Will's Surprise Visit, level 80 now :)

Has been yet a month again since I've written, actually almost 2 months. Guess I've officially given up on trying to write here more often. Anyway things are going good for me :) And to any of my online friends that read this sorry for not being on msn much, usually am busy in wow.

Will visited again in January :) He stayed for 2 days this time. It was very last minute...in fact he hadn't even decided on it till a day before leaving. Was a great visit as always. Drove around together, cuddled while watching tv, played some board games and saw a movie together :)

He drove this time and stayed at a hotel...we didn't think my mom would be too thrilled about him staying here so last minute. I was worried about him driving with the snow but luckily he made it there and back without any problems. I made him sloppy joes for dinner the first day and stuffed pork chops the next day :) He loved them, poor boy hadn't had pork chops in ages. If the way to a mans heart is through his stomach I'm definitely doing a good job here...though he'd love me even if I burnt toast :) We also had pizza from the place near me again too for a late late dinner, it was horrible that time. Seems the one guy that works there does a really shitty job making it. Anyway spent most of the rest of the visit cuddling in front of the tv at the hotel and playing board games. :)

When we drive around we always drive past "our house" a few times which by that I mean the house we first saw on 2nd visit that I swear looks haunted. Lol some people have a song thats their song, not us, we have a "house" though lol. I did some research though, (discovered recently that google has a news archive search) I searched the house number and turns out it was just an accidental fire that happened when no one was even home. Have to admit I was kinda disappointed about that lol...was actually kinda hoping it would've had some horrific story about a family dying from an arson just so then I could say yep that must be a haunted house lol.

On the last day of visit after we drove by it we drove by some graveyard. We stopped to get out cause 1 of the graves had presents on it and I was curious. Then we stayed a bit longer (just a few minutes really) just walking around and looking at random graves. I almost wished we had brung the ouija board lol but it was good we didn't. After only a few moments a car stopped and some old couple asked us who we were looking for. (Who as in who's headstone lol) The guy said his wife owns the cemetery and could help us find a grave. Will and I must've looked like deers caught in headlights. Will replied first and totally put me on the spot! He went "uh Stephanie what was the name of your cousin again?" Or something like that. I just thought of any name off the spot quick as I could and first thing that came to mind was "Linda Stonesmith". A name that sounded obviously fake lol and they probably knew. I then said I wasn't even sure she was buried there. They then drove away. Will and I left right after too. Will swore they were following us after lol and that he saw them pull into another graveyard behind us. Maybe they were, did notice a car looking like theirs at times behind us.

We watched Avatar too. Was a great movie :) Maybe even in my top 5 of all time. Ending was kinda predictable though. Can't wait to see what movie we watch on next visit :) Unfortunately he's saying it probably won't be till April :( Miss my Will, wish April would hurry up all ready!

We also checked out the creepy attic (or so we thought, turns out according to my mom it was actually a small apartment that just looked like an attic) in my apartment building. Can't believe I almost forgot to mention this. It looked like someone had been up there recently too and there was furniture and stuff in there and a small radio. Nothing seemed to look like it had dust on it either o_O We asked my mom and she said she'd never been up there. Anyway after that we tried via the ouija board to contact the previous occupant of this apartment who had also owned this building at one time. We mostly got gibberish again. Wish we would get some results for a change, seems the more we do ouija board the worse our results get :( Anyway Will went back home the next day. And maybe we actually did get a result though not one we wanted...

The day after that I woke up to no heat. That wasn't too unusual though since we always turn it down at night and use heaters in our rooms since the vents don't seem to keep it warm enough with the doors closed. But my mom was already up and she said we have no heat. Someone was already down in basement looking at it. It turned out to be a major problem and they had to dig pipes and stuff up outside to get our heat going again. We were without hot water and heat for like 2 days. I can't help but wonder/worry that Bernard's spirit had something to do with it. So creepy how there was a major problem with our gas a day after we tried to contact him.

Valentines day passed again and I was happy and looking forward to it for a change. :) Will and I sent each other sweet cards and he got me some chocolates :) They were soooo good. Hes the best boyfriend ever :) He made sure to pick out something he knew I'd like, not some random assorted chocolate but peanut butter chocolate stuff which I loooooove. :D

We also did the vday dailys in wow just about every day together...we both got pet in same run and on last day of the event :) He got his first and I offered him gold for it but said I'd wait to see if one dropped for me in this run first. We had done around 20 summons that night with 1 of our wow friends and their friends, pet dropped 3 times in total. Weird thing that it seemed to hardly ever drop but when it dropped on runs it was always 2 or 3 times that day. Will said he would've maybe given me the pet too for free if another hadn't dropped for me :) Am glad we both got it but wonder if he would've.

I think the friend we went with for the vday stuff is mad at me though. Because I was running heroic mgt one day and he whispered me...he didn't ask to come but he hinted strongly that he wanted to. I didn't want to have to roll on mount though so I didn't ask. I did get the mount a few days or week later too. Felt kinda bad but think he should be more understanding...I wouldn't have minded running him though sethekk after since I have the mount there...maybe I should've suggested it after. Didn't really talk to him again after that until we randomly ended up in same group for vday boss one day. Then we did it a few days in a row together with some of his friends and WIll. Anyway think I didn't ask him to do any mount runs with me because didn't want to be saved in case Will wanted to run it. I'd rather see Will get the mount then a wow friend. Me and Will don't do much mount runs though, at least not for ones he needs. Maybe after lunar festival ends they'll be more time for them and I can run him though sethekk and mgt to get him those mounts since I already have :)

Speaking of wow Will hit level 80 finally :D So did my rogue. Always thought my lock would be my 2nd 80, but leveled rogue first so I could get lockboxes for the ravenholdt rep for the insane achievement on my main :) Still am interested in eventually getting my lock to 80, hopefully before next xpac. Waiting on his druid to hit 70 though first so we can do 70-80 together :) His druids level 46 atm. He's mostly been leveling it when I'm not on or busy with stuff, he's lost alot of interest in leveling it though since he hit 80 on lock.

