Will's Visit :)

Will's visit went pretty good :) But was over way too soon :( The first day (Friday) he didn't get to my house till around 5ish. He fails because when he got to the hotel he went to go out to eat first with his parents, and because they didn't have their passports so couldn't take the shorter route which would be through canada. :P Was hoping he'd arrive around 1 or 2 :( Anyway his parents drove him to my house, my mom wanted to meet them/him so she went out there with me to their car and said Hi I'm Stephanies mom blah blah. lol. His parents seemed pretty nice, well his mom at least, his dad seemed a bit standoffish and seemed maybe he didn't like me much. Bet he thinks I'm dumb too for not knowing my way around the city I've lived my whole life in.

Anyway after that they drove us to the falls. We got kinda lost lol. I felt kinda dumb that I couldn't help with directions because I've lived here my whole life. But I never really go anywhere. We split up from his parents once they parked but it seemed kinda like his dad followed us around some lol he kept seeming to find us. Anyway we wanted to go on the maid of the mist but we didn't really know where to go for it and by time we thought we figured it out it was too late for it.

We walked around the falls a ton, he took a few pictures and I had brought my digital camera along so so did I. He had his parents take a couple of us together too. He should've taken more pictures of the falls though, I guess he didn't see the point since he'll be coming back here sometime :P But still next time he comes the weather will probably be cold so yea he should've taken more pics. Hopefully his parents took alot more. Wish we could've gone over to the canadian side too but he didn't have his passport :(

Anyway we walked around the falls for like 3 or 4 hours. My legs were killing me and so were my feet! Especially since I was wearing my new sneakers. Speaking of my legs...I regret buying that one pair of jeans. They slid down on me too much and ended up rubbing against my thighs, now I have a bit of a rash there :( Ugh wish I could just for once find some jeans that fit perfectly. At least the ones I wore the next day weren't too bad. Anyway his parents wanted to stay a little longer at the falls, like maybe till the fireworks at 10 (on the canadian side they've been doing fireworks every friday at 10) but guess they decided against it because we left a little earlier then that. Not sure if canada is still doing the fireworks anymore because I don't recall hearing them at 10 either. Maybe they stopped since its September now. Before they left his parents went to the giftshop and got some stuff I think. William didn't go in and get anything though. Gah I should've insisted he get something! Well, maybe I can get him something from there sometime then :)

Anyway after we were done walking around the falls his parents dropped him off here and we hung out for a few more hours here. Unfortunately with my mom :( Kinda wish she would've gone back in her room at least lol. We had no alone time that whole day. Anyway the 3 of us watched a movie together. HG Wells The Time Machine. Was pretty good, not that I paid much attention to it. Anyway we probably could've played the ouija board that night but he didn't bring it with him :( He failed! Well, guess it was partially my fault since my mom had said she didn't want it in this house. But still, we don't need to listen to her. And had we played that night we would've then had time to go on the maid of the mist the next day. My mom brought us a pizza and some cheese fries back for dinner. 3 cheese hamburger pizza, he loved it despite them not putting any sauce on it. It was pretty good, but I wish they would've put sauce on it. In the menu it says they do yet whenever we order it theres never sauce on it. His parents picked him up around midnight and he went back to the hotel then.

He came over next day around 10:30am (wanted it to be earlier!) We were maybe gonna go on the maid of the mist but on the phone we decided not to because we still hadn't had a chance to play the ouija board and we really wanted to do that. He was leaving around 2 or 3ish so we would've only had time to do 1. Anyway we played for about 3 hours.

Wrote down some of our results. At first we had no luck at all. So we (well mostly him) visualized a bunch of energy flowing through the room or whatever. After that it worked. I was a little shocked but not too much, I'd always believed that if I ever played with 1 it would work. He on the other hand must've been very shocked, he played 1 by himself before and never had any results. That was his first time playing it with another person and my first time playing it ever. Anyway he wrote down most the sessions we did, we didn't write down the first few though. Got some interesting results but alot of gibberish too lol and our first few very quickly went to Bye. Had 1 tell us our dates of death when we asked, a demon, something from another planet that had numerous arms and ears, and a spirit that claimed to be a cat I had. I'll probably make another post later detailing more of our ouija board sessions. :)

Anyway before he had to go we made it go to "goodbye" and closed the board. He tried to visualize anything negative or that would mean us harm being forced out of the house. I kept laughing though so he couldn't really concentrate on it lol. I'm soo bad. Then he got up and we hugged and I walked him out side. His parents were already there, I awkwardly snuck in another hug with them while they watched lol. Then they drove away, I watched them drive away for a few minutes and felt sad already. He's so sweet he called me soon as I got in the house to make sure I got in ok :) <3

He posted some pics on the board from our meetup. They came out surprisingly well (his parents take good pics). I usually hate any pics of me but really like these ones. I'd look hot in them if I was skinnier lol. Will looks ok in them too but he didn't photograph as well as me in them lol, like his pics from before much better.

Anyway thats all for now I'll have to write the post about the ouija board sessions later as well as a post about wow cause I quit my guild and am now guildless lol.

Will's gonna visit this weekend!

