So found out my last ex quit his guild of which he was the gm of and quit wow too. He also deleted his twitters, both his guilds and his own along with deleting his guilds website. His own website is still up though. He doesn't mention quitting his guild or why he quit but it shows his last few twitter updates on there and his last one said that he was helping his fiancee move in tomorrow and there was no longer anything about him playing wow on his site under where it said interests. Sigh bet that he quit because he was finally bored of wow and wanted to spend more time with her. Was hoping he quit because he had a falling out with his guildys. Well guess I'll never know what happened. Anyway I checked his realm forums and his guild is recruiting with a new guild website up now. I really really hope he had a falling out with them. Also hope his relationship with his fiancee crumbles before they get married. Would be so awesome if he ended up completely miserable. I found out through googling his sn name months ago that he was with a different girl before her and very shortly after him and I broke up. They had an online relationship for a while then he moved to be with her, he met her first online in wow. It was probably the girl I was soooo jealous of when him and I were together because he always chose to group with her over me in wow. She dumped him a few months after he moved to be with her, reading that made me soooo happy. Karma :D hehehe. And hopefully this relationship now won't last either. I want him to be alone and miserable and regret mistreating me because I was the best thing that ever happened to him and he'll never find anyone as awesome as me again. No I'd never take him back I just don't want him, or anybody who treated me badly before to be happy. Other peoples misery, especially that of people who hurt me before thrills me to no end, makes me giddy :D Was also happy when I found out before my best friend that I knew since childhood broke up with his bf and when I ruined one of his friendships years after I found out about all the lies (think I wrote about him in the beginning of my diary):D Anyway I was even happy when I found out someone online who had been rude to me before broke up with her bf, or rather he broke up with her and was rather mean to her. Even though I've talked to her bf before and know he's worse then her so I'm hoping he's miserable too. Anyway I love it when bad things happen to bad people lol...and since most people are bad that means I usually love when bad things happen to people.
Anyway speaking of people...one of my online friends told me last night that he cut off contact with a girl he met online and met in person a few times because he didn't see the point in being friends with someone he didn't see in person. So I was like am I next then and he said "Maybe but you have SA too so maybe not." So I was all quiet after that and now I'm not sure what to do, thinking maybe I should cut him off first. Not that it matters a ton to me cause its not someone I got really close to but still whenever something like that happens my feelings are always hurt a little.
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Friday, July 17, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
People Suck But As Long As I Have WOW I'm Happy
We did do all bosses in nax 25 that week :) Only we couldn't get kel down on Saturday so at my suggestion the raid leader made a raid for the next day and we got him then. 2 of the pally helms dropped. And our guild leader/raid leader who was supposed to be master looting the run forgot to put master loot on. So he told everyone who could use it to just need on it. The same person (a pally)won both helms. So they had people reroll for the 1 and told him to send a gm ticket in explaining what happened and asking them to give 1 of the helms to that person. I don't think a gm would correct something like that but hopefully they did. I still don't know if the gm did or not though hope they did.
We were gonna do first few bosses in uldaur 25 this week, but we didn't have enough people on. Have alot of people away this week. So we did black temple instead for the achievement, was nice to finally do that place was my first time ever in there.
I'm able to talk on ts much easier now. I even had an hour long conversation with someone from the guild 1-1 yesterday. Luckily they were pretty talkative cause a few times I didn't know what to say. We talked about wow of course, thats the 1 and only subject I seem to be able to have a conversation about. But I still haven't talked to anyone outside of guild on it. Not that I group outside of guild much anymore anyway, for some reason that other guild I was running with hasn't contacted me to run anything, except nax 10 last week which they kinda talked me into going on but then they got guildys on and said it would be best if I left if I wanted a full clear that week cause they didn't know if or when they would finish it. And they contacted me to run voa 10 man but I think that was just because I was in the lfg queue for it. Haven't contacted me to run uldar or OS or Nax or anything like they used to. Maybe they just assume I'll be running with guild from now on. Or maybe they think I suck now. Whatever. Its ok though I wasn't expecting things to last with them anyway, in and out of wow all my relationships tend to either fade away or burn out. I just hope that doesn't happen with my guild for a long time.