Anyway he's getting geared up quick...his wowheroes score is already 2474 which means his just about ready for icecrown :) Can't wait till we do our first ICC together :D His dps is a little low though :( But he seems to do better on longer fights. He's trying hard to get it up though and has geared up very fast...I'm proud of him for that :) He also did 25 man ICC with guild (I went on my rogue to hide because I figured it'd be a wipefest. Though guild leader knows about my rogue he luckily must not have checked if I was on it) He got super lucky and won an awesome caster dagger off first boss. It was a wipefest though before and after that...lucky him though he wasn't in from the beginning for all the wipes. Gleader didn't take him at first but guess he finally figured even undergeared guildys would be better for it then pugs who would and did just leave. He didn't even ask him to go though...he just whispered "come to icecrown" to him. Rather rude of him. So was karma that Will won the dagger over him lol.

As for more wow stuff, shortly after hitting 80 me and Will became Bloodsail Admirals together :) Was his 2nd title ever in wow too, his first being Leeroy. Was glad to do that with him :) Feel bad though that he's gonna have to buy so much silk to get back in the good graces of the greedy goblins. Since I'm going for the insane achievement I have to grind by killing venture bay members or running DM. Ugh. I also fished up a turtle mount in under 5 hours :) Sure glad it didn't take 10,000 casts or more for me like it did for alot of people.

Anyway thats all for now. Gonna watch some Lost now :D Haven't watched any of this season yet because my guild usually does the weekly raid when its on, servers are down now for maintenance too so seems like a perfect time to watch it and maybe have a snack too :)

Best 4 Days Of My Life :)

Wills visit went awesome :) Really enjoyed all the time we spent together. Did alot of things ;) We saw 2 movies, played ouija board, drove around some, walked around hyde park some, took some pics and even tried (not very successfully) to read each others palms with the instructions he got out of some books (ok book since the one book sucked) he borrowed from his local library before the visit.

We were worried he wouldn't be able to make the visit at first :( But thankfully he was able to. :) His car was having problems and he had to take it in to the mechanics. Luckily they worked on it on the same day he took it in (which was day before our visit) and it was ready in time. What pisses me off though is his parents have a van and another car and said they wouldn't let him borrow either (he had asked because he was worried his car would not be fixed in time).

He arrived late Wednesday (the 11th) around 5, it would've been earlier but he didn't get his car back until late the night before and had to put the stuff in it, etc, he still managed to forget his cooler though lol. Plus he really procrastinated on the packing lol. Anyway first day we hung out at the hotel ;) (hey don't look at me that way I'm still a virgin) and saw a movie. Also he had bought me a few boxes of yummy hamburger helper from a grocery store near him. :) Cheddar cheese melt. They stopped selling it near me so I asked him to check near him and he was sweet enough to get some on his way here :)

Movie we saw was Fourth Kind. It was alright. Was about alien abduction in a small town in Alaska, it claimed to be a documentary and was even claiming some of the footage was from actual alien abductees. But I researched it some online and it says theres no actual evidence of it ever happening. Movie also seemed to not have a very clear cut story line till more then halfway through it. Was still a decent movie but I was very disappointed, would love to see another movie about an actual alien abduction like Fire In The Sky. Now that was a good movie and based on a true story too, still remains one of my all time favorite movies along side the Chucky doll movies, Frequency, The Butterfly Effect and The Homeward Bound movies heh. I should watch it online together with Will sometimes, I bet he'd like it and I wouldn't mind seeing it again either. :)

2nd day, Thursday we mostly hung around my house and the hotel and went for a drive and played some ouija. Speaking of ouija pretty much just got gibberish everytime when we did it on this visit, like last visit only worse. Though did get a ghost claiming to be Furby again. At least this time it went to "No" when I asked if she blamed me for her death.

We also went to the local grocery store to check for hamburger helper in case my mom was lying about them not selling it anymore lol. Shes telling the truth cause we saw boxes of other types of hamburger helper but not the cheddar cheese melt one. I also bought a ton of magazines there which I had to have Will help pay for cause I didn't have enough money(paid him back when I got home). Bought like 7 or 8 true story magazines that cost almost 30 dollars. Don't feel bad about spending so much though because I hadn't gotten any in weeks or even months and my mom spends more then that on cigarettes. Also tried to win a Stewie (from Family Guy duh) doll out of the stuffed animal machines lol. Spent like 10 dollars of my money on that damn machine and a few dollars of Will's too. Had no luck winning it which sucked :( There were 2 Stewie dolls but both against the sides of the machine though which makes them even more difficult to get so I didn't use all my tries on them, also tried to win some christmasy stuffed animals. Would've been nice to win 1 to give to Will but had no luck :( Sucks cause I used to actually be pretty good at those things and would always win something after spending a few bucks, guess I lost my touch or they somehow made them more difficult grr.

Ordered pizza and cheese fries for dinner from the pizza place near me. He wishes he had pizza places that good near him. They have just about every kind of pizza there you can imagine and you can even chose your own toppings. We normally get the 3 cheese cheeseburger 1 http://www.justpizzausa.com/menu.asp Is delicious, my only complaint is they don't seem to put much sauce on it (in fact last few times I couldn't even taste sauce on it). Will loves it anyway though. :) After dinner we went back to the hotel and cuddled some while watching Survivor and Fringe :) Neither show that he watches but he said they were good. Also drove around some and played ouija some more.