So it looks like WIll and I will be meeting on labor day weekend after all. Turns out his parents thought it would be good to visit the falls for a day and a half. He's coming on Friday, they're leaving super early, around 6ish. And they're leaving the next day in the afternoon. Wish he was staying longer. The fastest way to get here is to drive through canada, its only 4 or 5 hours that way, but they don't have their passports so they'll be going the long way so they probably won't arrive until the afternoon.

Not sure what we'll do on the visit, probably won't have much privacy :/ Gonna play ouija board for sure I think, just not sure where. My mom hates them though so ugh where will we go to play it. His hotel room lol? But he's actually gonna be staying in amherst which is about 40 mins from me and not here because the rates are cheaper. Well whatever screw my mom, we'll play it here whether she likes it or not. Hopefully she'll have a long day at work that day too. Either his parents will take me back there to chill with him while they go off and do their own thing or they will drop him off here and come back. We haven't decided yet.

I'm so anxious about him visiting. Bet I won't be able to sleep at all the night before. But am also excited. Hope he likes offline me as much as he likes online me.
I think we should write a list of things to do and what questions to ask the ouija board.

Anyway in other news, I left the house yesterday for the first time in 10 months! Had to to go clothes shopping for friday and saturday, since I've gained so much weight in the past few years, most of it in the past year :/ All my jeans are now way too tight and I only had 2 pairs of stretchy pants that didn't look or fit that well (one was almost falling off me and extremely baggy). Hmm either it got bigger somehow or I lost weight since buying it 9 or 10 months ago. So anyway I bought 2 pairs of jeans. Would've gotten more but couldn't find anything that fit good. Apparently target doesn't carry jeans for shorter people. Pretty retarded because I'm 5'4 which isn't that the average height for most women anyway? Also got a few shirts, not that I needed them that much as most I had still fit me (think 90% of the weight I gained was in my hips/ass). Took some recent pics for Will and he still likes me, overweight and all :) He'd be a hypocrite not to though since he's overweight like me. Not that that stops most guys.

I got a new book to read too(I never really read books but it looked good, its Testimony by Anita Shreve). Don't know when I'll feel in the mood to read it. I got some peanut butter m&m's as well bought all 3 of their last ones they had there :D. And got some special magazine about Michael Jackson. Am hoping to be able to sell it for a profit in 10-20 years lol. My mom says it won't ever be worth anything but she don't know shit. Got new sneakers too, really needed those, hadn't gotten any in I think 3 years, if not longer.

Anyway had a bit of embarrassment when I went to go pay. Had never used my credit card before except for buying stuff online. So I didn't know how to put it through the scanner and I put it in the wrong way :( I wanted to die from the embarrassment. Why in the world didn't my mother demonstrate for me how to do it before we went out. I swear its like she enjoys watching me fail. A big part of the reason I'm so damn dependent on other people is because she won't help to teach me how to do anything on my own. If I ever do move out, I will most likely cut off all contact with her because I hate her for this and other things.

Anyway for a change, I'm not gonna write anything about that game you guys know I always play but I will say its been down all day for maintenance. :( My next blog entry might not be until after Will visits but we'll see.

eharmony rejected me

Yup. They rejected me. Those bastards. Maybe I should see it as a badge of honor...apparently I'm too unique for them. Anyway I googled "rejected by eharmony"
I found plenty of sites like http://www.blisstree.com/articles/rejected-by-eharmony-45 where people talk about being rejected. Or where in some cases idiots/jerks talk about how they're actually glad eharmony rejects people! Like this one women who said the following:

"I too am glad that eHarmony is being discerning. I am going through a horrible situation along with 4 other women. None of us knew each other prior. This situation was brought to all of our attentions about the same guy we were all in relationship with who we each met online. Two of us met him on eHarmony and 3 of us met him on Match.com. (I met him on both sites at the same time.) eHarmony pulled him right away with one complaint by one woman, but he is still preying on Match.com with now 3 complaints"

UMM hello?? Ok its nice that his profile was pulled by eharmony and match should've done the same but HE GOT APPROVED ON EHARMONY AND NOT REJECTED when he registered with them and took their hour long personality test. Which proves that their test doesn't weed out people like this. Of course maybe its not meant to. It looks more like its meant to weed out anyone depressed, or shy, or non religious. I've also heard eharmony rejects anyone gay but I don't know if thats true or not. I wouldn't doubt it though. The site is run by conservative christains and we all know what they're like.

Also by their own words

"eHarmony is based upon a complex matching system developed through extensive research with married couples. One of the requirements for successful matching is that participants fall within certain defined profiles. If we find that we will not be able to match a user using these profiles, we feel it is only fair to inform them early in the process." It sounds like they also weed out anyone unique."

It sounds like anyone unique is also not allowed in. Which means it wouldn't be a good site for me anyway...the kind of guy I'm looking for doesn't fit much of any norms. Oh and "early in the process" wtf...you call telling someone after they finish you retardly long hour+ personality test "early in the process"?? WTF. And they let you continue the stupid thing even if they know after the first page that you'll be rejected. Ridiculous.

Anyway even most of the people that got accepted on eharmony don't like it http://www.edatereview.com/021012displayreviews.aspx So I know I'm not missing out on much. But they should really be forcibly shut down for discrimination.