World Of Warcraft Stuff and more

Well I said I'd make another blog post about wow and why I quit my guild so here goes lol. First I'll get into 1 non wow thing which is about the ouija board and something I forgot to mention before. The night after we played I had something scary/spooky happen when I was in my bed. I've had sleep paralysis before but this seemed different because I was able to move. It felt like something was on my back holding me down. I kicked my leg off the bed and it stopped. Didn't feel like I kicked anything though. Scared the crap out of me. Luckily though nothing like that has happened since, though have had a feeling of being watched lately. It certainly hasn't scared me off of wanting to try the ouija board again.

As for my guild, as I mentioned I quit it last week. What happened was I didn't feel like attending any raids that week, I wanted a bit of a break from raiding, partially because of Wills visit that was coming up. I was online I think it was Wednesday night in game, afk though but checking every so often, was doing some stuff like clean house or make food, forgot what exactly. Anyway I had told the guild leader hours ago that I didn't feel like raiding tonight and most likely wouldn't raid any this week. He said "np". And that was it. Then hours later I'm on wow but semi afk like I said. And all of a sudden when I get back I see the girl in my guild (the rogue bitch who I think I've mentioned before in some of my posts) say over and over in guild chat to me "P you there???" she said it like 3 or 4 times. Then before I could say anything I see "P has been demoted." The guild leader demoted me all the way back to rank 1 or whatever rank its called when u first join the guild. The guild leader who just a few hours ago had told me "np" when I said I wouldn't be raiding tonight. After I saw that I was about to guild quit right then and there but I decided to wait until less people were on.

Did a run for 10 man voa with some guildies a few hours later before quitting. Had the guildy that asked me to come tell me I needed to step up my dps or be replaced. I was like WTF. I wasn't in the top 10 but I was doing 3.2k dps. They were only doing 3k. So wtf crap was that them telling me to do more when I was slightly higher then them on the damage done chart. 3.k is fine for voa too, I was just looking bad doing it since the majority of the other dps was 4.5k+.

Anyway I quit guild the next morning. They were all just a bunch of jerks who thought they were leet sauce yet they couldn't even clear 10 man uldaur anyway. Usually I feel super sad and even cry after quitting a guild, this time I felt nothing but relief. Makes me feel like I definitely made the right decision, I'll miss no one from that guild except the officer that invited me. And if hes a true friend we'll still group together at times. Though I haven't heard any from him since I quit :( Sigh. I hate people some...no just about all the time.

Its nearly a week later now and I'm still guildless. Haven't had nearly as many people try to recruit me as I thought would either. Only 4 or 5 guilds total. Guess I've been in most of the guilds on the server by now lol :( Hope when and if (big IF here) I do decide I wanna join another guild that I'm able to find a good one. Worried their aren't any though, at least not on my server, because if there was I think I would've found it by now. Guilds are just like people I guess, 99.9% of them suck. Either the people in them are noobs and either can't or won't try the harder stuff such as achievements like trying to kill patch without killing any spores, or the people are super hardcore (or rather think they are hardcore)and expect you to attend 90% of raids or some crap.

Just wish I could find a guild that both 1. Doesn't require you to attend a certain number of raids and 2. Is good enough to try for and eventually succeed at doing the achievements. Why is it so hard to find both :( Easy to find a guild that fits 1 but impossible to find a guild that fits both. And after much experience with guilds I can pretty much say with certainty that I can't be happy in a guild that doesn't fit both, at least not for long.

Anyway onto other things. Will and I are doing ok I guess. We certainly seem to argue alot though :( Am worried that eventually he will get sick of all the arguments and dump me :( Last argument was because he had said yesterday that he might not be online much today because he had real life things to do. I slept all day and didn't come on till super late and when I got on he said he had to go soon. Found out he hadn't done most of the things he said he would. It really upset me because I thought the reason he'd been procrastinating on stuff so much was because he was so into chatting with me that he didn't wanna log off. Turns out he's just a really big procrastinator. I also got rather jealous that he'd been chatting with another girl online, mostly since I thought she might've been why he stayed on, it really upset me.

At first I was worried that he might be talking to her as much or almost as much as me, that totally wouldn't be cool with me if he was. I know most people will probably disagree with me (which is why none of you fools will ever have a relationship that lasts forever) but I think that if you're in a relationship you should spend more time with the one you're in a relationship with then anyone else, in face I don't think you should even spend half the amount of time with someone else that you do with your significant other. Anyway I know now he doesn't spend that amount of time with anyone else but me, but he seemed kinda like he might be open to it so I squashed those ideas :D I can be a bitch when I need to be hehe. All my ex's and other guys I've been interested in have always had female friends that they spent as much or almost as much time with as me and it made me feel absolutely horrible so I know I'm not gonna ever let him do the same. He could always lie though :( But don't think he would...he seems more honest then them I think. Then again don't I always think each person seems more honest then the last. Sigh. At least on the bright side by his visiting I can be sure that I mean something to him. Am pretty positive I was nothing more then phone/cyber sex and someone to pass the time with to my previous online ex's.

Well, thats all for now. I'm gonna try to get part 3 of the 5000 question survey done later :D Wonder if anyone ever actually finished it lol.

Ouija Board Session

As promised, here is the ouija board session me and Will did. Most of what we got was gibberish :( The first few we got actually just went to "yes" when we asked if anyone was here then went right to bye. Maybe we scared off some of them with all our laughter and talking to each other, or we confused or annoyed them with it.