And he watched me play wow some too on Thursday and I impressed him with my mad skills at soloing heroic sethekk halls. Actually maybe impressed isn't the right word since I died on the trash while doing it lol but I blame him for distracting me :P And did kill the boss. He didn't drop the mount though :(

Have only just started to run heroic sethekk daily about 2 weeks ago since I now need just 1 more mount for the 100 mount achievement. Thanks to Will talking about mounts a few weeks ago I found out I actually forgot to buy some (ok alot) of the racial ones so I went and bought all the ones I was missing hoping it'd get me to 100, only got me to 99 though :( Hope I'm not missing another rep mount or something else I could easily get, that would really suck.

Also he saw me nude! ........Was just a baby pic though lol. Can't believe I forgot about that pic being in there. Was showing him pics of me when I was a baby and child and some from late teens and early 20s) Think I bored him a bit lol. Now hes gotta bring some baby pics of his on next visit. :)

Friday was a very eventful day and we did a bunch of stuff. We hung out around my house some playing ouija cause my mom wasn't home and then I cooked a meal for Will and me. I made Chicken nuggets and onion rings :) He must've liked it cause he ate alot :) I'm glad he likes my cooking...though I didn't really do anything but put frozen nuggets and onion rings in the oven lol. Maybe next time I'll try to make something more complicated. Feel bad for not making more meals for him on visit.

Then we were gonna see the 4 something showing of the new movie 2012 but I wanted to get some pics of us so I bugged Will enough and he agreed to go to hyde park for some pics. he was glad he did in the end though :) Might post them on my blog later. Unfortunately most of the ones where he looks good I look crappy or vice versa lol. But theres a few good ones of both us I think. Was even fun walking around there with him. Glad the weather wasn't too hot or cold.

We went to 2012 around 8 or so. The theater was packed, either because it was release day or because it was Friday night or because it was such a good movie or all of the above. I almost considered asking Will to leave with me because it was so crowded and I was worried about running into someone I used to know. But then I would've been disappointed and angry with myself since those tickets cost Will 20 dollars plus I did really want to see the movie. Actually for a brief second thought I saw Jerry but thankfully was a false alarm, was just someone that looked alot like him.

Anyway we had trouble finding seats at first because it was so crowded. First we found 2 seats and tried to sit down but someone said they were saving the seats. Felt a bit annoyed because especially in such a packed theater their friends or whoever they were saving the seats for should've been there. Luckily there was some other seats we found that were also good but if those "saved" seats had been the last good seats left I would've taken them anyway. I may have anxiety but I won't ever let myself go without anything because of someone elses selfishness. It may have started a fight but the usher was patrolling around anyway and you can't legally save seats for someone at the movies.

Anyway it took a while but we found 2 good seats in the middle of the theater. Unfortunately we had people next to us on both sides. The usher came in during the previews and told everyone they better not talk or have their cells ringing or they'd be kicked out so luckily everyone was pretty much quiet during the movie. Had to admit I was worried people would be noisy during it since there was so many people I figured someone was bound to ruin it. Didn't stop a few people from checking their text messages during the movie though I noticed. was a lil distracting/annoying to see the bright glare from it, I mean geez couldn't they wait?

Movie was really good and we even held hands during some of it :) Even liked the way movie ended. (Won't spoil it for anyone who wants to see). Wonder if something like that will ever come true in 2012. I was reading up on the mayans and supposedly they predicted alot of other stuff accurately though I can't remember what now but a show I watched on them on youtube named a bunch of stuff. But then again if they could predict stuff why didn't they predict their own demise? lol. Think I'll celebrate December 21, 2012 by watching this movie again and a bunch of other end of the world movies on that date.

We drove around some after the movie for fun at my suggestion since we wanted something to do and were kinda burnt out on ouija and palm reading. Drove for over an hour, maybe even over 2, left Niagara Falls and went way out in Amherst and North Tonawanda and stuff. Mostly stayed on the blvd so we didn't get lost but we turned down some side streets and stuff trying to find something creepy to get abducted by aliens on lol. Didn't get abducted but did come across this really creepy looking house that looked to me like it was haunted or something. Couldn't remember the name of the street or anything though but I'd been wanting to find it on google maps the past few days now. We remembered it was near a church and luckily Will remembered more then me because he remembered it was off Niagara Falls Blvd and how the street looked so he was able to find it on google maps when I couldn't. Was even more creeped out when we saw the google maps picture (go here if you wanna see) http://maps.google.com/maps?f=q&source=s_q&hl=en&geocode=&q=414+Old+Falls+Blvd&sll=43.347152,-79.120789&sspn=1.424074,2.419739&ie=UTF8&hq=&hnear=414+Old+Falls+Blvd,+North+Tonawanda,+Niagara,+New+York+14120&ll=43.051197,-78.832577&spn=0.001446,0.002363&t=h&z=19&layer=c&cbll=43.051102,-78.832574&panoid=ISVZawes2jo9fcVLe1mgiQ&cbp=12,277.28,,0,-0.42 because the house is burned in it and has boards on all the windows! When we drove by it it definitely wasn't burned or boarded up in fact in looked like someone lived in it because there was a light on. Wonder if maybe I'm right about the house being haunted and I somehow sensed it or at least sensed something bad had happened there. Also wonder how old these google satellite images are, some of the houses near it had Halloween decorations up but I doubt it was Halloween of this year. They should'nt be more then 3 years old though because google maps shows the store that was rebuilt over my old house in 2006. Though I guess some areas could be newer then others, wish it said dates they were from.

Also Friday was Wills first kiss and my first grown up kiss too :) Was good. Think I much prefer cuddling and stuff though. And we cuddled alot on the visit while watching tv. :D Really felt happy and loved :) Only bad thing is now I miss him even more since visit.

