1 or whatever rank its called when u first join the guild. The guild leader who just a few hours ago had told me "np" when I said I wouldn't be raiding tonight. After I saw that I was about to guild quit right then and there but I decided to wait until less people were on.
Did a run for 10 man voa with some guildies a few hours later before quitting. Had the guildy that asked me to come tell me I needed to step up my dps or be replaced. I was like WTF. I wasn't in the top 10 but I was doing 3.2k dps. They were only doing 3k. So wtf crap was that them telling me to do more when I was slightly higher then them on the damage done chart. 3.k is fine for voa too, I was just looking bad doing it since the majority of the other dps was 4.5k+.
Anyway I quit guild the next morning. They were all just a bunch of jerks who thought they were leet sauce yet they couldn't even clear 10 man uldaur anyway. Usually I feel super sad and even cry after quitting a guild, this time I felt nothing but relief. Makes me feel like I definitely made the right decision, I'll miss no one from that guild except the officer that invited me. And if hes a true friend we'll still group together at times. Though I haven't heard any from him since I quit :( Sigh. I hate people some...no just about all the time.
Its nearly a week later now and I'm still guildless. Haven't had nearly as many people try to recruit me as I thought would either. Only 4 or 5 guilds total. Guess I've been in most of the guilds on the server by now lol :( Hope when and if (big IF here) I do decide I wanna join another guild that I'm able to find a good one. Worried their aren't any though, at least not on my server, because if there was I think I would've found it by now. Guilds are just like people I guess, 99.9% of them suck. Either the people in them are noobs and either can't or won't try the harder stuff such as achievements like trying to kill patch without killing any spores, or the people are super hardcore (or rather think they are hardcore)and expect you to attend 90% of raids or some crap.
Just wish I could find a guild that both 1. Doesn't require you to attend a certain number of raids and 2. Is good enough to try for and eventually succeed at doing the achievements. Why is it so hard to find both :( Easy to find a guild that fits 1 but impossible to find a guild that fits both. And after much experience with guilds I can pretty much say with certainty that I can't be happy in a guild that doesn't fit both, at least not for long.
Anyway onto other things. Will and I are doing ok I guess. We certainly seem to argue alot though :( Am worried that eventually he will get sick of all the arguments and dump me :( Last argument was because he had said yesterday that he might not be online much today because he had real life things to do. I slept all day and didn't come on till super late and when I got on he said he had to go soon. Found out he hadn't done most of the things he said he would. It really upset me because I thought the reason he'd been procrastinating on stuff so much was because he was so into chatting with me that he didn't wanna log off. Turns out he's just a really big procrastinator. I also got rather jealous that he'd been chatting with another girl online, mostly since I thought she might've been why he stayed on, it really upset me.
At first I was worried that he might be talking to her as much or almost as much as me, that totally wouldn't be cool with me if he was. I know most people will probably disagree with me (which is why none of you fools will ever have a relationship that lasts forever) but I think that if you're in a relationship you should spend more time with the one you're in a relationship with then anyone else, in face I don't think you should even spend half the amount of time with someone else that you do with your significant other. Anyway I know now he doesn't spend that amount of time with anyone else but me, but he seemed kinda like he might be open to it so I squashed those ideas :D I can be a bitch when I need to be hehe. All my ex's and other guys I've been interested in have always had female friends that they spent as much or almost as much time with as me and it made me feel absolutely horrible so I know I'm not gonna ever let him do the same. He could always lie though :( But don't think he would...he seems more honest then them I think. Then again don't I always think each person seems more honest then the last. Sigh. At least on the bright side by his visiting I can be sure that I mean something to him. Am pretty positive I was nothing more then phone/cyber sex and someone to pass the time with to my previous online ex's.
Well, thats all for now. I'm gonna try to get part 3 of the 5000 question survey done later :D Wonder if anyone ever actually finished it lol.
As for my guild, as I mentioned I quit it last week. What happened was I didn't feel like attending any raids that week, I wanted a bit of a break from raiding, partially because of Wills visit that was coming up. I was online I think it was Wednesday night in game, afk though but checking every so often, was doing some stuff like clean house or make food, forgot what exactly. Anyway I had told the guild leader hours ago that I didn't feel like raiding tonight and most likely wouldn't raid any this week. He said "np". And that was it. Then hours later I'm on wow but semi afk like I said. And all of a sudden when I get back I see the girl in my guild (the rogue bitch who I think I've mentioned before in some of my posts) say over and over in guild chat to me "P you there???" she said it like 3 or 4 times. Then before I could say anything I see "P has been demoted." The guild leader demoted me all the way back to rank 1 or whatever rank its called when u first join the guild. The guild leader who just a few hours ago had told me "np" when I said I wouldn't be raiding tonight. After I saw that I was about to guild quit right then and there but I decided to wait until less people were on.
Did a run for 10 man voa with some guildies a few hours later before quitting. Had the guildy that asked me to come tell me I needed to step up my dps or be replaced. I was like WTF. I wasn't in the top 10 but I was doing 3.2k dps. They were only doing 3k. So wtf crap was that them telling me to do more when I was slightly higher then them on the damage done chart. 3.k is fine for voa too, I was just looking bad doing it since the majority of the other dps was 4.5k+.
Anyway I quit guild the next morning. They were all just a bunch of jerks who thought they were leet sauce yet they couldn't even clear 10 man uldaur anyway. Usually I feel super sad and even cry after quitting a guild, this time I felt nothing but relief. Makes me feel like I definitely made the right decision, I'll miss no one from that guild except the officer that invited me. And if hes a true friend we'll still group together at times. Though I haven't heard any from him since I quit :( Sigh. I hate people some...no just about all the time.
Its nearly a week later now and I'm still guildless. Haven't had nearly as many people try to recruit me as I thought would either. Only 4 or 5 guilds total. Guess I've been in most of the guilds on the server by now lol :( Hope when and if (big IF here) I do decide I wanna join another guild that I'm able to find a good one. Worried their aren't any though, at least not on my server, because if there was I think I would've found it by now. Guilds are just like people I guess, 99.9% of them suck. Either the people in them are noobs and either can't or won't try the harder stuff such as achievements like trying to kill patch without killing any spores, or the people are super hardcore (or rather think they are hardcore)and expect you to attend 90% of raids or some crap.
Just wish I could find a guild that both 1. Doesn't require you to attend a certain number of raids and 2. Is good enough to try for and eventually succeed at doing the achievements. Why is it so hard to find both :( Easy to find a guild that fits 1 but impossible to find a guild that fits both. And after much experience with guilds I can pretty much say with certainty that I can't be happy in a guild that doesn't fit both, at least not for long.
Anyway onto other things. Will and I are doing ok I guess. We certainly seem to argue alot though :( Am worried that eventually he will get sick of all the arguments and dump me :( Last argument was because he had said yesterday that he might not be online much today because he had real life things to do. I slept all day and didn't come on till super late and when I got on he said he had to go soon. Found out he hadn't done most of the things he said he would. It really upset me because I thought the reason he'd been procrastinating on stuff so much was because he was so into chatting with me that he didn't wanna log off. Turns out he's just a really big procrastinator. I also got rather jealous that he'd been chatting with another girl online, mostly since I thought she might've been why he stayed on, it really upset me.
At first I was worried that he might be talking to her as much or almost as much as me, that totally wouldn't be cool with me if he was. I know most people will probably disagree with me (which is why none of you fools will ever have a relationship that lasts forever) but I think that if you're in a relationship you should spend more time with the one you're in a relationship with then anyone else, in face I don't think you should even spend half the amount of time with someone else that you do with your significant other. Anyway I know now he doesn't spend that amount of time with anyone else but me, but he seemed kinda like he might be open to it so I squashed those ideas :D I can be a bitch when I need to be hehe. All my ex's and other guys I've been interested in have always had female friends that they spent as much or almost as much time with as me and it made me feel absolutely horrible so I know I'm not gonna ever let him do the same. He could always lie though :( But don't think he would...he seems more honest then them I think. Then again don't I always think each person seems more honest then the last. Sigh. At least on the bright side by his visiting I can be sure that I mean something to him. Am pretty positive I was nothing more then phone/cyber sex and someone to pass the time with to my previous online ex's.
Well, thats all for now. I'm gonna try to get part 3 of the 5000 question survey done later :D Wonder if anyone ever actually finished it lol.
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Thursday, August 27, 2009
Yay Red Proto Drake :D
I got my last achievement, less-rabi done a few days ago and now I'm the proud owner of a red proto drake :D I named him Pyro. Well you can't really name mounts or vanity pets in WOW but I refer to him as Pyro lol. Fitting I believe since he's red, plus it keeps with the P thing I have going lol (pretty much all my wow char names begin with a P). Actually got the achievement in a pug, well not a pug but someones guild run that was short 1 dps, so I was the only pug I guess. Took us a few tries but we got it. Think for dps we had me, a rogue and a mage, and had shaman heals, forgot what class we had for tank, either dk or warrior.