Actually I pugged nax 25 since guild isn't running it this week. I said like 1 word on the vent through the whole thing lol, other then that I been typing. The pug went better then most of my guild runs too heh. We even almost got the acrophobia achivment but missed timer by like 15 seconds. And best of all I finally got my tier 7.5 helm :D woot! :D
I got the world explorer title the other day, and also got 30 factions to exalted. Now to work on getting the loremaster title, can't believe I have the seeker title (title for completing 3000 quests) yet I haven't done enough old world quests for the loremaster title yet. I'm such an achievement junkie. Some people are alt aholics or raiders, or pvpers, before the achievement system I probably drifted between all of the above but now I'm definatly most focaused on getting the achievements done. I guess maybe because getting the achievements makes me feel like I'm accomplishing something? There are still over 50 people higher in achievement score on the realm though. But my goal is to eventually be number 1 on the realm, it probably won't happen though because theres alot of arena and raiding achievements I'll probably never be able to get so thats a loss of alot of potential points just there. But hey, its not like I have a life so I mine as well try lol.
Got a new tv =) flatscreen, 32 inch I think. Takes some getting used to but I already like it better then our old 25 inch, and since its 1 of the newer tvs we didn't need to buy anything for when the signal switches over(or did it already switch over, I haven't watched tv in over a week.) Also got a new chair. Yay for moms income tax money lol.
I had a dream the other night about Furby I dreamt that she was reincarnated as a white kitten that meowed alot and that she was at the spca and people kept returning her because she was so noisy. I actually went to their website to check for white kittens too but their were none, I checked petfinder too and couldn't find any local ones. I know it was probably just a dream but I do believe in reincarnation and so can't help but wonder if its true. I still miss her to this day too, I miss all the cats I've had that are no longer with me :( But her most of all. I hope if she is reincarnated that she somehow finds her way to me. But my mom is such a bitch, she won't let me get another cat. :(
I found out my last ex is engaged now. Ugh. Unlike other people I defiantly don't want my ex to be happy. Why would I? We're exes for a reason, he treated me like crap when we were together. I defiantly don't want him back, but I don't want him to be happy, he doesn't deserve happiness. Hopefully she'll cheat on him like I suspect he was doing to me :D Actually it seems like most of the people who screwed me over in life are doing pretty well for themselves. So much for karma :( And no, I don't still talk to any of them, I hate them all. So you're probably wondering how I know they're doing well then. Well I google them and look them up on myspace and things like that. I can be quite the stalker :P I guess I'm one of those "crazy" people other people think are fucked in the head. Cause I not only do that, I do it quite often, like once a week per person I look for new info online on them, plus I like to get revenge on people when they hurt me and I'm also rather clingy when I like someone alot. I honestly don't understand why any of the above are bad things though. In a better society revenge would be seen as a good thing, a way of standing up for one self when somebody hurts you. And clingyness would be seen as a good thing too, after all if you love somebody why in the world wouldn't you want to spend the majority of your time with them? As for the stalking well if you were once close to someone I can't see why you should or would just forget them, even if you hate them now wouldn't you still want to know how they're doing? Its never made much sense to me why most people see all of the 3 above things the way they do, my views on them make so much more sense. I guess I just don't understand people. Anyway in spite of that I'm not at all sadded by it cause I'm long over him it just makes me angry because I know he's a horrible person.
We were gonna do first few bosses in uldaur 25 this week, but we didn't have enough people on. Have alot of people away this week. So we did black temple instead for the achievement, was nice to finally do that place was my first time ever in there.