Saturday we spent a few hours together too before he left. Just hung out here since he had checked out of his motel. Sucked my mom had the day off but she went to do grocery shopping thankfully so me and Will got some last time alone to cuddle. We then went to target to get Will the wrath expac for wow. We were originally gonna go to walmart but I couldn't remember where it was and we couldn't find it, which I guess was a good thing because when I got back home my mom told me she ran into Jerry on the bus and thought he was headed to Walmart.

After target he dropped me off and we hugged a bunch before he headed home. Watched him drive away and was happy we had the visit but very sad he was leaving. We've talked some about him possibly visiting again in December or early January but we don't know if it will happen. For one he would need to stay here since he would have to take a bus here since it will be too cold and possibly icy and dangerous to drive in and I can't seem to get a straight answer from my mom (grrr hate her) as to whether or not he can stay here. Also think money might be an issue since I'm sure he just spent alot on his last visit :( But glad we had this visit was an awesome time and I'd say some of the best days of my life, especially Friday which now ranks as best day of my life :)

Will is awesome and playing WOW with him is awesome too :D

As some of you may know, Will posted a topic in the triumphs forum on SAS about us :D I'm so happy that he wants everyone to know we're together :D It also helps me trust him alot more too. Cause with me if someone isn't being public about me being their girlfriend my trust in them is like zero. Not to say I trust him 100%, trusting anyone 100% would be foolish. Things between us have been pretty good lately though :)

Anyway as I said in my last blog entry that I was gonna make my own guild for me and Will and I did :) I joined on all of my toons lol. But its just a guild for banking so we have the shared bank space and it makes it easier to chat in game when we're not grouped. Because just whispering can be risky at times lol since with whispers it can be kinda easy to mistell it to the wrong person if you aren't very careful. And trust me some of the stuff I say to him I would not want to accidentally send to anybody else ;) LOL. Anyway I already purchased 2 bank tabs for our guild. I used up 1 whole 1 all on my own and some of tab 2 too already. Might finally be able to delete 1 or 2 of my 3 bank toons now since we have this guild. Been adding stuff from each toon and trying to slowly get it organized. Before I would have scrolls and stuff scattered across all 3 bank toons, now I'm mostly getting stuff like that into stacks of 20 and then putting them on one toon until I decide to use.

Getting sigs for the bank guild though....ugh. Despite finding a crap load of unguilded people around it was extremely difficult. I had Will sign of course, then I tried to have him sign on another toon and it wouldn't let him :( So retarded, if we wanna make a guild with just us 2 we should so be able to, I see no good reason why it has to force us to go out and seek 8 other people to sign our charter. Would've had my 2 wow friends sign on their unguilded alts but neither was on at the time and I really really wanted to get the guild made right away lol. Anyway to get the first few sigs I offered people 5 gold to sign. Got 6 sigs that way. Unfortunately 2 of them removed their sigs before I had enough to turn in the charter. Fucking assholes. The one rogue even said in party (we grouped with him briefly) lol before he left and removed his sig. People like that should be fucking shot. God I hate people. Except Will of course :) Anyway after that I wasn't gonna pay anyone else, though did pay the last signer 1 gold :(. I just decided if people are gonna be jerks I'll have to be rude. And I pretty much just shoved the charter in every unguilded persons face that I saw until I had all the rest of the sigs I needed. Took a while because most declined to sign grr. Anyway I don't wanna say here what the guilds name is but I picked a good one. I still need to pick us out a guild tabard too :D

Another annoying thing was about half the people stayed in the guild and kept asking for help. Will got kinda carried away with helping them and it annoyed me cause he was supposed to be doing stuff with me lol, so I booted everyone else out of the guild. Felt a lil bad about it, but I paid half of them anyway and it seemed like that would've been a constant case of lowbies asking for help. Besides didn't wanna make a real guild anyway, just wanted a shared bank and such for Will and I.

In other WOW news I discovered something about the recruit a friend thing. Well ok actually Will did lol. I feel so dumb for not knowing this lol but he can grant levels to a toon of mine thats under his level. He can grant me 1 level for every 2 levels he gains. :D So without much thought I just had him level my pally up. Leveled it from 13 to 29 in a matter of minutes :D Too bad the gear didn't level with it LOL. Not entirely sure pally is a class I wanna play either, but already have a druid, lock, rogue, priest, deathknight all over level 30 and the only other class I think I'd enjoy any would be hunter. I tend not to like classes that can only dps, unless they have pets or demons :P. This is great because while I'm leveling my rogue with him my pally will also get free levels from it lol. Just wish he'd joined wow right after his trial ended so we'd have more of this and more time with the triple xp.

Also lock and rogue are level 34 and 35 now. I'm a little ahead still and probably will continue to be cause I bought some boa stuff that gives my rogue 20% xp gain. Haven't had too much time to level lately because of his darn work and school :( I'm surprised at how much I'm enjoying leveling with him, always thought leveling another toon, even with someone I knew would be boring beyond belief, but its actually very fun with him. A part of me wishes he didn't work or go to school so we could spend even more time together, but I guess then he probably wouldn't be able to afford to visit me again so guess its good that he does lol.

Got my loremaster achievement too finally. Turns out they added a new quest and that plus 1 quest I had already completed and still had to turn in were all I needed to do to finish the achivment. :D Now to figure out what achievement to work on next for my druid. Am thinking either sporegger or kureni rep achievements but not sure yet. And still haven't gotten brewmaster and my meta achievement yet but should tomorrow :D

Anyway unto non wow stuff lol. Enjoying more season premieres this week :) Desperate Housewives and Brothers and Sisters were both on last night, both awesome. Also watched the season premiere of Ghost Whisperer on Friday. Can't believe they skipped 5 years into the future. Ugh so annoying when shows do stuff like that, first Desperate Housewives last season now Ghost Whisperer, hope its not gonna be happening with other shows I like too.