Anyway after doing all those achievements I kinda have felt like taking a break from running instances for a while. So I haven't done many raids lately. Have just been trying to stick with running heroic toc and the heroic daily every day, but usually get talked into running more. People don't seem to understand either. Yesterday Rich and I were chatting in wow, mostly about movies, anyway he asked what I was up to I just said clearing out my mail/inventory, bout to do uldaur soon. Then when it was canceled I was kinda happy because I didn't really feel like running it and I told him I was kinda happy because I didn't feel like running something. Then like 20-30 mins later he asks me if I wanna run something, I didn't reply cause well...I'd already said I didn't really feel like running something, then 10 mins later he whispers me again and asks why I'm ignoring him. I said sorry just like I said I don't really feel like running something atm and was happy when uldaur got canceled :P Then he says something like "uldaur is not something" and tries to convince me more to run something. I said nah gotta clean out my inventory here. Then he logs off wow without a word like 10-15 mins later. :/ He didn't say hi when he first logged on today either and I didn't see him login, but I checked when I logged in and he wasn't on. So I whispered him and was like hey when did you sneak on? Then he was like a little while ago sorry I didn't say hi got invited to an instance right away. I'm probably overreacting but it seems or seemed like he was mad at me.
In other wow news. My guild master is hilarious. Unfortunately I don't think he means to be. English isn't his first language (spanish is) and he gets alot of sayings mixed up, plus says alot of just funny to me sayings. Like the other day in guild chat he said something like "if the baby don't got no tits the mama can't get no milk" not sure what he was saying that for but think he was talking about the guild bank and how it had like no money so we couldn't use it for repairs. Anyway he called a guild meeting a few days ago and it was funny as heck. He was the only one talking through 95% of it too. Anyway he was mostly expressing his annoyance/disappointment towards the guild and several members that were saying bad things about non guildys in runs and apparently whispering them telling them they sucked and stuff. One thing he said that I found hilarious was "if you done this and the shoe fits please take it and put it on". Were some other funny sayings from him too during the guild meeting including him comparing the guild to a boat "a guild is like a boat if you have too many people some are gonna fall off". He didn't seem to be joking with any of the things he said either, he sounded 100% serious, which made it all the funnier. Another funny part was when he said if anyone had any questions now would be the time to ask and the silence that followed until someone piped up and asked a question about the in game calendar. LOL I wish I'd recorded the whole thing, did record like 2 small bits though for giggles.
Anyway on to a non wow subject. Me and Willy! Heh Willy, wonder if I should call him that :D Anyways things seem to be ok with him. Still not sure I can trust him though but don't expect to meet anyone I can. Another thing that bugs me is he doesn't think he can commit 100% till he's engaged. :( Well, think after several months and meetings he will change. Hope so anyway. I understand not wanting to now cause we haven't even met yet or anything, but after say 3 or 4 meetings and several months or a year that better change...if not guess we won't work out. Ugh this was supposed to be a better topic. Really though there is more bad then good here, just like their is with my wow friends. I just tend to write and focus more on the bad.
Anyway we're gonna meet in winter. I hope he's not like the other ones were and just saying he will come visit me. Though with my SA this bad, a part of me feels I could wait forever lol. :/ I think he really will come visit me though, he seems different then the others in that regard. He wanted to maybe meet on labor day but we (mostly me I think) decided it would be better to wait). Hope he's ok with that. He seemed to be, but people never seem to say when they're upset about things like that. Anyway we discussed things to do and I couldn't think of much other then walking around the falls, playing with a ouija board or going to the casino. He doesn't wanna go to the casino :( I've never really been to one and I think it'd be fun. But he's not a gambler, besides don't want him to spend even more money. As for the ouija board, I'd have to go to his hotel room to do that which might feel a little weird. But my mom won't let 1 in here she said over her dead body, she considers those things evil and says they only get demons. Apparently she thinks that no one ever sticks around as a ghost, or if they do they can't communicate via ouija boards yet demons can. Its funny, since she herself has said she has seen ghosts before. Anyway I also suggested we walk around the falls some, seems like thats all I can think of to do on our visit for now. Hmm just had another thought...hot sex. Kidding! Not until I'm married. Maybe board games? Hmm, don't wanna bore him to death though. Don't even know if he likes board games.
Anyway after doing all those achievements I kinda have felt like taking a break from running instances for a while. So I haven't done many raids lately. Have just been trying to stick with running heroic toc and the heroic daily every day, but usually get talked into running more. People don't seem to understand either. Yesterday Rich and I were chatting in wow, mostly about movies, anyway he asked what I was up to I just said clearing out my mail/inventory, bout to do uldaur soon. Then when it was canceled I was kinda happy because I didn't really feel like running it and I told him I was kinda happy because I didn't feel like running something. Then like 20-30 mins later he asks me if I wanna run something, I didn't reply cause well...I'd already said I didn't really feel like running something, then 10 mins later he whispers me again and asks why I'm ignoring him. I said sorry just like I said I don't really feel like running something atm and was happy when uldaur got canceled :P Then he says something like "uldaur is not something" and tries to convince me more to run something. I said nah gotta clean out my inventory here. Then he logs off wow without a word like 10-15 mins later. :/ He didn't say hi when he first logged on today either and I didn't see him login, but I checked when I logged in and he wasn't on. So I whispered him and was like hey when did you sneak on? Then he was like a little while ago sorry I didn't say hi got invited to an instance right away. I'm probably overreacting but it seems or seemed like he was mad at me.
In other wow news. My guild master is hilarious. Unfortunately I don't think he means to be. English isn't his first language (spanish is) and he gets alot of sayings mixed up, plus says alot of just funny to me sayings. Like the other day in guild chat he said something like "if the baby don't got no tits the mama can't get no milk" not sure what he was saying that for but think he was talking about the guild bank and how it had like no money so we couldn't use it for repairs. Anyway he called a guild meeting a few days ago and it was funny as heck. He was the only one talking through 95% of it too. Anyway he was mostly expressing his annoyance/disappointment towards the guild and several members that were saying bad things about non guildys in runs and apparently whispering them telling them they sucked and stuff. One thing he said that I found hilarious was "if you done this and the shoe fits please take it and put it on". Were some other funny sayings from him too during the guild meeting including him comparing the guild to a boat "a guild is like a boat if you have too many people some are gonna fall off". He didn't seem to be joking with any of the things he said either, he sounded 100% serious, which made it all the funnier. Another funny part was when he said if anyone had any questions now would be the time to ask and the silence that followed until someone piped up and asked a question about the in game calendar. LOL I wish I'd recorded the whole thing, did record like 2 small bits though for giggles.
Anyway on to a non wow subject. Me and Willy! Heh Willy, wonder if I should call him that :D Anyways things seem to be ok with him. Still not sure I can trust him though but don't expect to meet anyone I can. Another thing that bugs me is he doesn't think he can commit 100% till he's engaged. :( Well, think after several months and meetings he will change. Hope so anyway. I understand not wanting to now cause we haven't even met yet or anything, but after say 3 or 4 meetings and several months or a year that better change...if not guess we won't work out. Ugh this was supposed to be a better topic. Really though there is more bad then good here, just like their is with my wow friends. I just tend to write and focus more on the bad.