I'm able to talk on ts much easier now. I even had an hour long conversation with someone from the guild 1-1 yesterday. Luckily they were pretty talkative cause a few times I didn't know what to say. We talked about wow of course, thats the 1 and only subject I seem to be able to have a conversation about. But I still haven't talked to anyone outside of guild on it. Not that I group outside of guild much anymore anyway, for some reason that other guild I was running with hasn't contacted me to run anything, except nax 10 last week which they kinda talked me into going on but then they got guildys on and said it would be best if I left if I wanted a full clear that week cause they didn't know if or when they would finish it. And they contacted me to run voa 10 man but I think that was just because I was in the lfg queue for it. Haven't contacted me to run uldar or OS or Nax or anything like they used to. Maybe they just assume I'll be running with guild from now on. Or maybe they think I suck now. Whatever. Its ok though I wasn't expecting things to last with them anyway, in and out of wow all my relationships tend to either fade away or burn out. I just hope that doesn't happen with my guild for a long time.
Actually I pugged nax 25 since guild isn't running it this week. I said like 1 word on the vent through the whole thing lol, other then that I been typing. The pug went better then most of my guild runs too heh. We even almost got the acrophobia achivment but missed timer by like 15 seconds. And best of all I finally got my tier 7.5 helm :D woot! :D
I got the world explorer title the other day, and also got 30 factions to exalted. Now to work on getting the loremaster title, can't believe I have the seeker title (title for completing 3000 quests) yet I haven't done enough old world quests for the loremaster title yet. I'm such an achievement junkie. Some people are alt aholics or raiders, or pvpers, before the achievement system I probably drifted between all of the above but now I'm definatly most focaused on getting the achievements done. I guess maybe because getting the achievements makes me feel like I'm accomplishing something? There are still over 50 people higher in achievement score on the realm though. But my goal is to eventually be number 1 on the realm, it probably won't happen though because theres alot of arena and raiding achievements I'll probably never be able to get so thats a loss of alot of potential points just there. But hey, its not like I have a life so I mine as well try lol.
Got a new tv =) flatscreen, 32 inch I think. Takes some getting used to but I already like it better then our old 25 inch, and since its 1 of the newer tvs we didn't need to buy anything for when the signal switches over(or did it already switch over, I haven't watched tv in over a week.) Also got a new chair. Yay for moms income tax money lol.
I had a dream the other night about Furby I dreamt that she was reincarnated as a white kitten that meowed alot and that she was at the spca and people kept returning her because she was so noisy. I actually went to their website to check for white kittens too but their were none, I checked petfinder too and couldn't find any local ones. I know it was probably just a dream but I do believe in reincarnation and so can't help but wonder if its true. I still miss her to this day too, I miss all the cats I've had that are no longer with me :( But her most of all. I hope if she is reincarnated that she somehow finds her way to me. But my mom is such a bitch, she won't let me get another cat. :(
I found out my last ex is engaged now. Ugh. Unlike other people I defiantly don't want my ex to be happy. Why would I? We're exes for a reason, he treated me like crap when we were together. I defiantly don't want him back, but I don't want him to be happy, he doesn't deserve happiness. Hopefully she'll cheat on him like I suspect he was doing to me :D Actually it seems like most of the people who screwed me over in life are doing pretty well for themselves. So much for karma :( And no, I don't still talk to any of them, I hate them all. So you're probably wondering how I know they're doing well then. Well I google them and look them up on myspace and things like that. I can be quite the stalker :P I guess I'm one of those "crazy" people other people think are fucked in the head. Cause I not only do that, I do it quite often, like once a week per person I look for new info online on them, plus I like to get revenge on people when they hurt me and I'm also rather clingy when I like someone alot. I honestly don't understand why any of the above are bad things though. In a better society revenge would be seen as a good thing, a way of standing up for one self when somebody hurts you. And clingyness would be seen as a good thing too, after all if you love somebody why in the world wouldn't you want to spend the majority of your time with them? As for the stalking well if you were once close to someone I can't see why you should or would just forget them, even if you hate them now wouldn't you still want to know how they're doing? Its never made much sense to me why most people see all of the 3 above things the way they do, my views on them make so much more sense. I guess I just don't understand people. Anyway in spite of that I'm not at all sadded by it cause I'm long over him it just makes me angry because I know he's a horrible person.
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