Also watched a new show a couple days ago called Flash Forward. Was awesome, I think it will become the new Lost. The opening scene definitely seemed very lostish and so does the mystery in it. Can't wait for the next episode. Just too bad I have to download it off bittorrent since Survivor is on at the same time. Blah. Why are all the best shows always on Thursdays? Anyway I wonder who the guy at the end was (the guy moving while everyone else was flashing forward) I'm sure they'll wait a long long time to tell us lol.

In sad news..one of my aunts has the shingles. I thought it was some olden thing that was only around in the 1800s but guess I was wrong. Apparently she has it on the inside too and is in alot of pain, hopefully she'll be ok. I haven't seen her in years though but my grandma sees her and my uncle (my moms brother) regularly. Think I've mentioned before but my family isn't close at all. Anyway thats all for now,

World of Warcraft, Will, TV, etc

Since wows down and I'm bored figured I'd write an entry now. Hit 7500 achievment points in wow finally :D Will be at 7600 too very soon as I still have most of the brewfest ones left to do. I've been doing all the holiday achivments so I will be getting my violet proto drake once I finish the brewfest ones :D. Hope I have enough tickets leftover to get the pink elkk mount too. Pink Elk>Violet Proto Drake imo actually. According to what I read though you need to refund the brewfest garb after you get the dalaran achievement, otherwise it isn't possible to have enough tickets to both buy everything you need for the achievement and buy the mount. I didn't have enough tickets yet to buy the garb so I haven't tried it yet but people swear it works. Just hope after maintenance they don't put anything in the game to change it. Cause I really wants my pink elk lol. So glad I at least joined brew of the month club last year, because the quest item to join it is probably non refundable and its 200 tokens.

Another achievement I'm close to getting is the loremaster one. Only part I have left for it is kalimodor. I have only 2 quests left there to do. Know where they are too(hopefully they both count...have found that a few quests don't give credit towards the achievement :(). Have to say though the kalimodor part sure was alot more difficult and annoying to do then the others, they should really lower the requirement for it, at least for alliance, by 50-100 quests.

Am happy that most of my favorite shows are starting their new seasons this month :D Can't wait to watch them. Already watched Big Bang Theory (was hoping Penny and Leonard would start dating not become friends with benefits!), Fringe and Survivor. Fringe was awesome as always, think its getting even better. Survivor usually is just a show I watch to pass them time, but this season is surprising me by actually being pretty good. Its mainly this 1 guy whos such a jerk thats making it so entertaining. Hopefully he stays for a while but doesn't win the money.

Also things between me and Will are going ok. Something he said makes me worry he might be thinking of breaking up with me though :( Ugh. Really really hope he doesn't :( We had some other arguments too, but I don't feel I should be going into details, especially since I know he wouldn't want me to. In better news, he says he's gonna visit me again :) In Novemeber though, wish it was sooner lol, but I'm greatful he at least gave a date. I still don't feel 100% secure in this relationship though...but I feel more secure then I ever have with anyone else.

His lock and my rogue are both level 30 now. So far we've only quested together a few times, due to his work and school and my sleeping schedule not always being on par with his. Did 2 instances so far, got run through both. He doesn't like being run though because it takes away the challenge, but its nearly impossible to find a group our level for these instances :( Almost had an all level 24-34 group for stocks the other day, but tank said brb relogging and never came back, so had to go whisper random tank classes to try to find 1, took 10 or so whispers for me to get someone who would come, only not on the toon I whispered them on, they offered to run us through. Was very nice of them and I of course said yes. So they ran us through, had to run us through twice do the other members of the group being impatient and starting the instance before we were all inside. I swear most people in this game are either jerks or morons or both. Did they seriously think they could duo the instance? Sure some trash yea, but bosses and the harder pulls? Idiots.

Also I'm making my own guild. Just a bank guild though lol so me and Will have extra and shared space. Haven't decided on a name yet. Thinking of something funny though. Don't know if my druid will stay in it permanently but my rogue and other toons will for sure as I don't plan to ever raid with them.

Anyway hopefully I'll get to quest with Will tonight :) But he might want to study (he's been neglecting his school work lately lol)) or I might be sleeping :( I woke up at like 3am :( Grrr need to force myself to stay up a bit longer so I can get on par with his schedule.

World Of Warcraft Stuff and more

Well I said I'd make another blog post about wow and why I quit my guild so here goes lol. First I'll get into 1 non wow thing which is about the ouija board and something I forgot to mention before. The night after we played I had something scary/spooky happen when I was in my bed. I've had sleep paralysis before but this seemed different because I was able to move. It felt like something was on my back holding me down. I kicked my leg off the bed and it stopped. Didn't feel like I kicked anything though. Scared the crap out of me. Luckily though nothing like that has happened since, though have had a feeling of being watched lately. It certainly hasn't scared me off of wanting to try the ouija board again.

As for my guild, as I mentioned I quit it last week. What happened was I didn't feel like attending any raids that week, I wanted a bit of a break from raiding, partially because of Wills visit that was coming up. I was online I think it was Wednesday night in game, afk though but checking every so often, was doing some stuff like clean house or make food, forgot what exactly. Anyway I had told the guild leader hours ago that I didn't feel like raiding tonight and most likely wouldn't raid any this week. He said "np". And that was it. Then hours later I'm on wow but semi afk like I said. And all of a sudden when I get back I see the girl in my guild (the rogue bitch who I think I've mentioned before in some of my posts) say over and over in guild chat to me "P you there???" she said it like 3 or 4 times. Then before I could say anything I see "P has been demoted." The guild leader demoted me all the way back to rank 1 or whatever rank its called when u first join the guild. The guild leader who just a few hours ago had told me "np" when I said I wouldn't be raiding tonight. After I saw that I was about to guild quit right then and there but I decided to wait until less people were on.