Anyway we're gonna meet in winter. I hope he's not like the other ones were and just saying he will come visit me. Though with my SA this bad, a part of me feels I could wait forever lol. :/ I think he really will come visit me though, he seems different then the others in that regard. He wanted to maybe meet on labor day but we (mostly me I think) decided it would be better to wait). Hope he's ok with that. He seemed to be, but people never seem to say when they're upset about things like that. Anyway we discussed things to do and I couldn't think of much other then walking around the falls, playing with a ouija board or going to the casino. He doesn't wanna go to the casino :( I've never really been to one and I think it'd be fun. But he's not a gambler, besides don't want him to spend even more money. As for the ouija board, I'd have to go to his hotel room to do that which might feel a little weird. But my mom won't let 1 in here she said over her dead body, she considers those things evil and says they only get demons. Apparently she thinks that no one ever sticks around as a ghost, or if they do they can't communicate via ouija boards yet demons can. Its funny, since she herself has said she has seen ghosts before. Anyway I also suggested we walk around the falls some, seems like thats all I can think of to do on our visit for now. Hmm just had another thought...hot sex. Kidding! Not until I'm married. Maybe board games? Hmm, don't wanna bore him to death though. Don't even know if he likes board games.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Yay achievments! Not yay that most wow players are morons
Woot I hit 7000 achievement points in wow :D I'm so proud of myself. And now I'm in the top 50 for highest achievers in my realm. :D Also I'm really close to getting the glory of the hero meta achievement now :D http://www.wowhead.com/?achievement=2136 Never ever though I would have a chance in hell of getting that, but now I think I might. I'm so glad I quit my last guild. Not to say I love the one I'm in now, but for 5 mans they're awesome, always easy to find people that wanna run heroics for achievements. My last guild was full of scrubs who cared about gear more then achivments, this one cares more for the achievements like me. I've done a ton of achievements this week hehe, not just 5 man ones either, got a ton of ones in 10 man uldaur earlier too, and finally got the one for getting all my old burning crusade reps exalted lol. I think I've gotten over 200 achievement points this week :D
We had to wait till super last at night though to do some occulus achievements the other night. We tried earlier but for over an hour we couldn't get in the instance. I'm so sick of that "additional instances cannot be launched" bullcrap. We had it again last night too and gave up and went to do other things for a while. They should have fixed it by now. Its existed for months, though hasn't made instances this unplayable until patch, probably because now everyone is running badges for the new gear. Would think a multi million dollar company would have more then enough money to have fixed it already so I dunno wtf they're thinking. My friend who plays says he thinks its because they wanna do it without causing much down time. I'm like well this problem is so annoying that I wouldn't mind wow being down for a day or 2 if it would only fix it already. Of course I'd want and expect that those days be credited to my account, and so would most people probably. So maybe thats why those cheapos running wow won't upgrade. Pisses me off though, especially since I'm paying for this game.
Anyway as I said we did occulus the other night, we had already decided we would do achievements there but not which ones. I already had amber void and I didn't wanna do make it count yet (timed one is supposed to be the hardest achievement in game)so I suggested using 5 amber drakes to get both the ruby and emerald void achievements at the same time. Took us many hours, and the stupid server restarted on us too on 1 attempt, but we finally got it :D So now I only have 4 achievements left for my meta :D Only think 2 of them will really give me trouble, the remaining occulus one of course and the less rabi one. I'm actually worried I won't get the meta just because of those 2. We attempted both last night and failed on both. I do think with more practise we can get the occulus one though probably. The less-rabi one though...I don't know how the hell we didn't get it. We interrupted all his transforms and none of us saw him change into a mammoth. I guess he must've done it right as he died. That or it's bugged or something. :(
I finally started having some luck with caster loot dropping in the new heroic too. Got the leather pants and boots both a couple days ago :D Also got the caster ring the day after that. I was careful to make sure I didn't get into any groups with anyone else who would need them. Actually had another shaman who said they would roll on the LEATHER boots. Friggen shamans, they can wear mail, need to learn to keep their idiot hands off of leather and cloth. You don't see me rolling on cloth over priests, mages and warlocks. Well, except the other day when I rolled and won and gave it to the mage so the shammy couldn't have :D Anyway I dropped that group. And 1 person seemed upset after I left so I whispered to them "sorry but not looking to lose my leather boots to a mail wearer" then they got all pissy and said I was being greedy. WTF? Geez some people. I don't know why I bother being nice to people, especially strangers, they're always rude back to me. He also said "beggers can't be chosers". Whatever the fuck that means, because I have no trouble at all finding groups. After I left that one I found another 1 in less then 5 mins. I tried to whisper him back to tell him off but he had put me on ignore. I would've done the same if I hadn't long ago run out of room on my ignore list. Already ran into 3 rude people this week alone on wow. They need to make the ignore list and friendship lists both be infinite.
Speaking of annoying people in wow. This girl in my guild, (I think I mentioned her before) has to be one of the most annoying people I've ever come across online. She's so damn loud and she acts like shes 13 years old, talks like it too, but she's not. 2 people quit the guild last night because of her, she was getting all pissy with them over something. I don't exactly know what happened because I have her muted on vent. Anyway the 2 people that quit the guild were 2 of the only 3 people I like in this guild. I almost quit myself, but I wanna progress some and no other guild I've come across has been any good either, so I'll stay in this 1 just for the progression. Anyway she needs to grow the fuck up. She won't even let the guild invite any other rogues or feral druids into it because she doesn't want to compete for gear. Could you imagine if everyone was like that? The guild would have like 10 people. My offspec is feral though, and eventually I'll wanna roll on feral gear too, I can't imagine the fit she'll throw then. We actually didn't have enough for our 25 man TOC so we had to get some pugs. They wanted to invite a rogue, but she threatened to leave if they did. They fucking listened to her too and didn't take any rogues. I can't believe she's an officer. She's engaged to one of the other officers so that might be why. Anyway she needs to grow the fuck up and they shouldn't indulge her.
Anyway as for non wow stuff. Someone I talk to had a dream about me the other night. Yay! Not yay that I didn't look or act like myself in it though! Hmph! Well, at least he dreamt about me, very few people online have, heck even very few people offline have. Or maybe they just don't tell me lol. I'd tell someone if I dreamt about them though! Anyway my dream last night was about a cute little kitten playing :D I was laughing in the dream too, 1 of the happiest dreams I ever had I think. Maybe I was the kitten? The odd thing with 90% of my dreams is I seem to not be in them lol, I seem to just be observing like a tv show. So even I don't dream of me!
Speaking of tv shows, I heard one of the contestants on Big Brother, Chima got kicked off the show for inappropriate behavior, apparently she threw her mic into the hottub and refused to put it back on and cussed out the producers. I'm glad shes gone, she was such a bitch. Not that I like Russel any better, he's a total bully/jerk. I'm hoping Jeff, Jordan or Michelle wins. Can't wait to watch Tuesdays episode and see more of Chima going psyco. I found it hilarious how her, Lydia, and Natalie were actually sitting at the table crying their eyes out about Jesse leaving. Like Kevin said they were acting like the he died or something, geez.
Anyway thats all for now, I'll try to update sooner next time :)
We had to wait till super last at night though to do some occulus achievements the other night. We tried earlier but for over an hour we couldn't get in the instance. I'm so sick of that "additional instances cannot be launched" bullcrap. We had it again last night too and gave up and went to do other things for a while. They should have fixed it by now. Its existed for months, though hasn't made instances this unplayable until patch, probably because now everyone is running badges for the new gear. Would think a multi million dollar company would have more then enough money to have fixed it already so I dunno wtf they're thinking. My friend who plays says he thinks its because they wanna do it without causing much down time. I'm like well this problem is so annoying that I wouldn't mind wow being down for a day or 2 if it would only fix it already. Of course I'd want and expect that those days be credited to my account, and so would most people probably. So maybe thats why those cheapos running wow won't upgrade. Pisses me off though, especially since I'm paying for this game.
Anyway as I said we did occulus the other night, we had already decided we would do achievements there but not which ones. I already had amber void and I didn't wanna do make it count yet (timed one is supposed to be the hardest achievement in game)so I suggested using 5 amber drakes to get both the ruby and emerald void achievements at the same time. Took us many hours, and the stupid server restarted on us too on 1 attempt, but we finally got it :D So now I only have 4 achievements left for my meta :D Only think 2 of them will really give me trouble, the remaining occulus one of course and the less rabi one. I'm actually worried I won't get the meta just because of those 2. We attempted both last night and failed on both. I do think with more practise we can get the occulus one though probably. The less-rabi one though...I don't know how the hell we didn't get it. We interrupted all his transforms and none of us saw him change into a mammoth. I guess he must've done it right as he died. That or it's bugged or something. :(
I finally started having some luck with caster loot dropping in the new heroic too. Got the leather pants and boots both a couple days ago :D Also got the caster ring the day after that. I was careful to make sure I didn't get into any groups with anyone else who would need them. Actually had another shaman who said they would roll on the LEATHER boots. Friggen shamans, they can wear mail, need to learn to keep their idiot hands off of leather and cloth. You don't see me rolling on cloth over priests, mages and warlocks. Well, except the other day when I rolled and won and gave it to the mage so the shammy couldn't have :D Anyway I dropped that group. And 1 person seemed upset after I left so I whispered to them "sorry but not looking to lose my leather boots to a mail wearer" then they got all pissy and said I was being greedy. WTF? Geez some people. I don't know why I bother being nice to people, especially strangers, they're always rude back to me. He also said "beggers can't be chosers". Whatever the fuck that means, because I have no trouble at all finding groups. After I left that one I found another 1 in less then 5 mins. I tried to whisper him back to tell him off but he had put me on ignore. I would've done the same if I hadn't long ago run out of room on my ignore list. Already ran into 3 rude people this week alone on wow. They need to make the ignore list and friendship lists both be infinite.