Anyway after a few of those type of sessions we asked to talk to a spirit that knows the future and I asked it what year would william die lol. It went to 2030. Then he asked "How will I die?" And it spelled out Bycycya. He thinks it meant Bay City which is where he lives and I thought it meant by a bicycle. Then he asked it "What year will Stephanie die?" and it went to 2049. Then I asked it how will I die and it gave a gibberish answer of Mawamnlay. Whatever that is. I tried to google it and closest word that seems to exist is Mawalay which looks to be a common word in some forgein language. Not sure of what language. After that it went to goodbye. Also had 1 of the gibberish ghosts go to "force" when he were laughing and saying how dumb this ghost was and asked sarcastically if it was a smart ghost.

We wrote down the sessions after that. They all pretty much start off with us asking if anyone is there and the board/spirit answering yes so I'll leave that part out. Anything in parenthesis is me thinking/commenting lol. Here's the next one:

What year is it? (I thought to ask this because I read that asking spirits what year they died in can anger/upset them).

Board: 24689240

Is that an earth year?

Board: No

Who are you?

Uoyamn

Is that your name?

Ptmp

Are you from the moon?

Otm

Are you sexually attracted to anyone in this room?

Board: No

Are you capable of being sexually attracted?

Board: Yes (wow talk about an ego bruiser!)

Do you find any humans sexually attractive?

Board: No (ok thats better lol)

How many eyes do you have?

Board: 5

How many arms do you have?

Board: 4

How many legs do you have?

Board: 0

How many mouths do you have?

Board: 1

How many ears do you have?

Board: 9

How many senses do you have?

Board: 4

What color skin do you have?

Board: Jomny

How many teeth do you have?

Board: Nz

Do you eat meat?

Board: Yes

Would you eat humans?

Board: No

Have any humans ever seen you?

Board: NY

In new york state?

Board: Yes

Do you like humans?

Board: No

Are we annoying you?

Board: Yes

Are you answering against your will?

Board: Yes

Are we causing you any harm?

Board: Yes

How are we causing you harm?

Board: Yoy amp joy

Is that english?

Board: No

Do you mean we're taking joy away from you?

Board: Yes

Do you have a choice in whether or not to talk to us?

Board: No

Would you like us to let you go?

Board: Goodbye

Next Session:

Are you human?

Board: No

Are you from the earth?

Board: Yes

Are you an animal?

Board: Yes

Were you someones pet?

Board: Yes

Me: Were you my pet?

Board: Yes

Were you a cat?

Board: Yes

What was your name?

Board: Uaw

Was that really your name?

Board: No

Was that the name I called you?

Board: Who asx

What color were you?

Board: lots

How old were you when you died?

Board: 4

Are you Furby?

Board: Shasket (more gibberish :;)

Were sending me those dreams?

Board: Yes

Are you going to be reincarnated soon?

Board: No

Why?

Board: Hoskb

Do you mean you don't want to be reincarnated?

Board: No

Me: Is it because you don't think I can have another cat now?

Board: Yes

Would you want to be reincarnated as someone elses cat?

Board: No

Me: Are you angry at me for not being able to have a cat right now?

Board: Yes (this upset me a little bit)

Are you lying?

Board: Maybe (in between yes and no so assumed maybe)

Will you ever reincarnate?

Board: Yes

Me: Will you reincarnate as my pet?

Board: No

Me: Will I know you?

Board: Yes

Will you be a relative of mine?

Board: Pid

Do you mean kid?

Board: Yes. Hels

One of Stephanies kids?

Board: Yes

How many years until you're born?

Board: 6

Do you have any brothers or sisters?

Board: No

Me: Is your father in the room? (lol poor Will)

Board: (it quickly and very forcefully went off the board)

Me: Have I had had any communication with your father?

Board: Yes

Me: Does your fathers name start with a W? (lol poor will, I really made him blush with these questions)

Board: Yes

Are you playing games with us?

Board: Yes

Don't you know that its mean to play with peoples emotions?

Board: Yes

Do you like to play with peoples emotions?

Board: Yes

Are you a demon?

Board: Yes

Was this a demon the whole time?

Board: No

Where is Furby?

Board: Gawn

Do you mean she left the room?

Board: Yes

Because she was mad?

Board: No

Did you force her to leave?

Board: Yes

Do you plan to leave after?

Board: No Yat

Do you want to harm us?

Board: Yat

Why harm us?

Board: No

Are you feeding off of our reactions?

Board: Ntw

What is your name?

Board: Ntnc

Is that your real name?

Board: No

I command you to leave.

Board: No

Do you want to harm Will?

Board: No

Harm Stephanie?

Board: Yes

What is it like in hell?

Board: Fxo

We then moved it to goodbye.

Next session:

May we please talk to a spirit that knows the future?

Board: Yes

What year will Stephanie's Mom die?

Board: 2691 (lol right, so I rephrased it)

How many years until my mom dies?

Board: 39

How many years until Will's dad dies?

Board: 48

How many years until Will's mom dies?

Board: 18

Me: Will I ever be homeless?

Board: No

Will Will ever be homeless?

Board: No

What month will Stephanie die?

Board: 1

What day will Stephanie die?

Board: 7

What year will Stephanie die?

Board: 2928

Do you mean 2028 or 2029?

Board: Yes Moy

What month will William die?

Board: 10

What day will William die?

Board: 30

What year will William die?

Board: 2020 (I'll admit I tried to push the second 2 there to 3, I wanted it to say the same year as it had before for him...however I wasn't trying to move it anywhere before)

How long will William and I be together?

Board: (It went off the board so I rephrased)

How many years will William and I know each other?

Board: 3 (Hope its way more then that :()

After this we closed board because he had to go soon.