Did a run for 10 man voa with some guildies a few hours later before quitting. Had the guildy that asked me to come tell me I needed to step up my dps or be replaced. I was like WTF. I wasn't in the top 10 but I was doing 3.2k dps. They were only doing 3k. So wtf crap was that them telling me to do more when I was slightly higher then them on the damage done chart. 3.k is fine for voa too, I was just looking bad doing it since the majority of the other dps was 4.5k+.

Anyway I quit guild the next morning. They were all just a bunch of jerks who thought they were leet sauce yet they couldn't even clear 10 man uldaur anyway. Usually I feel super sad and even cry after quitting a guild, this time I felt nothing but relief. Makes me feel like I definitely made the right decision, I'll miss no one from that guild except the officer that invited me. And if hes a true friend we'll still group together at times. Though I haven't heard any from him since I quit :( Sigh. I hate people some...no just about all the time.

Its nearly a week later now and I'm still guildless. Haven't had nearly as many people try to recruit me as I thought would either. Only 4 or 5 guilds total. Guess I've been in most of the guilds on the server by now lol :( Hope when and if (big IF here) I do decide I wanna join another guild that I'm able to find a good one. Worried their aren't any though, at least not on my server, because if there was I think I would've found it by now. Guilds are just like people I guess, 99.9% of them suck. Either the people in them are noobs and either can't or won't try the harder stuff such as achievements like trying to kill patch without killing any spores, or the people are super hardcore (or rather think they are hardcore)and expect you to attend 90% of raids or some crap.

Just wish I could find a guild that both 1. Doesn't require you to attend a certain number of raids and 2. Is good enough to try for and eventually succeed at doing the achievements. Why is it so hard to find both :( Easy to find a guild that fits 1 but impossible to find a guild that fits both. And after much experience with guilds I can pretty much say with certainty that I can't be happy in a guild that doesn't fit both, at least not for long.

Anyway onto other things. Will and I are doing ok I guess. We certainly seem to argue alot though :( Am worried that eventually he will get sick of all the arguments and dump me :( Last argument was because he had said yesterday that he might not be online much today because he had real life things to do. I slept all day and didn't come on till super late and when I got on he said he had to go soon. Found out he hadn't done most of the things he said he would. It really upset me because I thought the reason he'd been procrastinating on stuff so much was because he was so into chatting with me that he didn't wanna log off. Turns out he's just a really big procrastinator. I also got rather jealous that he'd been chatting with another girl online, mostly since I thought she might've been why he stayed on, it really upset me.

At first I was worried that he might be talking to her as much or almost as much as me, that totally wouldn't be cool with me if he was. I know most people will probably disagree with me (which is why none of you fools will ever have a relationship that lasts forever) but I think that if you're in a relationship you should spend more time with the one you're in a relationship with then anyone else, in face I don't think you should even spend half the amount of time with someone else that you do with your significant other. Anyway I know now he doesn't spend that amount of time with anyone else but me, but he seemed kinda like he might be open to it so I squashed those ideas :D I can be a bitch when I need to be hehe. All my ex's and other guys I've been interested in have always had female friends that they spent as much or almost as much time with as me and it made me feel absolutely horrible so I know I'm not gonna ever let him do the same. He could always lie though :( But don't think he would...he seems more honest then them I think. Then again don't I always think each person seems more honest then the last. Sigh. At least on the bright side by his visiting I can be sure that I mean something to him. Am pretty positive I was nothing more then phone/cyber sex and someone to pass the time with to my previous online ex's.

Well, thats all for now. I'm gonna try to get part 3 of the 5000 question survey done later :D Wonder if anyone ever actually finished it lol.

Will's Visit :)

Will's visit went pretty good :) But was over way too soon :( The first day (Friday) he didn't get to my house till around 5ish. He fails because when he got to the hotel he went to go out to eat first with his parents, and because they didn't have their passports so couldn't take the shorter route which would be through canada. :P Was hoping he'd arrive around 1 or 2 :( Anyway his parents drove him to my house, my mom wanted to meet them/him so she went out there with me to their car and said Hi I'm Stephanies mom blah blah. lol. His parents seemed pretty nice, well his mom at least, his dad seemed a bit standoffish and seemed maybe he didn't like me much. Bet he thinks I'm dumb too for not knowing my way around the city I've lived my whole life in.

Anyway after that they drove us to the falls. We got kinda lost lol. I felt kinda dumb that I couldn't help with directions because I've lived here my whole life. But I never really go anywhere. We split up from his parents once they parked but it seemed kinda like his dad followed us around some lol he kept seeming to find us. Anyway we wanted to go on the maid of the mist but we didn't really know where to go for it and by time we thought we figured it out it was too late for it.