Speaking of annoying people in wow. This girl in my guild, (I think I mentioned her before) has to be one of the most annoying people I've ever come across online. She's so damn loud and she acts like shes 13 years old, talks like it too, but she's not. 2 people quit the guild last night because of her, she was getting all pissy with them over something. I don't exactly know what happened because I have her muted on vent. Anyway the 2 people that quit the guild were 2 of the only 3 people I like in this guild. I almost quit myself, but I wanna progress some and no other guild I've come across has been any good either, so I'll stay in this 1 just for the progression. Anyway she needs to grow the fuck up. She won't even let the guild invite any other rogues or feral druids into it because she doesn't want to compete for gear. Could you imagine if everyone was like that? The guild would have like 10 people. My offspec is feral though, and eventually I'll wanna roll on feral gear too, I can't imagine the fit she'll throw then. We actually didn't have enough for our 25 man TOC so we had to get some pugs. They wanted to invite a rogue, but she threatened to leave if they did. They fucking listened to her too and didn't take any rogues. I can't believe she's an officer. She's engaged to one of the other officers so that might be why. Anyway she needs to grow the fuck up and they shouldn't indulge her.
Anyway as for non wow stuff. Someone I talk to had a dream about me the other night. Yay! Not yay that I didn't look or act like myself in it though! Hmph! Well, at least he dreamt about me, very few people online have, heck even very few people offline have. Or maybe they just don't tell me lol. I'd tell someone if I dreamt about them though! Anyway my dream last night was about a cute little kitten playing :D I was laughing in the dream too, 1 of the happiest dreams I ever had I think. Maybe I was the kitten? The odd thing with 90% of my dreams is I seem to not be in them lol, I seem to just be observing like a tv show. So even I don't dream of me!
Speaking of tv shows, I heard one of the contestants on Big Brother, Chima got kicked off the show for inappropriate behavior, apparently she threw her mic into the hottub and refused to put it back on and cussed out the producers. I'm glad shes gone, she was such a bitch. Not that I like Russel any better, he's a total bully/jerk. I'm hoping Jeff, Jordan or Michelle wins. Can't wait to watch Tuesdays episode and see more of Chima going psyco. I found it hilarious how her, Lydia, and Natalie were actually sitting at the table crying their eyes out about Jesse leaving. Like Kevin said they were acting like the he died or something, geez.
Anyway thats all for now, I'll try to update sooner next time :)
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Sunday, July 26, 2009
Wow Stuff and Online Friends
I joined another guild already. This ones new, just formed like 2 weeks ago. Not sure how much I'll like it, but giving it a try. One thing I already dislike is their "No pugging" rule. I think they might be a bit too uncasual for me. They have less then 30 members too, and I'm the only druid so far. But on the bright side I've grouped with alot of the members before and they seem pretty alright. The person who invited me in says they're focused on achievements too so thats a plus. They raid late at nights too like 12 am server. Which is usually good for me, and a plus because this way I can watch my tv shows when they're on rather then having to download them.
Also I've made some new online friends in the past few weeks. Only 1 seems to be a decent conversationalist though and I think the others are ignoring me. I only got a few replies to my "looking for misanthropic people to talk to" thread. 1 was that guy I mentioned before that wanted to PM and got all upset that I wanted to talk on MSN. The other was a guy who I talked to 2 or 3 times and never heard from again. I'll give it more time before I start to think he's ignoring me for sure because it hasn't been that long yet. The other though...I used to be friends with him on AIM years ago and he was a bit of a jerk to me back then and always used to try to change my mind and convince me people weren't that bad. So the first time or 2 he contacted me recently I just ignored it. Then he sent me another 1 a few days ago asking why I was ignoring him. So I replied and said something like "Didn't we used to talk years ago and not really get along? Also Tbh I'm really only looking for misanthropic people to talk to." Then he replied back saying something like "I know how I was back then but I've changed and am more like you now I think" And said he'd really like to talk to me. I wasn't sure if I believed him or not but I agreed to talk to him and sent him my msn. That was a few days ago now, and he's not added me yet still. Makes me wonder what he wanted it for, hope he's not signing me up for spam or crap.
Speaking of friends...my one online friend who I've known since late 2005 recently moved from CA to Ohio to move back in with his parents because he'd been unemployed for a time and ran out of money to live alone in LA. :( Anyway he's pretty much the only online friend I talk to regularly and have kept for more then a year or two. But he mentioned us meeting one day once he gets a car. I was like cool but isn't Ohio like 8 hours away from me...come to find out its only 3 hours away. While I kinda would like to meet him someday theres a few problems. The one being that he doesn't know half of how bad my SA is, the other being my crappy sense of directions, he'll expect me to show him around or something...and I leave the house so little that I really won't know my way around, plus even if I did leave the house I wouldn't know because I have like no sense of direction. It will probably be at least a year or 2 before he can even afford a car (he doesn't have a job yet even) but still, just thinking about it causes my SA to act up.
Also I've made some new online friends in the past few weeks. Only 1 seems to be a decent conversationalist though and I think the others are ignoring me. I only got a few replies to my "looking for misanthropic people to talk to" thread. 1 was that guy I mentioned before that wanted to PM and got all upset that I wanted to talk on MSN. The other was a guy who I talked to 2 or 3 times and never heard from again. I'll give it more time before I start to think he's ignoring me for sure because it hasn't been that long yet. The other though...I used to be friends with him on AIM years ago and he was a bit of a jerk to me back then and always used to try to change my mind and convince me people weren't that bad. So the first time or 2 he contacted me recently I just ignored it. Then he sent me another 1 a few days ago asking why I was ignoring him. So I replied and said something like "Didn't we used to talk years ago and not really get along? Also Tbh I'm really only looking for misanthropic people to talk to." Then he replied back saying something like "I know how I was back then but I've changed and am more like you now I think" And said he'd really like to talk to me. I wasn't sure if I believed him or not but I agreed to talk to him and sent him my msn. That was a few days ago now, and he's not added me yet still. Makes me wonder what he wanted it for, hope he's not signing me up for spam or crap.
Speaking of friends...my one online friend who I've known since late 2005 recently moved from CA to Ohio to move back in with his parents because he'd been unemployed for a time and ran out of money to live alone in LA. :( Anyway he's pretty much the only online friend I talk to regularly and have kept for more then a year or two. But he mentioned us meeting one day once he gets a car. I was like cool but isn't Ohio like 8 hours away from me...come to find out its only 3 hours away. While I kinda would like to meet him someday theres a few problems. The one being that he doesn't know half of how bad my SA is, the other being my crappy sense of directions, he'll expect me to show him around or something...and I leave the house so little that I really won't know my way around, plus even if I did leave the house I wouldn't know because I have like no sense of direction. It will probably be at least a year or 2 before he can even afford a car (he doesn't have a job yet even) but still, just thinking about it causes my SA to act up.
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Quit My Guild
I quit my guild 2 days ago. Reason I quit was because one of the raid leaders, I'll call him O for obnoxious was being a total jerk to me.
Basically we got into this huge argument of which he started supposedly just because I brought up privately to him during the run that someone elses dps was too low for the run. I'll call the player whose dps was too low B for baddie. I only brought it up because in the beginning of the run he was gonna have me and a few other dps roll for a spot against this player.
Also he had this 1 player, whose dps is on par with mine as balance be exempt from rolling. My gear score was actually higher then this person that was being exempt from rolling. So I mentioned in raid "how come A isn't having to roll...my gear score is higher then his" Because it wasn't fair. So then after a bunch of quiet and waiting a while he said "A do you mind rolling?" A didn't wanna roll but he had all the dps roll anyway. A, B and me rolled highest and so got to stay. the 2 other dps were O and another raid leader that were also of course both exempt from rolling, even though we only needed 1 raid leader especially since it was a 10 man.
I noticed during the run B's dps was rather low, lower then the tanks even. This player B, I have grouped with him in raids before and his dps is always this bad. He doesn't play his spec well and he also still has 3 or 4 blues, which you should have betetr then if you wanna do uldaur. I mentioned it to the raid leader during the raid because I figured he must not know or have realized this otherwise he would've had this person sit out rather then roll for a spot with us. But he did know and he got mad and said something like "Don't bring that crap up to me". Then I was like "....." And he said "I watch recount too." So I'm thinking to myself, if thats true then why wasn't this person made to sit out. Since you claim to chose who gets to go by their gear and dps. But I didn't say anything then.
After the run O whispered me and was like "Are you busy, can I talk to you for a minute?" I was trying to get a run going for some heroics so I said "sure I'm just trying to find a group for some heroics" Then he's like "well can you wait I'd like to talk to you". I agreed, which I wish I hadn't. Because it turned into over an hour of arguing with him and resulted in me quitting the guild.
I don't know why the hell he had such an over reaction to me saying everyone should roll or to me pointing out to him B's low dps. But he flew off the handle. He basically told me that my dps wasn't that good either (which I'll admit it wasn't that great but it wasn't below the others by more then 1%...B's was below the others by more then 5% and below the tanks as well.) I said to him well I kept up on dps with the others I wasn't that far behind, nothing like B's and plus I still have some 10 man nax gear". Then he goes well if you still have 10 man gear you shouldn't be in uldaur...I'm like well if I can keep up with the other people who are in 25 man gear why not shouldn't I, skill should count for something. Then I'm like well my dps and gear score are both higher then B's, I was just saying if you're gonna go by gear scores like you had said you were doing then why was he allowed to roll with us and also why was at first A exempt from having to roll when A's score and dps are both unpar with mine and in fact A's gear score is lower then mine. O also said "I shouldn't have changed it and had A roll that was my mistake" I was like "wtf" And told him if A doesn't have to roll I find that unfair.
Basically he argued with me for over an hour and he was more stubborn then a mule and I couldn't get him to see how unfair he was being and that he was blowing everything way out of proportion. I can't even remember everything he said to me...he was a huge jerk though.
He also kept insisting my gearscore was lower then it was. I kept saying thats not right I must be in pvp gear or something. So he fucking invited me to a group and made me come to where he was and inspected each piece I had on and insisted it was right. Then like 10 minutes later he goes "oh my bad I didn't realize you had a lance on in the wow-heros profile so I'll add 213 to your score". I said I told you it was higher. He said well you said you were in pvp gear. I'm like no I said maybe I was, I just knew it wasn't right. Geez maybe he could've at least reloaded the damn page when I said it was wrong because I was on the more current one of it which was my correct score, I know because I reloaded it myself. Fucking moron.
He also accused me of being selfish when I said well since my feral dps is so higher I could go as feral and still roll main on balance. (I was trying to work out a compromise with this SOB). Then he said I was being selfish for wanting to gear up 2 dps specs. And that I was already geared very well as feral and it was selfish to gear up another dps spec. I was so pissed off when he said that that I couldn't think of that great of a response. Now yes my feral dps is alot more then my balance dps but my feral dps is also alot more then anyone else in the guilds dps. Usually its over 2% more then the next highest person! As feral I'm num 1 in nearly every fight. When I'm not num 1 its because I either died or was busy with non dps stuff like add duty or trying to find someone that died and rez them or backup healing. So basically as feral I was fucking carrying all of them. So he should talk.
He also said that I would be taking away from other people who needed the gear. Now yes I am geared as feral but 95% of my feral gear I got from non guild runs. 90% or more of the rest of the guild doesn't even try to gear up outside of guild runs. If we don't do a guild nax 25 for the week they just don't go, and 99% of them never do voa. So it's not like I took gear from the other players as feral and then decided to roll for balance stuff. And even with my balance gear I have geared up 95% or wait more like 99% for that on non guild runs. I still have like 4 10 man things for balance (rings and trinkets)but I've filled out every other thing from pug runs. So for him to act like I'm being selfish is laughable. Also he has an alt that he runs with and is gearing that up on guild runs at times. So what about the gear he is taking away from the people who would need it for their mains huh? What a hypocrite!
Then he started going off topic talking crap about me and saying I had a poor attitude and needed to let things go. I'm like wtf...you're the one that started this exchange, I had no intention of saying a thing after the run. He said crap about how I annoy people by always asking if we can do achievements. I said "I only ask once and I don't push it when people say no". He said "Well if a raid leader thinks we can do it he'll bring it up and you acted upset when we said no to the 4 horsemen achievement" I said "umm no I didn't I just said "aww :(" I was disappointed not upset" And I told him he and whoever else had a problem with me suggesting we try for achievements needed to lighten the fuck up. (I left the fuck part out lol). And he told me I needed to drop it then! I'm like wtf dude you're the one that brought it up it don't upset me if we don't try them. I also told him that if I didn't suggest it we wouldn't have learned how to do flame levi the easy way. He had the nerve to suggest that he didn't try it because of my suggestion but because he learned that from the other guild he was running with a few weeks ago! I was like well funny then that you learned it long before we started uldaur yet you never tried it until the day I suggested it. If he knew it was the easier way before I suggested it then he would've tried it before then. Fucking liar just trying to save face.
He also mentioned about how I don't wanna go on runs unless we try the achivments. Which is true for 5 mans. But so the fuck what, theres plenty of other people who need emblems from 5 mans that are willing to go...I don't need emblems. And I've been trying forever to get guild runs for heroic achievement runs, yet nobody ever is willing to help me with them. Yet I'm expected to help them with their heroic runs when they won't even attempt the achievements for me?? I've been trying for months now to find people to help me get these achievements done. I wanted the damn mount but no one cared. The mount will probably be removed soon too, the raiding achievement one was removed already. Then he said "well you do it for 10 mans too" Anyway I told him if I was needed I'd have gone on those runs but if theres alot of people wanting to go and we're not trying for achievements then I sit out. It makes fucking sense that someone else that needs gear should go instead of me if they're not doing the achievements.
Anyway the only person he mentioned specifically other then himself as being upset was another raid leader. Who I know was immature enough once to open a fake portal over the wintergrasp one which tricked a few people, me included into taking it and ending up in fucking dustmallow marsh.
And speaking of sitting out, I actually sat out on last weeks run. So that others wouldn't have to...think I mentioned that before. Actually it might've been 2 weeks ago since last week I don't think we did uldaur 10. But anyway I sat out on last guild uldaur 10 run. So would think that it would mean that this week I got to go. But noooooooo I still had to roll for a spot. O asked if anyone was willing to sit out too and nobody said a thing. Selfish SOBs, I would've offered to myself if I hadn't sat out last run. And I never even got a thank you from the person that got to go because of me sitting out last week either. Such rude, selfish people. Like every fucking other person out there.
Eventually I realized it was pointless arguing with him. I tried to close the conversation but then he's like "you can't go as balance on my runs anymore." Which he'd also said a few other times in the conversation. I kept saying I'm fine with going as balance and rolling with the people who are similar to my dps/gear as balance for a spot, so long as you're fair and people like A who have lower gear scores and similar dps to me aren't exempt from rolling". But he didn't care he told me I was going as balance and that was that. I couldn't change his mind or make him see how wrong or unfair he was being and the whole exchange was giving me a huge headache. So I just explained what happened in guild. Basically I said "ok O is telling me I can't go on runs anymore as balance so I don't think this is the right guild for me anymore, good luck all." Then I guild quit before anyone really said anything except saw O say "thats correct" before I quit.
Got a bunch of tells after I quit. People seemed sad. I explained it to them the best I could. Got another one today too. The GM and none of the officers sent me any though...guess they most likely agree with O. :(
I'm worried now that he twisted the story to make me look bad. He was definatly the one in the wrong...but people like him, they're good at convincing others they're in the right.
Basically we got into this huge argument of which he started supposedly just because I brought up privately to him during the run that someone elses dps was too low for the run. I'll call the player whose dps was too low B for baddie. I only brought it up because in the beginning of the run he was gonna have me and a few other dps roll for a spot against this player.
Also he had this 1 player, whose dps is on par with mine as balance be exempt from rolling. My gear score was actually higher then this person that was being exempt from rolling. So I mentioned in raid "how come A isn't having to roll...my gear score is higher then his" Because it wasn't fair. So then after a bunch of quiet and waiting a while he said "A do you mind rolling?" A didn't wanna roll but he had all the dps roll anyway. A, B and me rolled highest and so got to stay. the 2 other dps were O and another raid leader that were also of course both exempt from rolling, even though we only needed 1 raid leader especially since it was a 10 man.
I noticed during the run B's dps was rather low, lower then the tanks even. This player B, I have grouped with him in raids before and his dps is always this bad. He doesn't play his spec well and he also still has 3 or 4 blues, which you should have betetr then if you wanna do uldaur. I mentioned it to the raid leader during the raid because I figured he must not know or have realized this otherwise he would've had this person sit out rather then roll for a spot with us. But he did know and he got mad and said something like "Don't bring that crap up to me". Then I was like "....." And he said "I watch recount too." So I'm thinking to myself, if thats true then why wasn't this person made to sit out. Since you claim to chose who gets to go by their gear and dps. But I didn't say anything then.
After the run O whispered me and was like "Are you busy, can I talk to you for a minute?" I was trying to get a run going for some heroics so I said "sure I'm just trying to find a group for some heroics" Then he's like "well can you wait I'd like to talk to you". I agreed, which I wish I hadn't. Because it turned into over an hour of arguing with him and resulted in me quitting the guild.