We walked around the falls a ton, he took a few pictures and I had brought my digital camera along so so did I. He had his parents take a couple of us together too. He should've taken more pictures of the falls though, I guess he didn't see the point since he'll be coming back here sometime :P But still next time he comes the weather will probably be cold so yea he should've taken more pics. Hopefully his parents took alot more. Wish we could've gone over to the canadian side too but he didn't have his passport :(

Anyway we walked around the falls for like 3 or 4 hours. My legs were killing me and so were my feet! Especially since I was wearing my new sneakers. Speaking of my legs...I regret buying that one pair of jeans. They slid down on me too much and ended up rubbing against my thighs, now I have a bit of a rash there :( Ugh wish I could just for once find some jeans that fit perfectly. At least the ones I wore the next day weren't too bad. Anyway his parents wanted to stay a little longer at the falls, like maybe till the fireworks at 10 (on the canadian side they've been doing fireworks every friday at 10) but guess they decided against it because we left a little earlier then that. Not sure if canada is still doing the fireworks anymore because I don't recall hearing them at 10 either. Maybe they stopped since its September now. Before they left his parents went to the giftshop and got some stuff I think. William didn't go in and get anything though. Gah I should've insisted he get something! Well, maybe I can get him something from there sometime then :)

Anyway after we were done walking around the falls his parents dropped him off here and we hung out for a few more hours here. Unfortunately with my mom :( Kinda wish she would've gone back in her room at least lol. We had no alone time that whole day. Anyway the 3 of us watched a movie together. HG Wells The Time Machine. Was pretty good, not that I paid much attention to it. Anyway we probably could've played the ouija board that night but he didn't bring it with him :( He failed! Well, guess it was partially my fault since my mom had said she didn't want it in this house. But still, we don't need to listen to her. And had we played that night we would've then had time to go on the maid of the mist the next day. My mom brought us a pizza and some cheese fries back for dinner. 3 cheese hamburger pizza, he loved it despite them not putting any sauce on it. It was pretty good, but I wish they would've put sauce on it. In the menu it says they do yet whenever we order it theres never sauce on it. His parents picked him up around midnight and he went back to the hotel then.

He came over next day around 10:30am (wanted it to be earlier!) We were maybe gonna go on the maid of the mist but on the phone we decided not to because we still hadn't had a chance to play the ouija board and we really wanted to do that. He was leaving around 2 or 3ish so we would've only had time to do 1. Anyway we played for about 3 hours.

Wrote down some of our results. At first we had no luck at all. So we (well mostly him) visualized a bunch of energy flowing through the room or whatever. After that it worked. I was a little shocked but not too much, I'd always believed that if I ever played with 1 it would work. He on the other hand must've been very shocked, he played 1 by himself before and never had any results. That was his first time playing it with another person and my first time playing it ever. Anyway he wrote down most the sessions we did, we didn't write down the first few though. Got some interesting results but alot of gibberish too lol and our first few very quickly went to Bye. Had 1 tell us our dates of death when we asked, a demon, something from another planet that had numerous arms and ears, and a spirit that claimed to be a cat I had. I'll probably make another post later detailing more of our ouija board sessions. :)

Anyway before he had to go we made it go to "goodbye" and closed the board. He tried to visualize anything negative or that would mean us harm being forced out of the house. I kept laughing though so he couldn't really concentrate on it lol. I'm soo bad. Then he got up and we hugged and I walked him out side. His parents were already there, I awkwardly snuck in another hug with them while they watched lol. Then they drove away, I watched them drive away for a few minutes and felt sad already. He's so sweet he called me soon as I got in the house to make sure I got in ok :) <3

He posted some pics on the board from our meetup. They came out surprisingly well (his parents take good pics). I usually hate any pics of me but really like these ones. I'd look hot in them if I was skinnier lol. Will looks ok in them too but he didn't photograph as well as me in them lol, like his pics from before much better.

Anyway thats all for now I'll have to write the post about the ouija board sessions later as well as a post about wow cause I quit my guild and am now guildless lol.

Will's gonna visit this weekend!

So it looks like WIll and I will be meeting on labor day weekend after all. Turns out his parents thought it would be good to visit the falls for a day and a half. He's coming on Friday, they're leaving super early, around 6ish. And they're leaving the next day in the afternoon. Wish he was staying longer. The fastest way to get here is to drive through canada, its only 4 or 5 hours that way, but they don't have their passports so they'll be going the long way so they probably won't arrive until the afternoon.

Not sure what we'll do on the visit, probably won't have much privacy :/ Gonna play ouija board for sure I think, just not sure where. My mom hates them though so ugh where will we go to play it. His hotel room lol? But he's actually gonna be staying in amherst which is about 40 mins from me and not here because the rates are cheaper. Well whatever screw my mom, we'll play it here whether she likes it or not. Hopefully she'll have a long day at work that day too. Either his parents will take me back there to chill with him while they go off and do their own thing or they will drop him off here and come back. We haven't decided yet.

I'm so anxious about him visiting. Bet I won't be able to sleep at all the night before. But am also excited. Hope he likes offline me as much as he likes online me.
I think we should write a list of things to do and what questions to ask the ouija board.

Anyway in other news, I left the house yesterday for the first time in 10 months! Had to to go clothes shopping for friday and saturday, since I've gained so much weight in the past few years, most of it in the past year :/ All my jeans are now way too tight and I only had 2 pairs of stretchy pants that didn't look or fit that well (one was almost falling off me and extremely baggy). Hmm either it got bigger somehow or I lost weight since buying it 9 or 10 months ago. So anyway I bought 2 pairs of jeans. Would've gotten more but couldn't find anything that fit good. Apparently target doesn't carry jeans for shorter people. Pretty retarded because I'm 5'4 which isn't that the average height for most women anyway? Also got a few shirts, not that I needed them that much as most I had still fit me (think 90% of the weight I gained was in my hips/ass). Took some recent pics for Will and he still likes me, overweight and all :) He'd be a hypocrite not to though since he's overweight like me. Not that that stops most guys.

I got a new book to read too(I never really read books but it looked good, its Testimony by Anita Shreve). Don't know when I'll feel in the mood to read it. I got some peanut butter m&m's as well bought all 3 of their last ones they had there :D. And got some special magazine about Michael Jackson. Am hoping to be able to sell it for a profit in 10-20 years lol. My mom says it won't ever be worth anything but she don't know shit. Got new sneakers too, really needed those, hadn't gotten any in I think 3 years, if not longer.