I don't know why the hell he had such an over reaction to me saying everyone should roll or to me pointing out to him B's low dps. But he flew off the handle. He basically told me that my dps wasn't that good either (which I'll admit it wasn't that great but it wasn't below the others by more then 1%...B's was below the others by more then 5% and below the tanks as well.) I said to him well I kept up on dps with the others I wasn't that far behind, nothing like B's and plus I still have some 10 man nax gear". Then he goes well if you still have 10 man gear you shouldn't be in uldaur...I'm like well if I can keep up with the other people who are in 25 man gear why not shouldn't I, skill should count for something. Then I'm like well my dps and gear score are both higher then B's, I was just saying if you're gonna go by gear scores like you had said you were doing then why was he allowed to roll with us and also why was at first A exempt from having to roll when A's score and dps are both unpar with mine and in fact A's gear score is lower then mine. O also said "I shouldn't have changed it and had A roll that was my mistake" I was like "wtf" And told him if A doesn't have to roll I find that unfair.
Basically he argued with me for over an hour and he was more stubborn then a mule and I couldn't get him to see how unfair he was being and that he was blowing everything way out of proportion. I can't even remember everything he said to me...he was a huge jerk though.
He also kept insisting my gearscore was lower then it was. I kept saying thats not right I must be in pvp gear or something. So he fucking invited me to a group and made me come to where he was and inspected each piece I had on and insisted it was right. Then like 10 minutes later he goes "oh my bad I didn't realize you had a lance on in the wow-heros profile so I'll add 213 to your score". I said I told you it was higher. He said well you said you were in pvp gear. I'm like no I said maybe I was, I just knew it wasn't right. Geez maybe he could've at least reloaded the damn page when I said it was wrong because I was on the more current one of it which was my correct score, I know because I reloaded it myself. Fucking moron.
He also accused me of being selfish when I said well since my feral dps is so higher I could go as feral and still roll main on balance. (I was trying to work out a compromise with this SOB). Then he said I was being selfish for wanting to gear up 2 dps specs. And that I was already geared very well as feral and it was selfish to gear up another dps spec. I was so pissed off when he said that that I couldn't think of that great of a response. Now yes my feral dps is alot more then my balance dps but my feral dps is also alot more then anyone else in the guilds dps. Usually its over 2% more then the next highest person! As feral I'm num 1 in nearly every fight. When I'm not num 1 its because I either died or was busy with non dps stuff like add duty or trying to find someone that died and rez them or backup healing. So basically as feral I was fucking carrying all of them. So he should talk.
He also said that I would be taking away from other people who needed the gear. Now yes I am geared as feral but 95% of my feral gear I got from non guild runs. 90% or more of the rest of the guild doesn't even try to gear up outside of guild runs. If we don't do a guild nax 25 for the week they just don't go, and 99% of them never do voa. So it's not like I took gear from the other players as feral and then decided to roll for balance stuff. And even with my balance gear I have geared up 95% or wait more like 99% for that on non guild runs. I still have like 4 10 man things for balance (rings and trinkets)but I've filled out every other thing from pug runs. So for him to act like I'm being selfish is laughable. Also he has an alt that he runs with and is gearing that up on guild runs at times. So what about the gear he is taking away from the people who would need it for their mains huh? What a hypocrite!
Then he started going off topic talking crap about me and saying I had a poor attitude and needed to let things go. I'm like wtf...you're the one that started this exchange, I had no intention of saying a thing after the run. He said crap about how I annoy people by always asking if we can do achievements. I said "I only ask once and I don't push it when people say no". He said "Well if a raid leader thinks we can do it he'll bring it up and you acted upset when we said no to the 4 horsemen achievement" I said "umm no I didn't I just said "aww :(" I was disappointed not upset" And I told him he and whoever else had a problem with me suggesting we try for achievements needed to lighten the fuck up. (I left the fuck part out lol). And he told me I needed to drop it then! I'm like wtf dude you're the one that brought it up it don't upset me if we don't try them. I also told him that if I didn't suggest it we wouldn't have learned how to do flame levi the easy way. He had the nerve to suggest that he didn't try it because of my suggestion but because he learned that from the other guild he was running with a few weeks ago! I was like well funny then that you learned it long before we started uldaur yet you never tried it until the day I suggested it. If he knew it was the easier way before I suggested it then he would've tried it before then. Fucking liar just trying to save face.
He also mentioned about how I don't wanna go on runs unless we try the achivments. Which is true for 5 mans. But so the fuck what, theres plenty of other people who need emblems from 5 mans that are willing to go...I don't need emblems. And I've been trying forever to get guild runs for heroic achievement runs, yet nobody ever is willing to help me with them. Yet I'm expected to help them with their heroic runs when they won't even attempt the achievements for me?? I've been trying for months now to find people to help me get these achievements done. I wanted the damn mount but no one cared. The mount will probably be removed soon too, the raiding achievement one was removed already. Then he said "well you do it for 10 mans too" Anyway I told him if I was needed I'd have gone on those runs but if theres alot of people wanting to go and we're not trying for achievements then I sit out. It makes fucking sense that someone else that needs gear should go instead of me if they're not doing the achievements.
Anyway the only person he mentioned specifically other then himself as being upset was another raid leader. Who I know was immature enough once to open a fake portal over the wintergrasp one which tricked a few people, me included into taking it and ending up in fucking dustmallow marsh.
And speaking of sitting out, I actually sat out on last weeks run. So that others wouldn't have to...think I mentioned that before. Actually it might've been 2 weeks ago since last week I don't think we did uldaur 10. But anyway I sat out on last guild uldaur 10 run. So would think that it would mean that this week I got to go. But noooooooo I still had to roll for a spot. O asked if anyone was willing to sit out too and nobody said a thing. Selfish SOBs, I would've offered to myself if I hadn't sat out last run. And I never even got a thank you from the person that got to go because of me sitting out last week either. Such rude, selfish people. Like every fucking other person out there.
Eventually I realized it was pointless arguing with him. I tried to close the conversation but then he's like "you can't go as balance on my runs anymore." Which he'd also said a few other times in the conversation. I kept saying I'm fine with going as balance and rolling with the people who are similar to my dps/gear as balance for a spot, so long as you're fair and people like A who have lower gear scores and similar dps to me aren't exempt from rolling". But he didn't care he told me I was going as balance and that was that. I couldn't change his mind or make him see how wrong or unfair he was being and the whole exchange was giving me a huge headache. So I just explained what happened in guild. Basically I said "ok O is telling me I can't go on runs anymore as balance so I don't think this is the right guild for me anymore, good luck all." Then I guild quit before anyone really said anything except saw O say "thats correct" before I quit.
Got a bunch of tells after I quit. People seemed sad. I explained it to them the best I could. Got another one today too. The GM and none of the officers sent me any though...guess they most likely agree with O. :(
I'm worried now that he twisted the story to make me look bad. He was definatly the one in the wrong...but people like him, they're good at convincing others they're in the right.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Too nice...and regreted it as always :(
I think I'm too nice sometimes. Or I worry too much about making people angry at me. Or maybe a little of both. Yesterday in wow I sat out on the uldaur 10 run. I didn't need any feral gear off the first few bosses (which are all we can down) so I was going to main roll on balance gear (the leader said I could) but we had like 15 people who wanted to go. The leader said my spot was safe because I do really high dps and he was gonna have the 3 lowest dps in the run /roll for which of them got to go. I felt bad and like since my feral gear is already mostly best in slot stuff or near that that I should sit out...so I said to him "i'll roll with them to be fair" and I didn't roll one of the 2 highest so I left raid.
In some ways I feel like I did the right thing but.....its not something I'll ever do again. I didn't even get a damn thank you from the person who got to go in my place. It pisses me off. Ungrateful fucker. And I also missed an achievement :( I didn't know they were gonna do hard mode. And you know what else I'm thinking now? Why should I be so nice to give up MY spot for someone like that and someone that doesn't work very hard to upgrade their gear outside of guild runs. I mean sure I do have awesome gear, I easily do 4k+ dps on fights in there which is over 500 more dps then the next highest...BUT I also got 95% of this gear outside of guild runs. I've worked hard on gearing up and shouldn't be sitting out because of it or feeling like I should sit out. And if I wanna collect balance gear I shouldn't feel bad about it. But I do. /sigh
Anyway on the bright side I organized and led an 8 man os run for the less is more achievement. And the other day I got the heroic safety dance achievement (we cheated and used an exploit lol). Maybe I can remember it for next time I do that boss. Can impress the raid with my awesome skills. Or kill everyone when I fail to remember where exactly the safe spot is lol.
In some ways I feel like I did the right thing but.....its not something I'll ever do again. I didn't even get a damn thank you from the person who got to go in my place. It pisses me off. Ungrateful fucker. And I also missed an achievement :( I didn't know they were gonna do hard mode. And you know what else I'm thinking now? Why should I be so nice to give up MY spot for someone like that and someone that doesn't work very hard to upgrade their gear outside of guild runs. I mean sure I do have awesome gear, I easily do 4k+ dps on fights in there which is over 500 more dps then the next highest...BUT I also got 95% of this gear outside of guild runs. I've worked hard on gearing up and shouldn't be sitting out because of it or feeling like I should sit out. And if I wanna collect balance gear I shouldn't feel bad about it. But I do. /sigh
Anyway on the bright side I organized and led an 8 man os run for the less is more achievement. And the other day I got the heroic safety dance achievement (we cheated and used an exploit lol). Maybe I can remember it for next time I do that boss. Can impress the raid with my awesome skills. Or kill everyone when I fail to remember where exactly the safe spot is lol.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
People Suck But As Long As I Have WOW I'm Happy
We did do all bosses in nax 25 that week :) Only we couldn't get kel down on Saturday so at my suggestion the raid leader made a raid for the next day and we got him then. 2 of the pally helms dropped. And our guild leader/raid leader who was supposed to be master looting the run forgot to put master loot on. So he told everyone who could use it to just need on it. The same person (a pally)won both helms. So they had people reroll for the 1 and told him to send a gm ticket in explaining what happened and asking them to give 1 of the helms to that person. I don't think a gm would correct something like that but hopefully they did. I still don't know if the gm did or not though hope they did.
We were gonna do first few bosses in uldaur 25 this week, but we didn't have enough people on. Have alot of people away this week. So we did black temple instead for the achievement, was nice to finally do that place was my first time ever in there.
I'm able to talk on ts much easier now. I even had an hour long conversation with someone from the guild 1-1 yesterday. Luckily they were pretty talkative cause a few times I didn't know what to say. We talked about wow of course, thats the 1 and only subject I seem to be able to have a conversation about. But I still haven't talked to anyone outside of guild on it. Not that I group outside of guild much anymore anyway, for some reason that other guild I was running with hasn't contacted me to run anything, except nax 10 last week which they kinda talked me into going on but then they got guildys on and said it would be best if I left if I wanted a full clear that week cause they didn't know if or when they would finish it. And they contacted me to run voa 10 man but I think that was just because I was in the lfg queue for it. Haven't contacted me to run uldar or OS or Nax or anything like they used to. Maybe they just assume I'll be running with guild from now on. Or maybe they think I suck now. Whatever. Its ok though I wasn't expecting things to last with them anyway, in and out of wow all my relationships tend to either fade away or burn out. I just hope that doesn't happen with my guild for a long time.
Actually I pugged nax 25 since guild isn't running it this week. I said like 1 word on the vent through the whole thing lol, other then that I been typing. The pug went better then most of my guild runs too heh. We even almost got the acrophobia achivment but missed timer by like 15 seconds. And best of all I finally got my tier 7.5 helm :D woot! :D
I got the world explorer title the other day, and also got 30 factions to exalted. Now to work on getting the loremaster title, can't believe I have the seeker title (title for completing 3000 quests) yet I haven't done enough old world quests for the loremaster title yet. I'm such an achievement junkie. Some people are alt aholics or raiders, or pvpers, before the achievement system I probably drifted between all of the above but now I'm definatly most focaused on getting the achievements done. I guess maybe because getting the achievements makes me feel like I'm accomplishing something? There are still over 50 people higher in achievement score on the realm though. But my goal is to eventually be number 1 on the realm, it probably won't happen though because theres alot of arena and raiding achievements I'll probably never be able to get so thats a loss of alot of potential points just there. But hey, its not like I have a life so I mine as well try lol.
Got a new tv =) flatscreen, 32 inch I think. Takes some getting used to but I already like it better then our old 25 inch, and since its 1 of the newer tvs we didn't need to buy anything for when the signal switches over(or did it already switch over, I haven't watched tv in over a week.) Also got a new chair. Yay for moms income tax money lol.
I had a dream the other night about Furby I dreamt that she was reincarnated as a white kitten that meowed alot and that she was at the spca and people kept returning her because she was so noisy. I actually went to their website to check for white kittens too but their were none, I checked petfinder too and couldn't find any local ones. I know it was probably just a dream but I do believe in reincarnation and so can't help but wonder if its true. I still miss her to this day too, I miss all the cats I've had that are no longer with me :( But her most of all. I hope if she is reincarnated that she somehow finds her way to me. But my mom is such a bitch, she won't let me get another cat. :(
I found out my last ex is engaged now. Ugh. Unlike other people I defiantly don't want my ex to be happy. Why would I? We're exes for a reason, he treated me like crap when we were together. I defiantly don't want him back, but I don't want him to be happy, he doesn't deserve happiness. Hopefully she'll cheat on him like I suspect he was doing to me :D Actually it seems like most of the people who screwed me over in life are doing pretty well for themselves. So much for karma :( And no, I don't still talk to any of them, I hate them all. So you're probably wondering how I know they're doing well then. Well I google them and look them up on myspace and things like that. I can be quite the stalker :P I guess I'm one of those "crazy" people other people think are fucked in the head. Cause I not only do that, I do it quite often, like once a week per person I look for new info online on them, plus I like to get revenge on people when they hurt me and I'm also rather clingy when I like someone alot. I honestly don't understand why any of the above are bad things though. In a better society revenge would be seen as a good thing, a way of standing up for one self when somebody hurts you. And clingyness would be seen as a good thing too, after all if you love somebody why in the world wouldn't you want to spend the majority of your time with them? As for the stalking well if you were once close to someone I can't see why you should or would just forget them, even if you hate them now wouldn't you still want to know how they're doing? Its never made much sense to me why most people see all of the 3 above things the way they do, my views on them make so much more sense. I guess I just don't understand people. Anyway in spite of that I'm not at all sadded by it cause I'm long over him it just makes me angry because I know he's a horrible person.
We were gonna do first few bosses in uldaur 25 this week, but we didn't have enough people on. Have alot of people away this week. So we did black temple instead for the achievement, was nice to finally do that place was my first time ever in there.
I'm able to talk on ts much easier now. I even had an hour long conversation with someone from the guild 1-1 yesterday. Luckily they were pretty talkative cause a few times I didn't know what to say. We talked about wow of course, thats the 1 and only subject I seem to be able to have a conversation about. But I still haven't talked to anyone outside of guild on it. Not that I group outside of guild much anymore anyway, for some reason that other guild I was running with hasn't contacted me to run anything, except nax 10 last week which they kinda talked me into going on but then they got guildys on and said it would be best if I left if I wanted a full clear that week cause they didn't know if or when they would finish it. And they contacted me to run voa 10 man but I think that was just because I was in the lfg queue for it. Haven't contacted me to run uldar or OS or Nax or anything like they used to. Maybe they just assume I'll be running with guild from now on. Or maybe they think I suck now. Whatever. Its ok though I wasn't expecting things to last with them anyway, in and out of wow all my relationships tend to either fade away or burn out. I just hope that doesn't happen with my guild for a long time.
Actually I pugged nax 25 since guild isn't running it this week. I said like 1 word on the vent through the whole thing lol, other then that I been typing. The pug went better then most of my guild runs too heh. We even almost got the acrophobia achivment but missed timer by like 15 seconds. And best of all I finally got my tier 7.5 helm :D woot! :D
I got the world explorer title the other day, and also got 30 factions to exalted. Now to work on getting the loremaster title, can't believe I have the seeker title (title for completing 3000 quests) yet I haven't done enough old world quests for the loremaster title yet. I'm such an achievement junkie. Some people are alt aholics or raiders, or pvpers, before the achievement system I probably drifted between all of the above but now I'm definatly most focaused on getting the achievements done. I guess maybe because getting the achievements makes me feel like I'm accomplishing something? There are still over 50 people higher in achievement score on the realm though. But my goal is to eventually be number 1 on the realm, it probably won't happen though because theres alot of arena and raiding achievements I'll probably never be able to get so thats a loss of alot of potential points just there. But hey, its not like I have a life so I mine as well try lol.
Got a new tv =) flatscreen, 32 inch I think. Takes some getting used to but I already like it better then our old 25 inch, and since its 1 of the newer tvs we didn't need to buy anything for when the signal switches over(or did it already switch over, I haven't watched tv in over a week.) Also got a new chair. Yay for moms income tax money lol.