Anyway had a bit of embarrassment when I went to go pay. Had never used my credit card before except for buying stuff online. So I didn't know how to put it through the scanner and I put it in the wrong way :( I wanted to die from the embarrassment. Why in the world didn't my mother demonstrate for me how to do it before we went out. I swear its like she enjoys watching me fail. A big part of the reason I'm so damn dependent on other people is because she won't help to teach me how to do anything on my own. If I ever do move out, I will most likely cut off all contact with her because I hate her for this and other things.

Anyway for a change, I'm not gonna write anything about that game you guys know I always play but I will say its been down all day for maintenance. :( My next blog entry might not be until after Will visits but we'll see.

Yay Red Proto Drake :D

I got my last achievement, less-rabi done a few days ago and now I'm the proud owner of a red proto drake :D I named him Pyro. Well you can't really name mounts or vanity pets in WOW but I refer to him as Pyro lol. Fitting I believe since he's red, plus it keeps with the P thing I have going lol (pretty much all my wow char names begin with a P). Actually got the achievement in a pug, well not a pug but someones guild run that was short 1 dps, so I was the only pug I guess. Took us a few tries but we got it. Think for dps we had me, a rogue and a mage, and had shaman heals, forgot what class we had for tank, either dk or warrior.

Anyway after doing all those achievements I kinda have felt like taking a break from running instances for a while. So I haven't done many raids lately. Have just been trying to stick with running heroic toc and the heroic daily every day, but usually get talked into running more. People don't seem to understand either. Yesterday Rich and I were chatting in wow, mostly about movies, anyway he asked what I was up to I just said clearing out my mail/inventory, bout to do uldaur soon. Then when it was canceled I was kinda happy because I didn't really feel like running it and I told him I was kinda happy because I didn't feel like running something. Then like 20-30 mins later he asks me if I wanna run something, I didn't reply cause well...I'd already said I didn't really feel like running something, then 10 mins later he whispers me again and asks why I'm ignoring him. I said sorry just like I said I don't really feel like running something atm and was happy when uldaur got canceled :P Then he says something like "uldaur is not something" and tries to convince me more to run something. I said nah gotta clean out my inventory here. Then he logs off wow without a word like 10-15 mins later. :/ He didn't say hi when he first logged on today either and I didn't see him login, but I checked when I logged in and he wasn't on. So I whispered him and was like hey when did you sneak on? Then he was like a little while ago sorry I didn't say hi got invited to an instance right away. I'm probably overreacting but it seems or seemed like he was mad at me.

In other wow news. My guild master is hilarious. Unfortunately I don't think he means to be. English isn't his first language (spanish is) and he gets alot of sayings mixed up, plus says alot of just funny to me sayings. Like the other day in guild chat he said something like "if the baby don't got no tits the mama can't get no milk" not sure what he was saying that for but think he was talking about the guild bank and how it had like no money so we couldn't use it for repairs. Anyway he called a guild meeting a few days ago and it was funny as heck. He was the only one talking through 95% of it too. Anyway he was mostly expressing his annoyance/disappointment towards the guild and several members that were saying bad things about non guildys in runs and apparently whispering them telling them they sucked and stuff. One thing he said that I found hilarious was "if you done this and the shoe fits please take it and put it on". Were some other funny sayings from him too during the guild meeting including him comparing the guild to a boat "a guild is like a boat if you have too many people some are gonna fall off". He didn't seem to be joking with any of the things he said either, he sounded 100% serious, which made it all the funnier. Another funny part was when he said if anyone had any questions now would be the time to ask and the silence that followed until someone piped up and asked a question about the in game calendar. LOL I wish I'd recorded the whole thing, did record like 2 small bits though for giggles.

Anyway on to a non wow subject. Me and Willy! Heh Willy, wonder if I should call him that :D Anyways things seem to be ok with him. Still not sure I can trust him though but don't expect to meet anyone I can. Another thing that bugs me is he doesn't think he can commit 100% till he's engaged. :( Well, think after several months and meetings he will change. Hope so anyway. I understand not wanting to now cause we haven't even met yet or anything, but after say 3 or 4 meetings and several months or a year that better change...if not guess we won't work out. Ugh this was supposed to be a better topic. Really though there is more bad then good here, just like their is with my wow friends. I just tend to write and focus more on the bad.

Anyway we're gonna meet in winter. I hope he's not like the other ones were and just saying he will come visit me. Though with my SA this bad, a part of me feels I could wait forever lol. :/ I think he really will come visit me though, he seems different then the others in that regard. He wanted to maybe meet on labor day but we (mostly me I think) decided it would be better to wait). Hope he's ok with that. He seemed to be, but people never seem to say when they're upset about things like that. Anyway we discussed things to do and I couldn't think of much other then walking around the falls, playing with a ouija board or going to the casino. He doesn't wanna go to the casino :( I've never really been to one and I think it'd be fun. But he's not a gambler, besides don't want him to spend even more money. As for the ouija board, I'd have to go to his hotel room to do that which might feel a little weird. But my mom won't let 1 in here she said over her dead body, she considers those things evil and says they only get demons. Apparently she thinks that no one ever sticks around as a ghost, or if they do they can't communicate via ouija boards yet demons can. Its funny, since she herself has said she has seen ghosts before. Anyway I also suggested we walk around the falls some, seems like thats all I can think of to do on our visit for now. Hmm just had another thought...hot sex. Kidding! Not until I'm married. Maybe board games? Hmm, don't wanna bore him to death though. Don't even know if he likes board games.