I had a dream the other night about Furby I dreamt that she was reincarnated as a white kitten that meowed alot and that she was at the spca and people kept returning her because she was so noisy. I actually went to their website to check for white kittens too but their were none, I checked petfinder too and couldn't find any local ones. I know it was probably just a dream but I do believe in reincarnation and so can't help but wonder if its true. I still miss her to this day too, I miss all the cats I've had that are no longer with me :( But her most of all. I hope if she is reincarnated that she somehow finds her way to me. But my mom is such a bitch, she won't let me get another cat. :(
I found out my last ex is engaged now. Ugh. Unlike other people I defiantly don't want my ex to be happy. Why would I? We're exes for a reason, he treated me like crap when we were together. I defiantly don't want him back, but I don't want him to be happy, he doesn't deserve happiness. Hopefully she'll cheat on him like I suspect he was doing to me :D Actually it seems like most of the people who screwed me over in life are doing pretty well for themselves. So much for karma :( And no, I don't still talk to any of them, I hate them all. So you're probably wondering how I know they're doing well then. Well I google them and look them up on myspace and things like that. I can be quite the stalker :P I guess I'm one of those "crazy" people other people think are fucked in the head. Cause I not only do that, I do it quite often, like once a week per person I look for new info online on them, plus I like to get revenge on people when they hurt me and I'm also rather clingy when I like someone alot. I honestly don't understand why any of the above are bad things though. In a better society revenge would be seen as a good thing, a way of standing up for one self when somebody hurts you. And clingyness would be seen as a good thing too, after all if you love somebody why in the world wouldn't you want to spend the majority of your time with them? As for the stalking well if you were once close to someone I can't see why you should or would just forget them, even if you hate them now wouldn't you still want to know how they're doing? Its never made much sense to me why most people see all of the 3 above things the way they do, my views on them make so much more sense. I guess I just don't understand people. Anyway in spite of that I'm not at all sadded by it cause I'm long over him it just makes me angry because I know he's a horrible person.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Mostly WOW stuff again
Wow. I got the safety dance achievement last night. I can't believe it, especially since I got it with guild. Usually half the raid dies on it, but miraculously this time everyone lived. It was especially shocking since we had a few noobs in there and dps didn't look promising. Never thought I'd get that achievement lol, so was a pleasant surprise. I wonder if people were just being lazy before because they knew the boss could be pretty much 3 manned (though that takes forever) because this time I linked the achievement before we did it, so maybe they were like thinking "oh wow I'll try my hardest to stay alive so I can get this achievement". Or maybe not. I'm not sure anyone in the guild cares that much for achievements, at least not like I do. Which is dumb cause you get a cool mount if you do so many. Not to mention high achievement points are awesome for the epeen lol.
Anyway, I actually was late for the run, I fell asleep after eating dinner :/ I don't know whats wrong with me but the past few years I've always felt fatigued after eating. But this past week its just gotten so much worse, I'm now overcome with an overwhelming urge to sleep after I eat, and today I just couldn't help it, I had to go lay down. I slept for nearly 4 hours :/ And I missed the the beginning of the raid cause of it.
Though tbh I wasn't even planning to attend nax this week with guild, I wanted to run with an uber pug (lol...I was probably gonna try to orangize 1 myself so I could gear check and stuff). I decided to come with guild though when someone had to leave and they specifically asked in guild "cat wanna come to nax?" I'll admit if it would've been asked just in guild without being directed at me I probably wouldn't have said yes. (please note my toons name isn't Cat...I just don't wanna be recognized on here =)) But anyway...I guess in a way its karma, I got rewarded for going with my guild after all, whereas if I hadn't have gone with them maybe I wouldn't have gotten any achievements. Also, I finally got my eoe key for 10 man a couple days ago on the guild run, last week we cleared everything but KT. :/
We also tried the spore loser achievement, at my suggestion. Luckily the guild leader is open to trying achievements. Anyway we didn't get that 1 cause some noob tabbed to target the boss and they targeted and killed a spore instead. Leader said we can try again next week though.Now if only I can convince them to try the "they all go down together achievement" lol. Nah, I won't push my luck, we have enough trouble on the 4 horsemen without trying that achievement :/.
Sadly I don't think I'll get the mount anyway. Unless I get really really lucky and somehow get the undying achievement. Yeah, right, my guild still has people dying on trash. And trying to pug that 1...ha. What pisses me off though is my last ex who plays wow has that damn mount. He's not even that good of a player and he was a huge jackass too, and called me a noob the 1 and only time he played with me. (and yes I was a noob then but ffs I was his gf and brand new at playing..if he had been a good bf he would've given me a chance.) Instead he always preferred his real life and online female friends over me. 4 years later it still pisses me off. Sigh. At least I don't have to worry about R or J getting it. They both suck at wow. Not that my ex is good at it..oh heck he's better at the game then them, but I don't think he's a good player at all, he's leader of a guild whos majority of members he stole from a guild he was in before that that split up, so that says alot.
Anyway moving on to another subject...I watched the season finales of Fringe and Brothers and Sisters. Now I just need to watch the last 2 episodes of Ghost Whisperer and I'll be all caught up on shows, yay! Fringe was awesome as always, but I wasn't surprised at all that Peter was from the other dimension, I'd been suspecting that almost since the show first started. Go me! LOL.
I know I should get an entry in here thats more personal sometime...but I think I've said before I don't have much of a life. I basically really do just sit and play wow all day, with some tv watching thrown in here and there. I didn't even do anything for memorial day. I don't remember if I said it before or not but my familys never been close. I haven't seen any of them in years, except obviously my mother because I live with her. My mom talks to my grandma on the phone and sees her once every other week or so, my grandma also sees her son Steven on holidays, other then that she never sees any of the other 4 kids, and its not her choice, they just don't care to keep in touch with her. It makes me sad, she drinks, shes an alcholic actually, but still thats no excuse. Actually I shouldn't talk, I don't see her either, though I talk to her on the phone once in a blue moon and send her cards on holidays. But that was mostly because I didn't want to be around Henry(he was her bf) but he died a few months ago so I really should now. Anyway thats it for now.
Anyway, I actually was late for the run, I fell asleep after eating dinner :/ I don't know whats wrong with me but the past few years I've always felt fatigued after eating. But this past week its just gotten so much worse, I'm now overcome with an overwhelming urge to sleep after I eat, and today I just couldn't help it, I had to go lay down. I slept for nearly 4 hours :/ And I missed the the beginning of the raid cause of it.
Though tbh I wasn't even planning to attend nax this week with guild, I wanted to run with an uber pug (lol...I was probably gonna try to orangize 1 myself so I could gear check and stuff). I decided to come with guild though when someone had to leave and they specifically asked in guild "cat wanna come to nax?" I'll admit if it would've been asked just in guild without being directed at me I probably wouldn't have said yes. (please note my toons name isn't Cat...I just don't wanna be recognized on here =)) But anyway...I guess in a way its karma, I got rewarded for going with my guild after all, whereas if I hadn't have gone with them maybe I wouldn't have gotten any achievements. Also, I finally got my eoe key for 10 man a couple days ago on the guild run, last week we cleared everything but KT. :/
We also tried the spore loser achievement, at my suggestion. Luckily the guild leader is open to trying achievements. Anyway we didn't get that 1 cause some noob tabbed to target the boss and they targeted and killed a spore instead. Leader said we can try again next week though.Now if only I can convince them to try the "they all go down together achievement" lol. Nah, I won't push my luck, we have enough trouble on the 4 horsemen without trying that achievement :/.
Sadly I don't think I'll get the mount anyway. Unless I get really really lucky and somehow get the undying achievement. Yeah, right, my guild still has people dying on trash. And trying to pug that 1...ha. What pisses me off though is my last ex who plays wow has that damn mount. He's not even that good of a player and he was a huge jackass too, and called me a noob the 1 and only time he played with me. (and yes I was a noob then but ffs I was his gf and brand new at playing..if he had been a good bf he would've given me a chance.) Instead he always preferred his real life and online female friends over me. 4 years later it still pisses me off. Sigh. At least I don't have to worry about R or J getting it. They both suck at wow. Not that my ex is good at it..oh heck he's better at the game then them, but I don't think he's a good player at all, he's leader of a guild whos majority of members he stole from a guild he was in before that that split up, so that says alot.
Anyway moving on to another subject...I watched the season finales of Fringe and Brothers and Sisters. Now I just need to watch the last 2 episodes of Ghost Whisperer and I'll be all caught up on shows, yay! Fringe was awesome as always, but I wasn't surprised at all that Peter was from the other dimension, I'd been suspecting that almost since the show first started. Go me! LOL.
I know I should get an entry in here thats more personal sometime...but I think I've said before I don't have much of a life. I basically really do just sit and play wow all day, with some tv watching thrown in here and there. I didn't even do anything for memorial day. I don't remember if I said it before or not but my familys never been close. I haven't seen any of them in years, except obviously my mother because I live with her. My mom talks to my grandma on the phone and sees her once every other week or so, my grandma also sees her son Steven on holidays, other then that she never sees any of the other 4 kids, and its not her choice, they just don't care to keep in touch with her. It makes me sad, she drinks, shes an alcholic actually, but still thats no excuse. Actually I shouldn't talk, I don't see her either, though I talk to her on the phone once in a blue moon and send her cards on holidays. But that was mostly because I didn't want to be around Henry(he was her bf) but he died a few months ago so I really should now. Anyway thats it for now.
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